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Miss Màdamn

FReNeTic, LoSiNg SeNsE oF SeLf, UnDeR InDuLgEd... bUT, It'S oK... 'cause I get by with a little love

About Me


Featured Band ~
Art of Chaos
BE THERE!... JULY 16TH!... ONE NIGHT ONLY!
...During their break from live shows to write new material for a new CD!
Come celebrate with AOC as they unveil some new material for the 1st time!
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ONE OF THOSE TIMES WHEN EVERY SINGLE PERSON COUNTS!
I thoroughly checked out Little James' page (sometimes being too skeptical). The bio, such a simple and loving request... and a Daddy's promise... made it impossible not to add this page and request others do the same!
Within the bio, the word "distraction" jumped out at me. I can completely relate and feel it's more than just a distraction... it's a "connection" too! While going through treatment, days or months stuck in a hospital, parents too (sometimes more than their children) feel completely cut off from the world... sometimes feeling a desperate need to connect to the outside world and what better way than this, if they physically can't do so! Please consider adding Little James' page and help him reach his newest goal of obtaining 1 Million friends! :)
James, and his family, aren't asking for anything more... Just a distraction, help in obtaining a simple goal (which also helps raise awareness of childhood cancer), a friendly and loving connection and a little compassion! <3 C
PLEASE HELP MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN LITTLE JAMES' LIFE!
Spread the word (in bulletins or on your page!)
Banners can be found on James' page (click his pic!)
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ABOUT ME:
The best part of my life, ever, is my Daughter, Tara. As long as I can remember, I've always dreamed of one day having a daughter, and this is one dream for my life that came true! (I know, but I love her so damn much!)
I'm single, always have been (never married), probably always will be...I'm a free spirit! Not to say I haven't had my share of long term relationships, or that I will never settle down. But, I'm holding out for someone very special, who really understands me and won't try to jealously restrict my need to reach out and freely express love to others - in a humane way, of course ; )
I attended College on and off after high school and throughout my young adult years. And, although I quit just short of completing my degree in Deaf Studies, I did complete units for College minors such as Music, Philosophy, and Psychology. Once upon a time, I was fluent in Sign Language and also received a Deaf Interpreting Certificate. However, my skills now are rusty. I should have majored in business, as I always end up in business management -- something that comes easy to me. Anyway...

ULTIMATELY, IF ALL GOES ACCORDING TO PLANS, THIS PAGE WILL BE DEDICATED TO MYSPACE "ARTISTS TO RECOGNIZE" --
I am one of the many non-artists on MySpace. However, years ago I was an artist of sorts. I've been writing songs since as long as I can remember (been a while now, though). My grandparents even bought me a piano for my 9th birthday so I could keep singing and writing. I sang in every choir group in school (yeah, I know), advanced or not, since kindergarten. I even auditioned for a H.S. jazz / rock group...made it (there were four singers, rotating soloist, with the other three as backup). We performed in little venues around town - my first exposure (haha!). I also started singing /writing /playing in miscellaneous bands, either already formed, or a couple a friend and I started (nothing mainstream). Later, I found myself involved with a lot of musicians in the L.A. circuit. I could be found at a different venue every night of the week, as happens when you meet other artists. As my own projects faded out, I became more involved with friends' bands, typically helping with creative input, vocal backup arrangements, and other trivial things; sometimes mic set ups and sound checks too (and, usually the only girlfriend allowed in the studio during recording sessions...go me! haha!). Over time, I moved on with my own boring life. But, something has been missing ever since. Music=my peace of mind.
Although the following original "about me" is true, and no longer as fitting - since the aforementioned has been added - strangely enough, I think it's kind of funny! So, it stays!... (at least for now)...
Lots of interests, but none explored anymore...no time, no life and no fun to speak of. Need to reinvest my time into things to bring my sense of self to life again. Music feeds my soul, my every mood, most any kind, anywhere, anytime. Singing is my outlet and yet my song writing has diminished into non-existence. Still, I desire to reinvent, express myself once again...Maybe then I will find an inner peace that seems to be missing, maybe then I will have something worthwhile to speak of....
How's that for melancholy? ; )
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My quiz results - almost EXACT "about me" - Why I've included them here!
The Keys To My Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling a little self-centered.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
You're Bettie Page!
Take this quiz !
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My Interests

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to check out my awesome
friends / main interests!!

MARY MAGDALAN

Indie & mainstream mag!

Publisher's Edition!!

MY MAIN INTERESTS ~ Music - Everything about it; Listening, Creating, Concerts, Shows of all types, Studio escapades, Practice sessions, Singing (sheerly creative people).Art, Theater, Pool (billiards), Karaoke, Movies, Writing, Lounging & so much more...

I'd like to meet:

Friends! It would also be cool to find a close guy friend whom I can
completely be myself with; nonsensical, fun, yet sometimes serious.

Lil' KATE ~ Oh, how I wish I could have been her best friend then ~

Music:

I like ALL music!! Most all genres have at least one or two great artists whom I like.I like it Hard/Soft, Loud/Quiet, Rock/Pop, Punk/Funk, Metal Mania, Brit music, Grunge, Post-Grunge, Classic Rock, R&B, Female Only Bands, Female Artists (Females Rock!!), Unconventional Vocals (think Kate Bush), Soulful Vocals, Harmony, Subdued Vocals, Aggressive Vocals, Screaming, Whining...The More Expressive, The Better!!Expression is interpreted in many forms--kudos to all.

