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I love my wife

About Me

I am an artist I guess. I like to do things on my own terms. I like creating things out of nothing. thoughts. words. stories. photographs. music. memories. I am on a journey to find absolute truth which, I believe I have found the beginning of. The thing is there is no end to it so I have to keep learning about it and looking for it. I am happy. I am in love. I have the perfect family. I am a sinner. I believe in grace and redemption. I am no better than any one. I know a lot of people, yet I have only few friends. Love is a choice and a discipline. I like that I don't make sense. It causes you to ask a question. I have the greatest job in the world. I am living my dream. I love my wife. I am because HE made me.

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My Interests

How to be a Christian without being a pharisee. Photography, Music, Books, Art, Fashion, Rugby.

I'd like to meet:

Dead-St. Augustine, C.S. Lewis, Plato, Soren Kierkegaard, Martin Luther, John Calvin, Socrates, The Apostle Paul, Karl Marx, King David, Francis Scheaffer, Rich Mullins, Franklin Delano Roosevelt. Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Abraham Lincoln, Alfred Stieglitz, Bertrand Russell.Alive -Bono, Donald Miller, Peter Kreft, Jeff Tweedy, Thom Yorke, Rob Bell, Damien Rice, Anthony Hopkins, Annie Liebowitz.

Music:

Athelete, Radiohead, Sigur ros, Keane, Over the Rhine, Coldplay, Death Cab for Cutie, Wilco, Starsailor, Simon and Garfunkel, Bright Eyes, The Hero Factor, Pedro the Lion, Zero 7, Frou Frou, Mum, Damien Rice, Bjork, Magnet, The Billions, Norah Jones, Nickel Creek, Allison Krauss, Radiant, Imogen Heap, The Format, Guster, The Daylights..........

Movies:

Enemy at the Gate, The Jacket, The Village, Signs, Martin Luther, Swing Kids, Boondock Saints, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Vanilla Sky, Garden State, Almost Famous, Hotel Rwanda, Crash.

Television:

I hate TV...nor do I have one. okay so I have a tv now, but I still hate it.

Books:

Confessions, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenence. Anything by C.S. Lewis, Peter Kreeft, G.K. Chesterton, and St. Augustine. To kill a Mockingbird, Blue Like Jazz. Poems by Emily Dickinson. Faulkner. Poe. The Bible.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ. My Wife. Mom, Dad, Nate

My Blog

To the man I owe my lifestyle......

He was gray at best. Sometimes black and sometimes white. It honestly depended on the mood he happened to be in when you crossed him. He taught me my first cuss word. I know he didn't actually mean to...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 10:01:00 PST

when it rains......it gets wet

when it rains......it gets wetI was sitting at a dinner table the other night in Tyler, Texas talking with a friend about the phenomenon that I have labled the 2x4. this experience is one that Sarah a...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:00:00 PST

how to deal

how to dealthere are somethings in life that no one should ever have to be without. chocolate is one of those things, another is good music. But being a music fan is different than being a career musi...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:09:00 PST

the fundamental problem with evolution

thoughts by my brother nathan hawk. a dialouge between us on this theory. enjoy.Nathan.Evolution. It is the process by which life came to exist, whether from something or from nothing is really irrel...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 05:33:00 PST

love is new

Love is newI cannot fathom what lies ahead, for better or for worse, till death. love is new.Love does something to the heart that cannot be explained by any books, philosophers or science. Love bring...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 05:38:00 PST

What the..............?

Okay..............It's been a billion and a half years since I wrote on this thing and a lot can happen in a billion and a half years. Like dinosaurs. um evolution. going to the moon. the beatles on S...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 06:15:00 PST

The spirit and The Letter

Here are some thoughts regarding some St. Augustine I have been reading. Enjoy. The Spirit and The Letter pages 223-250 (from Later Works) In continuing The Spirit and the letter...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 10:19:00 PST

Candide

I wish I was an artist. I wish I could paint what I see when I dream. I wish I could express what my mind thinks as I lie awake every night wondering about why I exist. I see beautiful things. I see h...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 12:43:00 PST

Rage

I just got back from playing drums with Stephen Speaks on a mini tour through Texas with The Hero Factor. I had a great time, but it's good to be back home. I leave again on Friday for a 2 week stint ...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 09:35:00 PST

on the verge of poverty

So I was thinking today about how poor I am. I realize that compared to the world I am doing pretty dad gum well. I 'm in college, I own my car, I live in a nice house, and I eat when I'm hungry, but ...
Posted by ryandavidhawk... on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 12:43:00 PST