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*~FaLLeN AnGeL~*

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About Me


My little one, who left us after 12 wonderful years on 4/5/2006. I'll always love you babykins. Have fun with all the little doggies in doggy heaven and make sure to share all the good treats! I love you Mocha.. You were the best dog anyone could ever wish for. Please watch over us, and thank you for being my only good friend when I was younger.
MyGen Profile Generator"Angels are bright still, though the brightest fell."
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
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Your Birthdate: December 9
Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature.You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous.You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate.Your feelings run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations.This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Fashion Style is Classic
You like what's stood the test of time...
Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy
You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while
You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors What's Your Fashion Style?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Elish Motha Fuckin Henderson! ;o) A.K.A. Cookie Monster
Birthday: December 9th, go Saggitarius!
Birthplace: Technically Santa Monica..
Current Location: North Hills... Ghetto and Classy all at once! whoo
Eye Color: bluey that changes to greenish
Hair Color: Um Its got a whole lot goin on, highlights an' shit
Height: 5'7ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: I can use both... cool huh?
Your Heritage: romanian/irish... we like the alcohol lol
The Shoes You Wore Today: haven't worn any yet.. how cool am i?
Your Weakness: Um.. Falling in love, ice cream sandwiches, sappy love songs, people in need, cologne, lifting heavy stuff, cookies
Your Fears: being alone, the dark, hair, bugs, getting my heart broken... oh and Britney Spears
Your Perfect Pizza: Chicken Garlic Supreme from Round Table yum!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Become the number one champion in full-contact origami, bake 30 min brownies in 20 min, adopt a kid from Cambodia
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Douchebag ;o) What can I say... best word ever!
Thoughts First Waking Up: Where the hell am I? oh and then: Fuck... another day... now I gotta change my underwear ;o(
Your Best Physical Feature: I'd have to go with the eyes on this one, then maybe my spleen, I have a hot spleen
Your Bedtime: Wheneva... I do what i want
Your Most Missed Memory: The womb... and being able to remember stuff (hehe would help in this situation). *sigh*
Pepsi or Coke: Eh Pepsi if its regular, but vanilla Coke rocks my socks
MacDonalds or Burger King: Ew neither... hello?? Supersize me? Wendy's all the way!
Single or Group Dates: Both... its good to socialize with others.. sometimes *shifty eyes*
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: What the fuck? I don't even know....
Chocolate or Vanilla: Neither... whats with the ass choices over here? caramel!
Cappuccino or Coffee: again, neither... Caramel Vanilla Dream Blast with Oreo Cookie, biotch!
Do you Smoke: I quit that shit yo.. I only did it socially anyways.. I'm dumb
Do you Swear: Fuck no!
Do you Sing: All the time! I'm a singing whore. I'm singing right now!
Do you Shower Daily: I'd sure hope so, occasionally I let it slide one day if i'm just at home
Have you Been in Love: Good lord... you're killing me with the questions, way to bring up emotional shit you suvey!
Do you want to go to College: Um, already in it... C.S.U.N.
Do you want to get Married: Can't wait! ;o)
Do you belive in yourself: I believe in the fact that I'm here yes... I'm a currently existing entity.. exciting no?
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only if i'm reading in the car... *spew*
Do you think you are Attractive: Hm... I would like to think so, you tell me
Are you a Health Freak: not at all... lol, whats a gym?
Do you get along with your Parents: nope... sometimes with my dad, but the mom? forgettaboutit
Do you like Thunderstorms: Why would you? Yeah I LOVE spending my day inside...not
Do you play an Instrument: Yeah the tube steak... wait thats not an instrument.. errrr
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes... don't remind me
In the past month have you Smoked: Nah...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: I don't do that... I'm no Danny Bonaducci or however the fuck u spell that
In the past month have you gone on a Date: I dunno... I guess it was a date.. not sure ;o)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: dear god yes... can they be avoided?
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: a whole box? umm... i do have issues, but thats a little much lol
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: YES!!! I love.. mmmmm, now I want some.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Dancin at a gay club... I'm so lame huh? lol, it was fun though!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nooooo ;o) Who would dump me???
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: mmm no, anybody up for it?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: oh.... i dunno, probably
Ever been Drunk: yes... don't remind me
Ever been called a Tease: yes... but u like it!
Ever been Beaten up: yes... but it was in karate, so i don't know if that counts
Ever Shoplifted: yes.. stick it to the man i say!!!
How do you want to Die: quickly and painlessly... though it would be kinda cool to say i was eaten by giraffes
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: lol... a princess!!! ew no, ideally a wedding planner, but it looks like im going into marketing instead..grrr
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy! haven't been there yet... I just realized this survey is going to be so outdated in like 3 weeks lol
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: OoO.. its a toss up, doesn't matter as long as he has a warmness to them
Favourite Hair Color: I'm partial to dark hair... but whateva
Short or Long Hair: short... this isn't Airheads people lol.. let the early 90's go...
Height: oh please taller... like 5'9 or taller
Weight: aw who cares... anything but like boney.. ew, or too muscley, gross!!
Best Clothing Style: Express for Men... *yum* i'm a sucker for the metrosexuals...
Number of Drugs I have taken: Does candy count?
Number of CDs I own: oh i dont even know... a ton
Number of Piercings: 5... two holes in each ear and an eyebrow
Number of Tattoos: 2... lower back and wrist.. smexy no?
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Infinate?? Too many things although i guess they will lead to somethnig good? ppbbthh yeah right... most of them involve guys
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My Interests

my heart is on my sleeve
wear it like a bruise or blackeye

*Captions since the type is small:
~"Be careful with it, its fragile"
~"Eh, it was worthless anyways"

Breaking down all misconceptions! I'll be very surprising.... I'm not your typical Cali girl. I like modern art galleries, and trying anything new.... If you're someone who appreciates a multi-faceted girl... maybe we can find something to do together

I'd like to meet:

This hole that you put me in wasnt deep enough
and im climbing out right now

A good quote that I seem to be living by these days is "If you don't touch, move, or inspire me in a positive way... you are out of my life."