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A "PARTIAL" LIST OF ARTISTS WHOM I ADMIRE FOR
AT LEAST ONE MEMORABLE QUALITY!
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Muse (Time Is Running Out, Hysteria), Blur (Song 2), U2, Oasis (Wonderwall);My Chemical Romance (I'm Not Okay, David Bowie's--Under Pressure (remix), Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Disown;Violent Femmes, The Ramones, The Offspring, Play Pretty for Baby; Kittie (Brackish, Pink Floyd's--Run Like Hell (remix), Suicidal Tendencies, Judas Priest, Motorhead, Art of Chaos, Metallica;Incubus, Jane's Addiction, Deftones, Puddle of Mudd, Staind, 311, P.O.D., Flyleaf, Zebrahead; Fleetwood Mac, Steve Miller Band, Tom Petty, classic Elton John, Carole King, Bonnie Raitt, Sheryl Crow, Terra Naomi, Adrina Thorpe, Peter Frampton, Dobie Gray (Drift Away);Ray Charles, Christina Aguilera (Walk Away, Loving Me 4 Me), Kelly Clarkson (Anytime);Nelly Furtado (I Will Make U Cry, Trynna Finda Way), Kate Bush, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Analog Missionary;AC/DC, Heart, Rush, Kansas, Boston, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Scorpions, Queen; Black Sabbath/Ozzy, Kyuss, Unida, Monster Magnet;Red Hot Chili Peppers, Black Crowes;Alice In Chains, Nirvana, Stone Temple Pilots, Soundgarden; Local H (Bound For The Floor, "Cha!" Said The Kitty, What Can I Tell You?), Bush, Everclear, Eve 6 (Inside Out);Cheap Trick, The Plimsouls, The Romantics, Supertramp, Weezer, Smashing Pumpkins, Garbage; The Cars, The Pretenders, The Police, The Bangles, The Motels;Duran Duran, David Bowie, INXS;Depeche Mode, Soft Cell (Tainted Love), Psychedelic Furs, Berlin, Missing Persons, Eurythmics;No Doubt, Sublime; Social Distortion, Reverend Horton Heat.
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MY LIST COULD GO ON ENDLESSLY WITH SO MANY "CURRENT" AND UNLISTED ARTISTS!
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Books:

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As Long As You Want Me To
by -- Christopher Belyea --
(my cousin)
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~ You are dignified, spiritual, and wise. Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself. You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life. You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first. ~ The World's Shortest Personality Test
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Why should I love you?
You're THE RED SHOES!
You might be the most colorful person in the room, and give people a lot of joy. There is an undercurrent of melancholy, but you are strong for your friends!

Which Kate Bush album are you?
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Heroes:

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MissMaDamn's myspace
FEATURED ARTISTS:

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Analog Missionary

Adrina Thorpe

Terra Naomi

Disown

Art of Chaos

Flyleaf

Play Pretty for Baby

Queen Adreena
Zebrahead

Tara Busch

Endrone

Room 18

Mary Magdalan

MicroSaint

Solvi

Gone 'til November

The Start

Kurt James

Blanca Apodaca

Edison Gem

Molly Jenson

Point One

Poolabomb

Four Star Youth

Bullet Sage

Becky No!

The Outline

Louise Goffin

Ruby Throat

Ross Copperman

My Brightest Diamond
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My Blog

FOR ME, FOR YOU...

Sometimes life's endless showersTick-tock away the hoursLike looking through a foggy windowStrewn with streams of rainMy mind is in its stillnessAll gray and quiet realnessI'm losing track of time; th...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Thu, 29 May 2008 02:26:00 PST

I’M TRIPPING...

Slipping into the obsoleteSwirling colors of vivid defeatSwarm my mind ever so completeI’m trippingDamaged nerves still dance on endHeart a-thumping so fast againDeeper breaths just throw me in ...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 12:29:00 PST

MY LOVER IS GONE...

My lover is gone Is that so wrong? I don’t know now I don’t know He begs to differ And waited so patiently But I held the key While I was away For what he would say Felt like an ...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 03:58:00 PST

A SQUANDER OF PENNIES...

Now borrowing penniesTo pay for your thoughtsYet, toss them in wishing wellsInstead of your potThe emptiness of silence I foolishly endureSince your esoteric rhapsodiesBecame my punctuated lure...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 05:34:00 PST

THE WORLD IS ALIVE...

Everything around us is alive; some old, many newEven inanimate objects are alive through creation; some old, many newThe World is our magical playgroundWe choose (and sometimes ignore) that which app...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:44:00 PST

IN

Dug up some old writes of mine (somewhat cryptic, though)... from a time not forgotten.I LET HIM INWhen I’m desolate he finds meFor he is desolate tooAnd, I let him inI let him inI let him inAga...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 04:06:00 PST

ON THE MOVE...

On the moveFaster than I care to beMust moveThe locomotive Is taking meI'm travelingTo old territoriesOf a past time and placeZapping myself inWith buzzing energyOf Flashing imagery Until my faded exi...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:48:00 PST

DANCING AMONGST MY FLOWERY FRIENDS...

Dancing amongst those in my lifeThey see me, but do they hear me?I often sing the bluesThe easiest of emotions I expressI've had a lot of practiceTime and time againDancing amongst those in my lifeThe...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 12:19:00 PST

THE POSSIBILITIES...

Stripped of all securityThe necessities... my lifeI’m floating on a fictional cloudDrifting away from all the strifeIt doesn’t matter if it’s realOr if it’s make believeBecause...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 03:22:00 PST

AMONGST MY HEROES...

I love when I come across a personal blog or bulletin (and lyrics too)... expressing thoughts so alike or so different from my current mindset. It's liberating and refreshing - and sometimes a reminde...
Posted by Miss Màdamn on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 01:12:00 PST