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In the sphere of thought, absurdity and perversity remain the masters of the world, and their domini

About Me

.. THE WARM SUN, AND A PAIN IN MY SIDE... AGORAPHOBIC AND USUALLY SWEATING.((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( ((( (((((((WARRIOR))))))) (((((ON THE EDGE OF )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ))))((TIME)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ))))))))))))))) 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 000000000000000 We are standing on the edge On the edge of time We are the warriors at the edge of time We walk hand in hand with horror We ride side by side with death We are the warriors at the end of time Over poisoned crystal deserts Where the ruined towers shout We march towards our dying scarlet sun Death! Death to life! Death! Death to time! We bring sweet destruction now to everything In our mirrored flashing armour In our secret, hideous helms We are the angels of our ruin And we climb obsidian mountains On our final, dreadful quest Crossing lakes which cry with pain as we pass by Death to all things living! Holy death will cleanse the world! Death, our standard! Death, our only joy We are the Warriors at the edge of time Death to air and fire and water Death to light and earth and sound Death to anger, love and sadness Death to death... and time... and space And dead horses and dead riders Seek the last retreats of life Life betrayed us and we slay it Corpses locked in battle Dancing at the edge of time It's cold at the edge of time So cold on the edge of time. ------------------------------------We are the warriors at the edge of time We are Humanity's scythe to sweep this way and that And cut the Enemy down as weeds We are Humanity's spade to dig up the roots wherever they have grown We are Humanity's fire to burn the waste to the finest ash We are the wind which will blow the ash away As if it had never existed We will destroy those enemies But we must first know the enemies And the enemies are the devils that hide in our minds And make us less than happy We are the warriors at the edge of time We are the veterans of a savage truth We are the lost We are the last We are the betrayed We are the betrayed We are the betrayed................ MERCURY POISONED BRAIN, ASBESTOS FILLED LUNGS, ALPHA, BETA, AND GAMMA RADIATION TARGETED BODY

My Interests

BLACK SABBATH, WHISKEY, AND RUSSIAN HOLLOWPOINT,----------------- THERMONUCLEAR WEAPONS, ATOMIC WEAPONS, J.ROBERT OPPENHEIMER ..
MySpace.com .. MOST MEDICINAL CRYSTALLINE ALKALOIDS, ASSAULT WEAPONS, WHISKEY, CIGARETTES, AUSTRIAN STG-58 FN-FAL .308 ASSAULT RIFLES, QUANTUM FIELD THEORY, COSMOLOGY, ENTHEOGENS, OPIOID RECEPTORS, LIVER FAILURE, LIBRIUM, HIGH EXPLOSIVES, IMPROVISED MUNITIONS, BENZODIAZAPENES, TRAZODONE, PARTICLE PHYSICS, ,PHENOMENOLOGY, EXISTENTIALISM, MATHEMATICS, ONTOLOGY, THE VOID, COGNITIVE DYSFUNCTION, EXTRPYRAMIDAL DISORDERS,VISIONARY ART ABANDONED MISSILE SILOS, CHAOS THEORY, MONKEYS THAT ARM WRESTLE AND SMOKE CIGARS, M-THEORY, GENERAL RELATIVITY, LOOP QUANTUM THEORY, HIGH POWERED RIFLES(ESPECIALLY HK, SAKO, ETC.), BIKING, DIPHENHYDRAMINE,STARING AT WALLS, ALCHEMY, SPONTANEOUS SYMMETRY BREAKING, META-THEOLOGY, SLEEPING, SUBHARMONIC ACOUSTICS, DRONES, GROUP AND SET THEORY, RECURSION PARADOXES, , KETCHUP, ELECTRONICS, OCCASIONALLY EATING, COFFEE, LOTS MORE COFFEE, UNIFIED QUANTUM GRAVITY, PHARMACEUTICALS, CHICKEN SANDWICHES, TIME REVERSAL ASYMMETRY VIOLATIONS, TUNNELS, TOWERS, ANIMAL CRACKERS, ENTANGLEMENT, VECTOR CALCULUS, GETTING CUT OFF, ALCOHOL, BURNING OUT. OH YEAH, AND NEW SOCKS.------the link below pretty much sums it up 00))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ((UNICHRONICLES 3--an echo of the movement of stones))

I'd like to meet:

Richard Pryor high as a fucking kite on blow. WATCH THIS!!! ..<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<[LIBRIUM FUELED ETERNITIES>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>]<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>]

Music:

.. BLACK SABBATH low frequency chamberLYNYRD SKYNYRD, EARTH, HAWKWIND, ST. VITUS .... SPIRIT CARAVAN, THE OBSESSED, CAPTAIN BEYOND ...... width="425" height="350" .... MYSTIC KREWE OF CLEARLIGHT, TRAPEZE, URIAH HEEP ..
OM, BLOODROCK, PAGAN ALTAR, SUNN 0)), BURNING WITCH, EYEHATEGOD, PENTAGRAM, GEHENNA, SANGRAAL, DOOM SNAKE CULT, BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN, HANK WILLIAMS, KATAKLYSM-temple of knowledge, IMMORTAL, NEIL YOUNG, STARKWEATHER, KATE BUSH, KHANATE, SLEEP, DEEP PURPLE, BLACK FLAG, BAD BRAINS, GANG OF FOUR, MISSION OF BURMA, IRONMAIDEN, INTEGRITY, RINGWORM, HIS HERO IS GONE, EFFIGIES, NAKED RAYGUN, PEGBOY, PLANESMISTAKENFORSTARS, CREEDENCE CLEARWATER REVIVAL, ATOMIC ROOSTER JUDAS PRIEST, ROBERT JOHNSON, LEADBELLY, HOWLING WOLF, FRIENDS FOREVER, DEADLOCK FREQUENCY, GHOST BUFFALO, MOSTLYWITHSKIN, SOLAR FUNERAL, CEDARS OF LEBANON, MUSLIM GAUZE, MERZBOW, GANG GREEN, NITZINGER, BURIED AT SEA, DAVID ALLEN COE, INCANTATION,MELVINS, .... THRONES, NEUROSIS, MINSK, RAS MICHAELS, PRINCE FAR I, BURNING SPEAR, WARHORSE( the one from ~'72, and the more recent doom), G.I.S.M., REPLACEMENTS, FIREHOSE, THE FACTION, THE HIDDEN HAND, ELECTRIC WIZARD, GRIEF, HUSKER DU, DAVID BOWIE, JOHN LEE HOOKER, ACID MOTHERS TEMPLE, AC/DC, ARMAGEDDON, HUMBLE PIE, KILLING JOKE, DEAD MEADOW, HIGH ON FIRE, GOATSNAKE, BORIS, CATHARSIS, GRAVES AT SEA, UNEARTHLY TRANCE, .. width="425" height="350" ....TROUBLE, THE DICKS, BAUHAUS, FREE, SLADE, WISHBONE ASH, THE WHO, LEATHERFACE, DAMAD, FLOOR, ARTICLES OF FAITH, PINK FLOYD, KYUSS, TANGERINE DREAM, SALEM MASS, THIN LIZZY, KILARA, NAZARETH, WITCHFINDER GENERAL, THE POLICE, RAINBOW, DIO, GOBLIN, AGAINST ME!, NO CHOICE, CURSIVE, CITY OF CATERPILLAR, CAN, MOUNTAIN, JESUS LIZARD, MINUTEMEN, LED ZEP, BIG BLACK.

Movies:

KUROSAWA'S "DREAMS", THE SARAGOSA MANUSCRIPT, IKURU, STALINGRAD, CONAN, ALL KURASAWA'S MOVIES, ALL MOVIES WITH MONKEYS(GOING APE, ANY WHICH WAY BUT LOOSE, ETC.), 2001: A SPACE ODYSSEY, THE DAY AFTER TRINITY, THE KILLING FIELDS, FAUST, ALL WERNER HERZOG FLICKS, DEER HUNTER, APOCOLYPSE NOW, TIME BANDITS, DUNE, LAST TEMPTATION OF CHRIST, HOLY MOUNTAIN, THE PROFESSIONAL, CADDYSHACK, FREEBIRD, BORN LOSERS, LEAVING LAS VEGAS, HOUR OF THE WOLF, SOLARIS

Television:

M.A.S.H., JERICHO, RICHARD PRYOR SHOW, SANFORD AND SON, CARNIVALE, SURVIVOR MAN, MYTHBUSTERS, HISTORY CHANNEL-DECLASSIFIED, MODERN MARVELS, SQUIDBILLIES, BBC-BOTTOM, YOUNG ONES

