I'm not gonna preach and tell you everything about me. If you want to know, just ask. I have recently changed my look to from gothic to "emo" as my friends now call me. I don't give a shit what you think about me anymore. I stopped caring. Anyone who talks about me, can jigoku no ikei. And I honestly mean that. You can really fuck off. I don't give a shit about you. If you laugh at me, I'll just shrug and walk off.
My friends back in suffolk know me as Kittie or Nicki. Either one. I won't answer to anything else unless it's acceptable to who I am. I've been known to be stubborn and to get in fights cuz of my mouth. Oh yeah. I have a mouth on me. Don't like it, fuck off. Simple as that.
I am not disturbed so don't refer to me as such. I am not psychotic. Believe what you will. Who's stopping you? Like I said, I don't care. I've only cared about 3 people in my life and I got fucked over by all of them. I'll be honest...I have attempted suicide. I have thought about ending it. I have told people what they wanted to hear so they'd shut up. I'm not perfect. No one ever suggested that. I've been told that I have depression problems. If you get to know me, you can base your own conclusions on whatever you like. If you don't know me, however, I suggest you not say anything that I might find offensive.
I do have a bad temper. A short fuse. And yes I am a bitch at times. But I can also be nice. I hate preps with a passion. In fact, I hope they all die. Who knows? I might be the one that kills all of them.
My life is a living hell. It is your choice whether you wish to be a part of it. I don't care either way.Now, onto the happier side of me! ^^ I am very playful at times. I currently am very close to three people right now. That would be White-kun, my Kurt-kun, and my fish plushie: Mike. I care about all three of them. They are my stability. I treasure them as individuals and would die if anything every happened to them. That is how much I care.
My girlfriends are rather...limited. but the ones I do have, I care about deeply.
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You are a fox! A quiet personality, and is pretty sneaky. Maybe isnt really noticed around, and maybe doesnt have that many friends. You might be seen like you're invisible but Im sure being with you is great company. (Yeeah.. not that great of a result, if you have something better, you can message me it, and I'll credit ya)
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You Are Reverse Pocky
Your attitude: rebellious and clever
Non-conformist, but curiously a trendsetter
With you, up is down... and it's a wild ride!
What Flavor Pocky Are You?
You Don't Get Enough Sleep
You definitely don't get enough sleep, and it's turning you into a mental zombie!
You need to get more sleep, starting tonight if possible.
Avoid caffeine, keep a regular bedtime, don't watch TV before bed, and sleep in complete darkness.
Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Communicate Like a Woman
You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely.
You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice.
Communication is how you connect with people.
You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.
Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?
Your Attention Span is Long
You're attention span is amazingly long.
You can concentrate well, and your mind doesn't stray easily.
Even if you have a mundane task to complete, you can get it done easily.
Because you don't get distracted, you accomplish more than most people.
Your self discipline is your greatest strength.
You can will yourself to do almost anything. All you have to do is put your mind to it.
How's Your Attention Span?
You Are 68% Grown Up, 32% Kid
Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.
How Emotionally Mature Are You?
You Are a Pessimist
If things are going good, you can always imagine how they will turn for the worse.
And when things do happen to be bad, life is like a dark pit you can't crawl out of.
One bad moment can ruin your day, and you think one bad week can ruin your life.
Things are much better than they seem. Just take time to see everything that's going right.
Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?
You are "Yakuza" (Japanese mafia)
What Japanese Smiley Are You?
Your Heart is Red and Orange
Your heart is enthusiastic and optimistic.
You are creative, witty, and brilliant.
You bring levity and happiness to relationships.
You're good at loving people for who they are.
What Are the Colors of Your Heart?
You Are a Colon
You are very orderly and fact driven.
You aren't concerned much with theories or dreams... only what's true or untrue.
You are brilliant and incredibly learned. Anything you know is well researched.
You like to make lists and sort through things step by step. You aren't subject to whim or emotions.
Your friends see you as a constant source of knowledge and advice.
(But they are a little sick of you being right all of the time!)
You excel in: Leadership positions
You get along best with: The Semi-Colon
What Punctuation Mark Are You?
You Should Wear Black Lipstick
Confident, dramatic, and unexpected.
Your look: Gothic beauty
Your signature lip gloss flavor: Ginger
What Shade of Lipstick Should You Wear?
