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~*CoLLeeN*~

Let the Beauty we Love be what we Do. There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground.

About Me

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I am here to seduce you into a love of life; to help you to become a little more poetic; to help you die to the mundane and to the ordinary so that the extraordinary explodes in your life. ~osho~ *I'm an art journaling book junkie with a major caffeine and South Park addiction* I admire people who can put their dreams into a tangible form, be it through art, music, writing, whatever* I have a McJob which pays the McBills; by day I am your friendly neighborhood Chuck Taylor sporting insurance agent* I used to have a McLife but during a Mid-20s crisis realized how insignificant a McLife really is and decided a Life of Meaning may be a better choice* I love the energy given off by people who really enjoy doing what they're doing...I think being ecstatically happy is the best high but a little ganj every now and then is definately welcome* Jack Straw always makes me happy but if I hear Memphis Blues I will probably being singing it in my head all night* Sometimes I just need to get the fuck outta dodge and I do* My day begins with a cup (or 2 or 3) of dank kona...my world smells like sandalwood and the beach and a touch of lavender* I use (...) way too much...I think it is the height of rudeness to turn down a shot at the bar and to talk on your cell phone at dinner* I have crazy hair which I am constantly doing battle with* I hate chick flicks with unrealistic endings* I think too often people blame their smallmindedness on their religious beliefs and they definately freak me out...bigotry through religion is the newest brainwashed cult...* ~Men at some time are masters of their fates; The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, But in Ourselves~ "I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself" ~D.H. Lawrence~ Why do you stay in prison when the door is wide open? rumiI think the Universe is as Large or Small as YOU want it to be...my personal Universe is Infinite.My constant excuse is that Im a "space cadet sometimes" but in reality I am just experiancing a completely different moment than anyone else in the room. However many holy words you read, However many you speak, What good will they do you if you do not act upon them??? ~Buddha~ ~The moment I heard my first love story, I started searching for you, not knowing how blind such an action was. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere; they are in each other all along~ Rumi Sometimes you just have to look at things from another angle...Upside down ALWAYS works for me

My Interests


~Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, beer in one hand, joint in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming WOO HOO what a ride!~Sunrises and Sunsets which shoot what appear to be zillions of colors across the sky always take my breath away and make me wish I could paint a picture or anything just to capture that moment being at a show and getting LOST getting back to ME (once in a while you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right) trying to convince everyone that black yoga pants and puma sneakers are perfectly acceptable work clothes always up for a good adventure attempting to talk about a book I just read and mixing together the plots of a couple different books because I think it sounds much more interesting tying in song lyrics or quotes with an event in my life Alex Grey's art talking about my beach house where I go to write my novel which has a big porch and the only furniture inside is a big bed, tons of books, pillows and candles remembering my entire dream barefoot in the grass the smell after it rains giving gifts that make people smile...or just making someone GENUINELY smile... the smell of the beach, the sound of the surf, the salt that makes your hair all wavy and crunchy Nights that are so cold and the stars seem so close and the only noise you can hear is the sound of your breath fogging in the pitchblack air stormy cold mornings in the summertime when I actually dont have to get up for work dank meals with good company expanding my spirituality, meditation, actually making my body do something I didnt think was possible because I ignored the little voices in my head telling me it couldn't be done...I love to do backbends!!!

I'd like to meet:

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..." ~Kerouac~ Hippies, Radicals, Peaceful Warriors, Bliss Junkies, Potheads, Musiclovers, Lifelovers, those who wish to change the world for the better...come all... So in America when the sun goes down and I sit on the old broken-down river pier watching the long, long skies over New Jersey and sense all that raw land that rolls in one unbelievable huge bulge over to the West Coast, and all that road going, all the people dreaming in the immensity of it, and in Iowa I know by now the children must be crying in the land where they let the children cry, and tonight the stars'll be out, and don't you know that God is Pooh Bear? the evening star must be drooping and shedding her sparkler dims on the prairie, which is just before the coming of complete night that blesses the earth, darkens all rivers, cups the peaks and folds the final shore in, and nobody, nobody knows what's going to happen to anybody else besides the forlorn rags of growing old, I think of Dean Moriarty, I even think of Old Dean Moriarty the father we never found, I think of Dean Moriarty.
~Whatever colors you have in your mind, I'll show them to you and you'll see them shine~ Bob Dylanelephants mate for life... how wonder-full is that??? Now you understand the Oriental passion for tea," said Japhy. "Remember that book I told you about the first sip is joy, the second is gladness, the third is serenity, the fourth is madness, the fifth is ecstasy.

