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Anita Ayres

At times i feel like a Picasso, broken into component parts; some exaggerated more than others

About Me

Raging Madonna/whore complex....but only applies to my self! Just a trans-gendered women, making her way in the world.

My Interests

architecture,art, black nail lacquer,stolen moments and pregnant pauses,girls that wink, cooking,children's laughter and azur sky's,dancing,legs, shapely ankles, holding hands,painting girls toenails,kissing,sex, did i mention sex,girls,chicks,dames and the occasional boy,M.A.C.,red wine,chokers, sushi pizza, Venetia,Australia,from Puccini's opera Turandot the aria Nessun Dorma my heart breaks every time i hear it,teetering on high heels,vintage cocktail dresses,tights, long fingers,running,skinny dipping at night,playing nude golf on mead and Quaalude's Hunter S Thompson style,marathon,whispering under the covers,rain on the roof,starry starry nights lying on the dock up at the lake,garter belts,Hot chocolate mornings,5 string bass,sylvain sylavain baby i love you, bras that push and slam,photography,good girls gone bad,anything b&b italia, people that look like walking q-tips,glam rock, witty repartee, naps, le petit dejeuner, ooh lala

I'd like to meet:

Easter bunny

Movies:

The third man,Tempopo,Lost in translation,Who's afraid of virginia wolf, Headwig and the angry inch, The shawshank redemption,City of god,The bicycle thief, The secret of roan inish,Lock,stock and two smoking barrels,Cinema Paradiso,The Philadelphia story,Wallace & Gromit, Sid & Nancy,Ed Wood,,Jerry Seinfeld Comedian,La femme Nikita,The Duellists, Camille Claudel,L.A. Confidential,Chinatown,The Pianist,Lawernce of Arabia, Zulu: just some of the 1500 dvds in my collection. Yep, its true...i'm a shut-in.

Books:

Ulysses, Around the world in eighty days, Atlas shrugged,Myra Breckenridge et Myron,Prater violet,How to loose friends and alienate people by Toby Young,Apathy and other small victories by Paul Neilan, Sylvia Plath Collected Poems,The complete adventures of Curious George, any play by Shaw or that crazy guy William something or other.

Heroes:

(in descending order) Mahatma Ghandi, Nelson Mandela, Gore Vidal, Maud Lewis, Bugs Bunny(it takes guts for a boy to whear a dress in public with panache....even if he is a cartoon)

My Blog

a moment

I stood there with my hand on her naked belly,"did you feel that", "absolutely" i say. We made a strange pair standing in the middle of a sex store, the pregnant lady and the transsexual. I had called...
Posted by Anita Ayres on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:00:00 PST

naked me; is a happy place

So why should i get off easy. Birth is sweat, blood, screams, tears...... it takes a struggle, why shoulden't a re-birth, re- launch, re-brand ( pic your own idom) hurt as much. I too would kiss the s...
Posted by Anita Ayres on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:25:00 PST

grrrrrrrrr

Wow, i feel of late i'm growing more and more isolated. Ive been on a medicaly supervised hormone treatment for 14 months now. my blood falls consitantly in the female range, wich is to say, ive got t...
Posted by Anita Ayres on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 04:17:00 PST

anonymous

hippopotamus.
Posted by Anita Ayres on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 09:11:00 PST

Full Circle

What can i say....several years ago I was shooting an ad for Fosters beer in Sydney Austrailia. Our local production company ( Flying Fish) was takin care of us while we were ...
Posted by Anita Ayres on Thu, 25 Aug 2005 09:54:00 PST

A Boy Named Sue

recorded by J.R. Cash 2/24/69My daddy left home when i was threeand didnt leave much to ma and meJust this old guitar and an empty bottle of booze.Now, i dont blame him becouse he run and hidBut the m...
Posted by Anita Ayres on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

art=life

I scraped enough money together to buy a book. At the end of each chapter I will eat the pages. If it is a good read I will savour it; if bad i will discard. I just hope that my ap...
Posted by Anita Ayres on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST