:Z.O.R.T.H.O.N:

*my name is Caitlin..
I cannot explain myself in
meaningless sentences
or intangible sylables
this experience is exempt
from the moment. Just as
actually living life has no
relevance to plain existence
I drive the green car with
the windows down to the next
base, maybe I will live today
or find sheer existence, another
dead day. This metal object
crafted by geniuses and top of
the line engineers is nothing
compared to the soiled frame
and cluttered insides that are the
guts of this change, this movement
and we are the brains and limbs that
carryout the final actions and
inconsistencies of this idea
no it is not a plan
it is a thought spilled from the
cramped and curling bizintine conduates
buzzing with normalities, eccentricities
and newly emerging theories hiding in
the corridors of my brain as something
new comes to push it out of the way.
I smoke my ciggarette like a pacifier
for the weak
inhale....
.............exhale
as the smoke rolls out of my mouth
past that array of nails they call teeth
like expired memories forgotten and
and then devoured by the
hungry sky and tremultuous clouds
swallowing with delight.
The ash is like memories still fresh
in my brain but lost from the status quo
The red acidic line that eats away at the
paper, that is the now as the line ticks
like time, fast and slow. the rest of it
is what is to come, the future
our anticipated, yet dreaded
change and the filter is
the end
so close I can taste it.
it's over now.
until we light up another one...
People and such. AndyAndyAndy...Ridgeway. I know. She's a sexy girl Luke..Andrew... Mike, Oregon Mike.Sibling. Dustin... The distinguished Shawn Padraic Kelly Blakob.