Books:

ALBERT CAMUS-THE MYTH OF SISYPHUS, THE BLACK RIDERS AND OTHER LINES-STEPHEN CRANE, KAHLIL GIBRAN, THE BOOK OF FIVE RINGS-MIYAMATO MUSASHI, THUS SPOKE ZARATHUSTRA-FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE, GOETHE (esp. "FAUST" "ELECTIVE AFFINITIES" AND "SORROWS OF YOUNG WERTHER"), SARTRE-BEING AND NOTHINGNESS, KIERKEGAARD-"THE SICKNESS UNTO DEATH",ART OF THE RIFLE, AESCHYLUS-HOUSE OF ATREUS TRILOGY-the eumenides, JUSTINE-MISFORTUNE OF VIRTUE-Marquis De Sade, THOMAS DE QUINCEY-CONFESSIONS OF AN ENGLISH OPIUM EATER, NIKOLAI GOGOL-"DEAD SOULS", "GODEL, ESCHER, BACH", BEYOND GOOD AND EVIL(actually all Nietzsche), HEART OF DARKNESS-JOSEPH CONRAD, R.C. ZAEHNER-MYSTICISM:SACRED AND PROFANE: ZEN, DRUGS, AND MYSTICISM, ALL OF MIRCEA ELIADE'S WORKS "SACRED AND PROFANE", "MYTH OF THE ETERNAL RETURN", THE RUBAIYAT OF OMAR KHAYYAM, THE FLOWERS OF EVIL-BAUDELAIRE, THE PLAGUE, ALCHEMICAL ENGRAVINGS OF THE 17TH CENTURY, GEORGE BATAILLE-"STORY OF THE EYE","VISIONS OF EXCESS", ETC., QUANTUM FIELD THEORY, RIMBAUD- A SEASON IN HELL, A HISTORY OF CHEMICAL WARFARE, THE BOOK OF NOTHING, PARTIAL DIFFERENTIAL EQUATIONS AND BOUNDARY VALUE PROBLEMS, THE STRUCTURE OF MATTER, NONLINEAR DYNAMICS, ABNORMAL BEHAVIOR, "DRUGS ALCOHOL AND TOBACCO", NABOKOV, DOSTOYEVSKY, E.T.A. HOFFMANN, HESSE-"STEPPENWOLF", RAINBOW GOBLINS, IMPROVISED MUNITIONS, DICTIONARIES,THE TEMPLARS, "MILITIA OF HEAVEN- TEMPLARS AND THE ASSASSINS", "MYSTICISM AND ALCHEMY"-TASCHEN./////////////////////////////////////////// //////////////////////////////////////////////////////EVERYO NE NEEDS TO PURCHASE AND/OR STEAL MICHAEL D. WILLIAM'S(i.e. eyehategod vocalist and prophet) book "AFFIRMATIONS OF A WORLDS' END" IT'S FUCKING BRILLIANT!!! "KIDS, MONEY MAY NOT BUY YOU LOVE, BUT IT WILL ALLOW YOU TO FUCK THE NASTIEST CRACK WHORE IN THE GHETTO." and..."PEOPLE SAY THEY'VE HAD ENOUGH OF SILLY LOVE SONGS, I SAY I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF INHALING INDUSTRIAL CLEANING SOLVENTS."

Heroes:

