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Shane

I only wish God were alive to see this.

About Me

"Really(?)."
— Aaron Smith

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Vernon God Little sent out a bulletin survey called, "I Want to Know You." I am selectively answering this one question:
2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
When I was 5 I was stuck on an elevator. It was my first elevator trip by myself. It was at Eastland Mall, and I'd demanded that I ride the two-story elevator, next to a stairway that simply went to an office hallway balcony, up all by myself. Things started out smoothly. The door closed with economy to an empty elevator. My dad had taught me to stand on one foot while riding down so that at floor stops, you felt the inertia and gravity; at that age, you also fell down a lot, too. So, misunderstanding how it works, I set myself into a Karate Kid stance and waited to go up.
And nothing happened.
I held the stance for a while, tripping into brief breaks, until I realized that the elevator wasn't moving. I looked around to see if any wires were torn out. I thought I heard the faintest bang at the door. At this point, I thought it was the hour mark; that's when I started to hear gears tear. Why did I pick this one elevator ride to be my first—and last?
I started wailing and crying. I didn't want to bang at the door, because I thought it might jar, so instead I dragged my hands against its carpeted sides like cats worship. This seemed to increase the ambient bangs from the door. Those bangs, I surmised, were what was causing the shift and shake I was feeling from the floor, and I would've yelled at them to stop if I could've cohered any word through a mouth so thick with saliva. This had to have been the two hour mark. Either way, I had only a few hours left before the elevator cables gave out from my weight, fell down what had to be a 100-story underground shaft beneath me, and exploded over the grinding spikes at the bottom.
Then the door opened. A crowd had gathered; none of them looked angry at the wait, because a crying 5 year old was the only passenger on the elevator. I'd been in there for fifteen minutes. At the front of the crowd was my mother, who scooped me up and explained what had happened.
I'd forgotten to push a floor button.
To this day if we step in an elevator together, my brother will lean across me, smile, knowingly ask, "Which floor?" and hit the button, as if to demonstrate.

My Interests

cherrypicked amnesia, depricating self and taking no prisoners, chuckling to self over l'esprit d'escalier, relaying the O-so-funny and O-so-clever thing I said the other day, trying not to give condescending looks, giving condescending looks, witchhunting for fairweather friends, bemoaning current life situation in as creative and funny a way as I can figure, filling my car with water instead of anti-freeze, telepathy by staring at walls and getting hernias over it, decade-old call-back in-jokes and the people who get/remember them, failing to convey the hilarity of those decade-old in-jokes, convincing people I don't live in the past, long and intense internal conversations with abstract composite impressions I have of old friends and random people I know, overdrafting at the bank, rehearsing jokes to the point of line-editing, being disappointed when over-complex and verbose jokes go over people's heads in real time, hitting Refresh on my Inbox, walking over square tiles in a knight-move L-shape, repetition, standing still, and repetition

I'd like to meet:

In memoriam:
And...people?

"You fight your superficiality, your shallowness, so as to try to come at people without unreal expectations, without an overload of bias or hope or arrogance, as untankelike as you can be, sans cannon and machine guns and steel plating half a foot thick; you come at them unmenacingly on your own ten toes instead of tearing up the turf with your caterpillar treads, take them on with an open mind, as equals, man to man, as we used to say, and yet you never fail to get them wrong. You might as well have the brain of a tank. You get them wrong before you meet them, while you're anticipating meeting them; you get them wrong while you're with them; and then you go home to tell somebody else about the meeting and you get them all wrong again. Since the same generally goes for them with you, the whole thing is really a dazzling illusion empty of all perception, an astonishing farce of misperception. And yet what are we to do about this terribly significant business of other people, which gets bled of the significance we think it has and takes on instead a significance that is ludicrous, so ill-equipped are we all to envision one another's interior workings and invisible aims? […] The fact remains that getting people right is not what living is all about anyway. It's getting them wrong that is living, getting them wrong and wrong and wrong and then, on careful reconsideration, getting them wrong again. That's how we know we're alive: we're wrong. Maybe the best thing would be to forget being right or wrong about people and just go along for the ride. But if you can do that—well, lucky you." —Philip Roth, American Pastoral
AHHHHH!

Music:

Pretty much anything with a Hammond organ. Or that sounds like a car with worn break pads. Rhythmically, of course.

Movies:

Unloved movies I've gotten shit for liking that, despite which, I'll go to the mat over like a mother cub who just so happens to wrestle: The Matrix Reloaded and Revolutions, Titanic, Gigli, Eyes Wide Shut, Hook, A.I., War of the Worlds (2005), Solaris (2002), Femme Fatale, Hulk, Heaven's Gate, Revenge of the Sith, Lolita (1997), Intolerable Cruelty, Breathless (1983), Zabriskie's Point, Starship Troopers, Babe: Pig in the City, Hollywood Homicide, Elizabethtown, Spanglish, Gangs of New York

Television:

The Wire, Buffy, The Daily Show, Colbert Report, Simpsons, South Park, Sopranos, West Wing, 24, Firefly, Six Feet Under, SNL, Kids in the Hall, Mr. Show, The Office (UK & US), Sports Night, Arrested Development, The Ben Stiller Show, Veronica Mars, Battlestar Galactica, Lost, Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip, 30 Rock, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia

Books:

Alan Moore, Philip Roth, Jonathan Franzen, Michael Chabon, Don DeLillo, Richard Russo, Richard Price, Jonathan Lethem, Thomas Pynchon, Neil Gaiman, Brian Michael Bendis, Warren Ellis, Brian K. Vaughan

Heroes:

Ted Haycraft , Mike Reichert , Tim Lockridge .