"By means of pacifying, enriching, magnetizing and destroying, may I not be lazy for even an instant in fulfilling the guru's buddha activity. May I fully accomplish the intention of the guru through all my actions of the three gates."
-from "Fulfilling the Aspirations of Gyalwang Karmapa"
The Four Types of Enlightened Activity
Pacifying (Zhiway Jinsek): This activity heals the imbalances of physical elements that result in sickness; removes demonic energy; pacifies karmic defilements of countless lifetimes until now; and liberates us from all unwanted circumstances.
Wrathful (Drakpö Jinsek): All enemies, obstructers, and those who bring harm both to worldly life and the path of enlightenment are eliminated and liberated.
Magnetizing (Wang-gi Jinsek): Gods, demons, and nagas are brought under one’s control; queens, ministers, their retinues, all qualities of the three realms of cyclic existence, any worldly desirable qualities, and glorious qualities of the Dharma path, such as meditative experience, realization, and enlightened wisdom qualities, are magnetized and brought under one’s control.
Enriching (Gyaybay Jinsek): Longevity, merit, glory, wealth, splendor, powerful influence, fame, good reputation, wisdom and all enlightened qualities are enriched and expanded.
I am a very strange person that would rather not have a job or home but just want to be comfortable and useful to all beings by attuning myself to the highest energies, all of that which is true and luminous, and radiating like a sun to all beings. Ive been a drug addict, a bum, a mallrat, a goth, a wiccan, a practitioner of white and black magick, a criminal, a rebel, an anarchist, and all that I learned and experienced has helped to make me who I am today. I am now on the path of the Buddhas or awakened ones and have given my life to the holy Dharma or Truth. The momentum of this overcomes anything else in my life and takes priority to everything else. I pray to Attain Full Awakening for you and all beings. Do not expect me to be predictable or stable or like anyone else you have ever met. I dont even know myself, because spiritual transformation can be very intense, when you constantly restructure any semblance of personality ruthlessly, wiping away all false 'selves' and taking off all your masks that you've worn for eons, revealing a heart of pure gold and the bright light of your innermost being without all the lies and drama... I meditate every day and get filled with more and more light to transform myself with transforms others in consequence. The great ones have to be very heroic... Jesus Christ is a good example of this, and Also the historical Buddha known as Siddartha Gautama before his attainment of Buddhahood, and Buddha Shakyamuni after his attainment of Buddhahood, which means 'Sage of the Shakya Clan'. To me, the lives that most people lead are fake, in the sense that they are caught up too much in the projections or thoughts and emotions of their mind to realize that life is more like a dream then an actual solid reality, and thus they get lost in their own mental creations and take things too seriously.... One should be happy in life but I believe that basing your happyness on material things is a very risky gamble, because you'll never be truly happy doing this. Anyone could come and steal your stuff, or you can get bored and dissatisfied with what you have, and always want more, more, and more, and fulfill your desires which creates a false happyness and only leads to more desire, in an endless loop. This is not True Happyness. I BELIEVE TRUE HAPPYNESS COMES FROM WITHIN!
VajraKilaya, An extremely wrathful yet compassionate protector and Dispeller of Obstacles. He has helped me numerous times. I place this image here out of respect. May it destroy the obstacles inner, outer, and secret of all who see it and purify all their negative karma, blockages, obscurations, defilements, and destructive emotions entirely, and liberate them completely from all ego clinging and grasping mind! Thus my intent let it be so! SVAHA!

Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha Om Tare Tuttare Ture Svaha
Om Ma Ni Pad Me Hum
OmAccomplishment of the six transcendent perfections Generosity Moral conduct Patience Diligence Meditative stabilization Discriminating awareness
Ma Closes the door to rebirth among the six classes of beings Closes the door to birth as a god and liberates from the suf- fering of the change and fall [to lower realms] Closes the door to birth as a demi-god and liberates from the suffering of fighting and competition Closes the door to birth as a human and liberates from the suffering of hunger, poverty and so forth Closes the door to birth as a preta and liberates from the suf- fering of hunger, thirst, fatigue, fear and so forth Closes the door to birth as an animal and liberates from the suffering of dumb- ness and stupidity Closes the door to birth as a hell being, liberates from the suffering of heat & cold and gives rise to rebirth in the realm of Sukhavati
NiAttainment of the six siddhis The supreme siddhi is attained. The common siddhis are attained. The siddhi of pacifying illness and evil influence is attained. The siddhi of in- creasing life and merit is attained. The siddhi of power over friends, food and wealth is attained. The siddhi of defeating enemies and forces of obstruction and harm is attained.
Pad Purification of the six disturbing emotions Ignorance is cleansed. And the defilements of hatred, Avarice, Attachment, Jealousy, And pride are purified.
Me Attainment of the six dimensions of the Exalted Ones The form of Arya Avalokitesvara is attained; Likewise, his speech, Mind, Enlightened attributes, And enlightened activity. [Thus,] the deeds of Arya Avalokitesvara are achieved.
HumAttainment of the attributes of the six paths The attributes of the path of accumulation are attained; Likewise, the path of application, The path of vision,The path of cultivation, And the path beyond learning. [Thus,] The attributes of all [these] aspects are attained in the path of knowledge.