But despite his achievements on the screen and on stage, Pryor is often remembered for seriously burning over half his body while freebasing cocaine -- an incident he later dubbed a suicide attempt.Even that made its way into his comedy, which his wife said was a common theme in his life -- being able to turn crisis into comedy -- and one that scored big with audiences at his stand-up shows.As his disease became more and more debilitating, Pryor refused to abandon his career. He continued to do stand-up -- sitting down. Many have called it remarkable that he was so determined to keep performing despite his illness.One is director Martin Scorsese, who said Pryor's resilience was inspiring."It's a very savage kind of humor, it comes out of a great deal of pain," Scorsese said.MAN, you are come to the bitter end of your degradation. Drain the dregs and leave not a stain in the glass.For WAR is upon you, around you and within you. You are submerged in WAR so totally now there is no escape. Like a cancer it has taken hold on you, crept stealthily among you and become entrenched. No force on earth can remove it. And no force in heaven will. For We, the Gods, give man what man demands, not what he pretends to want. And man who puts on airs and cries for peace and light and love, and claims that his one desire is to live in harmony with those around him, man who clothes himself soberly with proper decency and goes about his business saying: "I am civilised. I am respectable. I am a rational being in control of all my emotions", he is no more than an ignorant fool, a hypocrite, a self-deluded imbecile. For all he really wants is death, slaughter, bloodshed, rape, pillage, and the violent hysterical screeching lunacy of WAR. That is his true desire and nothing less will truly satisfy him.Man, see yourself! Know the true desires of your soul. Feel the love of horror, the lust for blood, the ecstasy of watching death stride out upon the earth and take his toll.When is your mind at peace? Only when your body is at WAR.When are you truly satisfied? Only when blood is on your hands, hatred in your heart and the light of battle gleaming in your eye.Deceive yourself not! Death is sheer delight to you. Torture is supreme fascination. Can you drag your eyes from the vision of a body stretched upon the rack, broken on the wheel, or squeezed to lifelessness by the slow agony of the hangman's rope? No, you can only gaze transfixed, every grain of your attention focused on the sight. And can you look away from the writhing monster of a battlefield, close your ears to the shrieks and groans of wounded men, close your eyes to the blood and the mangled flesh? No, you are entranced, enchanted, gleeful at the lurid picture of violent death and slaughter.For this is your destiny, this your only satisfaction. You are born to die and die you must, and death for you must be utterly cataclysmic. Your very soul demands it.WAR is your natural bent, your blood brother. You know him, understand him and love him, as nothing else in all creation. With him life becomes worthwhile because it becomes death. WAR is your fulfilment. In WAR you are strong, courageous, vital, dynamic. In WAR you are the soul of action and the source of boundless energy. In WAR the rules are destruction, and with destruction you are your true self. Creation is alien to your nature, but destruction, devastation, violent mutilation of the flesh and the laying waste of all the land; these are concepts you can understand, these are actions to which you can give yourself with body, mind and soul, and revel in the joys of their fulfilment. They are your meat and drink, as essential to you as the air you breathe. WAR is your life blood, you have proved it so.So rise, Man, and be joyful! For WAR you shall have in abundance. Pretend no more to seek after sterile peace, that holds no pleasure for your active soul. Revel in the multiple delights of WAR. Feel the bloodlust rising in your veins, the mounting, tense anticipation of the moment before battle is joined. Feel the firm grip on the sword hilt, the cold hardness of the steady gun butt. Smell the blood and the cordite. Hear the battle cries mingled with the screams of those that die. And see the surging of the armies joined in mortal combat, and the smoke, the all enveloping smoke that swirls and billows, and then hangs suspended, blotting out the sun. And know where man's fulfilment lies. Know that life is worthless unless it is lived in the very teeth of death, that peace is nothing except as a fleeting moment in the midst of WAR, that love is empty save as a transitory oasis in a world of violent hatred, that to create is only meaningful in order to destroy.I, SATAN, stand for WAR. I glory in WAR. I glory in the magnificence of man in battle, man struggling with life and death, man giving vent to his wrath.I scorn the weak-will victims of WAR, the hordes of helpless citizens, who cry for mercy as they are driven from their homes and from their lands. They are the fodder for the monstrous WAR machines, the fuel that the great engines of death devour in their relentless march over the face of the earth. They deserve no better than their lot, for they have no strength or courage of their own, no will to rise and fight, no fire within their souls to drive them into battle. They were born to a futile death, a miserable death, a worthless feeble destiny of nothing. They were born to be trampled upon, to be cut down by the mighty sword of the conqueror. And such is their fate, significant only as it is part of the game of WAR.So Man, waste no more time with crawling on your belly in the dust. Stand up and cast aside the trappings of a civilised facade. Throw off the cloak of meaningless respectability. Strip yourself bare to the