Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m]

I am here for Friends

About Me

Ayleah.
Hey Cornellia Sweetie.
I've still got it.
&&I won't break it.
I want to tell you I love you.
I want to tell you I hate you.
Make me happy.
Break my heart.
Back to the point.
I'm Ayleah.
Wonderful to meet you.
A rapture, I'm entranced.
Sonny Moore&&Me.
03.31.08 Best Night Of My Life.

FuckingShit
I sing.
Damn I love it.
Don't doubt me.
I fucking hate it.
Let's Make this funn.
Dreams explode.
Beautiful sites.
You never thought we could.
Don't you feel stupid?
Now break it down.
Build me up.
Basically, Let's talk.
I love lightening.
Especially In your eyes.

[s&m]
Take the stars down
Throw up the sun
Make me wish we had met when I was pure
Help me dine with the finest of juvenille arts
Take this life, hold it in your hands
Don't wait
I'll make you pray that we could stay this way
You'll promise that you won't forget to taste the sunset for me
Lyrical in-genius
Wish for me, the hopes&&dreams
I swear I won't forget to write from hell
I'll sign sincerely yours, forever yours
Mars has your name on it
Build your home there, feel the heartache of simplicity
We'll spin around, pocket full of posies we all fall down
You say you'll send the rain to my lowest grounds
Take the stars down
Throw up the sun
Your off to the universe
I'm granted hell
We'll remember our love when we taste the sulfur from our lungs
Didn't last too long
During the Super Nova
Blue moon
Eclipse
Meteor shower
You'll feel the beat of my heart
I'll taste your sunset
We'll be together again
On the moon
I reserved the moon for you&&I
See you when we die

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Listen to my music.
myspace.com/ayleahjustfornow

Heroes:

My heroes.
[in this exact order]

Fernando Anthony Ibarra.
He's special. In numerous ways.
I love him.

Derrick Mark Kuebler.
He's also special. For different&&similar reasons.
I love him too.

Marrissa Jae Kilpatrick.
"Ow! I tell you what, Ow!" She means a ton to me.
I love her.

Danielle Nicole Alicia Vigil.
Don't know how I got her. Don't care to come anything close to losing her. She's gonna get me in trouble, but I don't mind.
I luff her.

Don't be offended if you ain't on here.

My Blog

Song [[6]]

As you wait. As you wait..For sexual simulation to set in.You think of anything but sex.Anything but what's about to happen.As you wait....For her dress to peel off her lust soaked skin.You imagine th...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 02:03:00 PST

Song [[5]]

1 Choice For Hospitals.He never took his eyes off of mine.Even when mine were closed I could feel them.His deep concerned eyes burning through my eyelids.Praying they'd open again.Tubes in&&ou...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 02:00:00 PST

Song [[4]]

This is NOT A Test.It started with a screamTo guide me where you are.No I can't relieve this stress.Your screams are digging a holeDeep into my chest.Cries of pain are ringing so loud.I don't know ho...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:57:00 PST

Im Tired of Walking.

I don't need to lieYou'll take the fall.Plummiting to the rocky bottom.Only to come back black&&blue.Just like my wreched heart.I'm sick of walking.Searching for what I was.All I need is you.Y...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:55:00 PST

Song [[3]]

Walking CondradictionEyes tearing, I'm losing all sense of lust. Heart throbbing why must losing to gain a must?Her years made her wise but she leaves it up to me to decide.If only I could get this fe...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 11:04:00 PST

Rapture Of Music

Everlasting embrassment with the rapture of music in my mind.Chaos all about. No one finding the complete value of anything. Feeling insignificant, like my value is gone. But the rapture of music bea...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:45:00 PST

Song [[2]]

Savor The Modern Myth Lips touch and stomachs wrench.Eyes close and passion flys.Savor the moment.Bask in the limelight.For soon this perfection will fail. The touch, the smell.It at all feels so real...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:29:00 PST

Song [[1]]

Don't wanna get Older. One year older. Don't let me get....not one year older. Not...one....more...year. I wanna go back to the way we were, before the guilt, before the shame. Way before the p...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:16:00 PST

I don't want you anymore. -For Corbin.

Rainfall, sundrop. Tears and hope for tomorrow. No more pain and sorrow. Love and romance. These are things you promised me. But I was tangled in your web. Lies intertwining with more lies. Lies cover...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 07:39:00 PST

Happiness. Today is mine.

I look at you and you fail to see the happiness that lingers in my eyes.But that's okay. I won't let you take this feeling away from me.Not today.I'll smile and hug you.Then I'll turn and walk away.Yo...
Posted by Ayleah.FUCKINGSHIT.[s&m] on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 09:00:00 PST