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I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About

I hear the cry for love, I see the insane search for validation, I feel the pain of loneliness. But

About Me

I love writing however I am not very good at editing, so if anybody want to volunteer they are hired. My boyfriend and I have been together for 16 years, we are perfect for each other BECAUSE WE LIKE EACH OTHER. He is 10 years younger, we didn't realize it until years after we were together, I knew he was younger but not that much. Haven't bothered to take time out to get married, we wear weddings rings, I am kinda hoping one of these days getting married will be offered over the internet. Great idea, we would not have to get clothes and shoes on...I think it is silly to take myself too serious, it makes for a boring life. I am not into boring. However, I can be serious at times, I TRY to balance it out with something off the wall and not expected. Love the unexpected, and people that can have fun with it. Having a sense of humor has gotten me through some tough times, without boring others. I always feel there is a funny side to almost everything that is serious.I am painfully honest about everything, ask me a question and I will give you an answer, exactly how I see it,(doesn't always mean I'm right) Don't ever expect me to give a compliment, unless I REALLY mean it. I treat others the way I would like to be treated, which is with honesty, compassion and sincerity. Other than that I am exactly whatever you want to think. I know who I am and need little confirmation, but it always is welcome...
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My Interests

things u cant hear or see but know they exist I am not in fear, I welcome what possibilities can be learned from all things that exist...... ENERGY & SPIRITS, stones all types. energy healing, becoming closer to the spiritual connection of knowledge.

I'd like to meet:

I have no specific qualification in who I meet. We are in this journey of life together, and what a great time we are having. What can I say we are trying.The purpose is not about what we think is acceptable to others, and how to do everything that is right, pleasing all those important to us. It is time we begin thinking for ourselves and let the thoughts fall in an experience.It is all in the journey of awakening, once we accept, in knowing we are worthy. Our fears will only keep us useless. The efforts will begin the domino effect, our choice to continue this next phase of the journey in becoming ONE with spirit, One with each other and find who we can be together. A CHANGE IN OUR PERCEPTION OF TRUTH WILL CREATE UNDERSTANDING.

Music:

Shinedown,Live, Alter bridge, VAST,Nickelback, 3 Doors Down,Tool,Sarah McLauhlan Remix 2003,Perfect circle,Enigma, Evanescence, system of a down, I love music of all types but I lean towards alternative rock and can't find a connection to most country music

Movies:

Whatever, I'm not into watching movies, too busy talking to spirits. I don't know what happens I end up falling asleep for movies I never know which one I have completely seen. I usually see the beginning, fall asleep, the oddest thing, I wake up just to see the end. Is that amazing or what?....

Television:

Court T.V. History channel I watch whatever I turn the channel on to. Sometimes I like watching those goofy reality shows like surreal life, Flavor Flav, The model show, Cooking one, and the clothes designer one, those are kinda fun to watch. I never watch them enough to find out who wins. Oh well...

Books:

I'm a writeting mi own boock. I dink dat we'll be my bestest juan to reid. i usto rede oll tha tiem, butt i doont du mutch reddeng enimoor,mae bee i weil fend au boock tat es ezzie enof foar mee two undarstood. i jast loovd tat boock abut spot, jaan ande runnrun spot sea o weil, tat waz goud

Heroes:

KARL the one who has save me from myself. He has given me the freedom and support to be all I can be.My father and brother have been helping me learn all I need to know. They have not been resting in peace, however they are busy in joy and love.

My Blog

Blog 135 I felt inspired to write

This is information that I felt inspired to write although I have only touched on it in my mind I have not yet got the full reality of how to explain it. Just bare with me while I find the words to e...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 11:27:00 PST

Thank you Terry!

Hope you enjoy this story (Blog) from my friend Terry.  Thank you Terry!   I'm Sorry, We Have No Veal Today Nothing very deep, I'm afraid.  Hopefully, someone I know who is a bit dow...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:02:00 PST

Thinking OUR Belief Is The Only One

Blog 44 Repost Thinking OUR Belief Is The Only One   I don't pretend I know anything about the Bible, I never found interest in it, however I feel some of it has purpose and I do recognize truth...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:10:00 PST

ITS ONLY MY IMAGINATION

..> ..> Repost  IT'S ONLY MY IMAGINATION Part 1 Awareness is the imagination of reality, the detached portion of our lives. Imagination is responsible in the balance of thoughts, dreams, fears...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 04:56:00 PST

blog 134 It is about being REAL

Blog 134 It is about being real. Many of us have visions concerning what it WILL BE. Books have been written, religions, beliefs and followings have been based on visions of all we will become. We c...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 09:57:00 PST

The New Consciousness Part 3,4,5

    Repost Blog 26,27,28 Part 3 The New Consciousness Before moving to the next chapter, everything from beginning to end must be completed or the knowledge will not expand to more informat...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 06:42:00 PST

The New Consciousness Part 1 and 2

Repost blog 24, 25,   Part 1 The New Consciousness One of the first acknowledgment of being on the "Path" is the awareness. The mind will expand, different from anything we've ever known befor...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 06:12:00 PST

Repost on Jesus

BLOG  91  repost   Jesus has been made to appear unattainable as a role model. He is our role model telling us "WE" will be able to obtain all that he represented and more". Why do...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 04:38:00 PST

The Truth of My Death

Blog 29 repost The Truth of My Death To my family As a young girl, I felt I was much too important in becoming the caretaker of my siblings after my mother's death. Taking credit for what little I did...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:06:00 PST

repost This follows blog 29

A question family had after receiving letter from Grammy Blog 29 Hope all is well Cld I have a crash course on what it is you can do? Mom was pretty general and the kids were around the day I asked h...
Posted by I'll figure Out Later What I am Talking About on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:09:00 PST