Oh.... and Dane Cook... he'd be rad. And Christopher Walken cuz he is the shit. Trey Parker and Mott Stone.. geniuses. Eddie Izzard and David Sedaris. OH AND JOHNNY DEPP!!!!! I'm sure theres more. Oh Emo Phillips! heres some of his best shit:

"Women: You can't live with them, and you can't get them to dress up in a skimpy little Nazi costume and beat you with a warm squash or something..."

"Probably ... the toughest time ... in anyone's life ... is when you have to murder a loved one because they're the devil."

"When I was a kid, I used to pray every night for a new bicycle. Then I realized that the Lord, in his wisdom, didn't work that way. So I just stole one and asked him to forgive me."

Me as a South Park character..... Fallen Angel!! ;o)

STORY OF MY LIFE:

Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?
Oh where, oh where could they be?

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
porno paparazzi girls, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Maybe if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back (yeah)
Push up my bra like that (uh-huh), I don't wanna be a stupid girl

The disease is growing, it's epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and I'm going crazy
I cannot take any more
I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
That's what I wanna see (c'mon)

Disasters all around
a World despair
your only concern
Will it fuck up my hair?

Music:

Touched by angels though I fall out of grace
I did it all so maybe Id live this every day

Portuguese music and Spanish music, I like chill music like lounge, bossa nova, salsa, swing, merengue, pop, basically a little of everything... My Chemical Romance, Maroon 5, Nural, Linkin Park, Fall Out Boy, Muse, Acceptence, Foo Fighters, Coheed and Cambria, Staind, Gwen, Gorillaz, Ella Fitzgerald, Sinatra, Panic! At The Disco, Hawthorne Heights, Gatsby's American Dream, etc.... Depends on my mood really...

"Someone I am Is waiting for my courage The one I want The one I will become Will catch meSo let me fall If I must fall I won't heed your warnings I won't hear"

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Movies:

♥ LOVE ACTUALLY.....*tear* Primal Fear, Amelie, The Usual Suspects, Underworld, About A Boy, Brokenhearts Club, Only You, That Old Feeling, Sabrina, The Royal Tennenbaums, Team America, Napoleon Dynomite

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Television:

Family Guy, Simpsons, Daria, Bevis and Butthead, Queer Eye For The Straight Guy, Will and Grace, CSI, I Love The 80s

Ninja Turtles rock so hard

I'm also a bitter little girl *pout*

Books:

Anything by David Sedaris, Da Vinci Code, Girraffes? Giraffes!, anything with a sarcastic wit or just plain stupid ;o)





Heroes:

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"

My Response: "Yes.... yes I will"

My Blog

*~Rambles~*

I don't know what I'm writing, I just know I have to. My body doesn't want to seem to function.. yet somehow it is--my existence proving. I feel hunger, yet I'm not able to eat. My eyes crave sleep, y...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 01:42:00 PST

*~Rambles~*

I don't know what I'm writing, I just know I have to. My body doesn't want to seem to function.. yet somehow it is--my existence proving. I feel hunger, yet I'm not able to eat. My eyes crave sleep, y...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 01:42:00 PST

*~Cliche Love Poem~*

He is a creator.He is also the protector of the biggest thing I have to give.My heart.No poem that could ever be written could encompass this wave of emotions. Only attempted.This cliff is steep, and ...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Thu, 17 May 2007 11:18:00 PST

*~Rot~*

Uncertainty haunts me like a vindictive ghost.I am sure of very few things. The sky is blue, everyday a child is born, I bleed.I'm wondering if I haven't confused myself. Am I capable of executing thi...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Tue, 15 May 2007 10:20:00 PST

*~Love Paranoia~*

She cringed inside.Her heart was like a painting on fire. Curling and burning like a beautiful tragedy.He sat no more than two feet from her, but she might as well have been lying there alone.The back...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:53:00 PST

*~I'd Be There Everytime~*

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head Where I would impress you with every single word I said It would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming And you'd want to call me And ...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:07:00 PST

*~Dear Narcissus... A Song For All The Exes~*

I recommend downloading of this song immediately for all you girls out there who ever had to deal with a boyfriend who only thought of himself, had no conscience, and basically was still attached by a...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 10:15:00 PST

*~What?!? A Happy Blog! What Gives?~*

I know this is foreign territory to me... but this is a happy blog. Go figure... I was pretty adamant that blogs were pretty much for venting... but I'm inspired.I wish I could have flowery prose, and...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 11:34:00 PST

*~Everything Changes~*

Well yesterday I had the worst day of my life. This year is turning out to be the year of loss. I lost my dog in April, I lost my family, I lost my boyfriend yesterday, and I'm losing my sanity.I don'...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 01:27:00 PST

*~What Am I Doing??~*

I have started the depression process. It usually is a culmination of a bunch of different things, but one little dumb thing triggers it. This time, and I know it is stupid, is that fact that my boyfr...
Posted by *~FaLLeN AnGeL~* on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 10:58:00 PST