I have come to some realization that my life exists as a sequence of coincidences and a series of mistakes. Life for me has been full of injustices, transgressions and goodwill; the episodes of which were happening to me or because of me. I do not fully understand why I have energetically caused these things to happen. I am not certain what lesson my soul has chosen to learn, but my intuition tells me that Life (my life) it's purpose/science is to master the inflow of positive and negative energy.Lately, I have come across the idea of the "positive-thinking" world view (thinking good manifests good energy; thinking bad manifests bad energy) and the feeling I get from this philosophy is the sense of self deception. My statement is not that positive thinking is not effective, I just find this world view the most shallow, primitive, and naive of all self fulfillment techniques. Through my experience exercising this approach, I found that "positive-thinking" masked what my heart truely felt, and the basis of this modus was a mental exercise and not a heart exercise. I feel that the heart is the seat of emotions (the core of a being), and it certainly holds more importance than anything the mental house can facilitate.Matters of life are firstly the matters of the heart, and by listening to that "compass" we can deeper understand our soul journey/lessons. We must learn to balance the negative with the positive; through understanding why good and bad are in our lives, we can heighten our spiritual awareness. I believe that we are equipped with our hearts to survive in this lifetime, we (modernists) are simply conditioned to over mentalize.The mind, no matter the intellect, is far more limited than the heart (intuition). Just because something like intuition can't be "taught", doesn't mean it doesn't exist.The spiritual experiences I have had were not a result of me being taught or told what to do. I one day made a decision to listen to my whole being, and through this exercise I have taped into my sixth sense. Intuition is the greatest thing anyone can harness. So, rely on your heart, and listen to it always! Remember to cherish all energy, even the seemingly negative. I know that this making me a stronger being! I have just recently drawn in some positive beings in my life too ;). I feel absolutely connected to the Universe because I communicate with my heart which is an important part of It.I am a child of the Universe seeking my place within the cosmos. I am one who follows his heart, passion, and internal sun. I am an illumined being....
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