roots of your bestial nature. Let the animal loose in you. Become as you are: the Beast, naked and proud, teeth bared and eyes aflame, your feet firm planted on the ground, your face towards the enemy. Release the Fiend that lies dormant within you, for he is strong and ruthless, and his power is far beyond the bounds of human frailty.Come forth in your savage might, rampant with the lust of battle, tense and quivering with the urge to strike, to smash, to split asunder all that seek to detain you. And cast your eye upon the land before you. Choose what road of slaughter and violation you will follow. Then stride out upon the land and amongst the people. Rape with the crushing force of your virility, kill with the devastating precision of your sword arm, maim with the ruthless ingenuity of your pitiless cruelty, destroy with the overwhelming fury of your bestial strength, lay waste with the all-encompassing majesty of your power.And stand supreme upon the earth, lord of all creation by the right of conquest. And burn what offends your eye, eradicate what spoils your pleasure, take all unto yourself and punish most cruelly and without mercy all who seek to stay your hand. For the world can be yours, and the blood of men can be yours to spill as you please. And you can have your pleasure of the world through violence and the wielding of the sword. And your lust can stride upon the face of the land, taking whatever it desires and discarding the empty husks when you've sucked them dry.WAR and violence are your heritage, and now is the time to stake your claim upon them, to unmask the lurking shadows of your fiendish soul, expose them, hold them like banners before you, and shout your battle cry before the world.SATAN'S army is ready in the field and slaughter is the order of the day. For I, SATAN, am master of the world, and My law is death. Who follows Me must ultimately conquer all. For I am the master of WAR, the lord of all conquest, and the ruler of all violent conflict.Hear My voice, for the time is short. The ultimate phase of WAR is about to begin. Be there in the forefront of the line of battle. Be not a worthless pawn, a feather blown by the wind. Be not still. Ask not for peace and rest for these can be no more. And stillness is already of the past. Seek not to be left alone, to escape the burning slaughter of the holocaust, to hide from the final wrath of the vengeful Gods. But rise and march to the centre of the raging chaos. Defy the cataclysm! Don your gleaming armour and stride with the engines of death. And watch the gradual spreading of the slow disease. See the lingering death of the latest phase of WAR. And revel in the agonies of man brought low, man deprived, man humiliated, man trampled into the ground, and utterly degraded to the point of dismal decay and a futile death. And gorge yourself on the horrors of irretrievable loss; the miserable fate of the victims that still remain, the helpless bewilderment of their despair, the pitiful cries of their useless supplication and the wailing anguish of their bereavement. And grind your heel into the face of their stupidity.Burn the chaff of humanity! For such is its desire and its desert. And dance the dance of a dervish around the leaping flames.Again I say; Release the Fiend within you!Release the Fiend! Release the Fiend!And the Fiend shall conquer, and the chaff be burned.The Fiend shall slake his monstrous lust upon the helpless body of the wasted earth. And the chaff shall be consumed.The Fiend shall wield a mighty cutlass, and the land shall be lifeless in his wake. And the chaff shall blow as smoke in the wind of his passing.The Fiend shall devastate the earth, and his mighty roar shall rock the heavens so that the very stars shall feel his presence. And the chaff shall vanish and be forgotten.I, SATAN, shall stalk with the Fiend. We shall stalk the earth together, lending strength to the flashing sabre and unerring accuracy to the speeding missile. We shall be on every battle ground and every scene of devastation. And our might shall be on the side of the mighty; strength for strength, power for power. And to him who possesses, more shall be given. On him who destroys with power, a greater power for destruction shall be bestowed. And for him who massacres with strength, more victims for his ruthless slaughter shall be provided. But he that has nothing, and wilts before the rising tide of WAR, from him shall be taken even the little that he has. For such is his desire and his desert. And even what strength he has to plead for mercy shall be denied him, and his tongue shall disobey him at the final moment, and he shall be cut down.And the mother that pleads weakly for her child shall see it slain before her. And the woman that pleads palely for her miserable virtue shall be struck down and raped. And he that fearfully pleads for his life shall be cut to pieces.----------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------

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  Ossuary at Sedlec, Kutna Hora, CZ
Posted by [[zedekiah]] on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 09:35:00 PST

Praha or bust...

I'm leaving for Prague and the Czech Rupublic  and Croatia on Monday for 2 weeks with momma.   Jealous, yes.  Business class, 2 Alchemy museums, Alphonse Mucha museum, Ossuary at S...
Posted by [[zedekiah]] on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 09:06:00 PST

cheating on sobriety and entertaining thoughts of....

  "For some we loved, the loveliest and the best That from his Vintage rolling Time hath prest, Have drunk their Cup a Round or two before, And one by one crept silently to rest."-----The Rubaiya...
Posted by [[zedekiah]] on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 05:04:00 PST