Music:

" --If I were not a physicist, I would probably be a musician. I often think in music. I live my daydreams in music. I see my life in terms of music. -- albert einstein" Bob Dylan, Grateful Dead (and other incarnations), Sublime, Michael Franti and Spearhead, Allman Bros, Jimi Hendrix, Beatles, Stones, JayZ, Ben Harper, Biggie, Neil Young, Otis Redding, Cypress Hill, Counting Crowes, Ryan Adams...the list goes on and on Music takes us out of the actual and whispers to us dim secrets that startle our wonder as to who we are, and for what, whence, and whereto." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson~ You Are
Tangerine

You are a beautiful person, in a wistful kind of way. If you could, you would spend all your time daydreaming and writing poetry. You are a tragic beauty.
You are sensitive and caring, and you don't take insults well. You don't smile much, but when you do, you really mean it.
People like to be around you because you are a calming influence. You have an appreciation for all things beautiful, and you probably have some potted plants. You love to read.
You like Sundays and coffee. You will spend your entire life yearning for quiet beauty, which is a rarity in this world, so you read a lot.
Everyone you know thinks you're "nice."
Take the Which Led Zeppelin Song Are You? Quiz
The nonviolent approach does not immediately change the heart of the oppressor. It first does something to the hearts and souls of those committed to it. It gives them new self-respect; it calls up resources of strength and courage that they did not know they had. Finally it reaches the opponent and so stirs his conscience that reconciliation becomes a reality. ~Martin Luther King, Jr.~

Movies:

Almost Famous, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Little Miss Sunshine, V for Vendetta, Big Fish, American Beauty, the Big Lebowski, Princess Bride, Coming to America, Lord of the Rings 1-3, Indiana Jones movies, bOONdock SaiNTS, the Kill Bills, the doors, What Dreams May Come, lots of movies...

Television:

Tell me a vision instead... ~The modern picture of The Artist began to form: The poor, but free spirit, plebeian but aspiring only to be classless, to cut himself forever free from the bonds of the greedy bourgeoisie, to be whatever the fat burghers feared most, to cross the line wherever they drew it, to look at the world in a way they couldn’t see, to be high, live low, stay young forever~ in short, to be the bohemian~ *Tom Wolfe* I'm Such a Bliss Junkie...

Books:

Cats Cradle-Vonnegut; Brave New World-Huxley; Siddhartha-Hesse; Dharma Bums-Kerouac; Tao of Pooh; The Prophet-Gibran; Francesca Lia Block books; Mythologies-Barthes; Labrynths-Borges; The Ground Beneath Her Feet-Rushdie; Be Here Now- Dass; Ishamel- Quinn; Anthem-Rand; Young Goodman Brown-Hawthorne; House of Leaves-Danielewski; The Way of the Peaceful Warrior, The Sacred Journey of the Peaceful Warrior and The Journey of Socrates-Millman; Electric Koolaide Acid Test; Rumi-especially when Im feeling lost; The Alchemist-Coelho; Jane Eyre-Bronte; The Power of Now-Tolle; Life After God-Coupland; One Flew Over the Cuckoos NestIf you want to catch beasts you dont see everyday, You have to go out-of-the-way, You have to go places no others can get to. You have to get cold, and you have to get wet, too. ~Dr. Seuss~

Heroes:

Eric Cartman, Bono, Albert Einstein, Gandhi, Jack Herer, Ken Kesey

My Blog

Living

pt;'>I say to you this morning, that if you have never found something so dear and precious to you that you will die for it, then you aren't fit to live. You may be 38 years old, as I happen to be, an...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Wed, 09 May 2007 04:15:00 PST

~*tahoe*~

Just returned from Lake Tahoe, California, a much needed escape at the end/beginning of the year...my world was feeling out of control but leave it to nature to bring you right back...nature and good...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 12:49:00 PST

so it is, so it will be, time out of mind

Last night I lost my grandfather.  Supposedly I should be grateful for the blessing of an extra fifteen years since initially doctors gave him 6 months to live in 1991.  Somehow that does n...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 02:44:00 PST

sometimes I think Im a writer

It was when the girl was 27 that she realized something in her life was completely WRONG.  The sensation had began over a year ago, starting with her inability to sleep through the night.  N...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:41:00 PST

some concert goings to ease my weary soul...

Definately needed to get out, feeling a little stir crazy, down in the dumps and sorry for myself...insomnia, sprained hip, e coli...sheesh...Soul was feeling weary...sometimes some good tunes are al...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 03:31:00 PST

thanksgiving pics

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Posted by ~Colleen~ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:01:00 PST

come to understand

Life grows brighter when you come to understand. Live with a love and thankfulness for life, and your understanding of it will become more valuable.Come to understand that the other people in your wor...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 05:24:00 PST

the secret ~ for your viewing pleasure...

The SecretThe Secret is released to the world! This ground-breaking feature length movie presentation reveals The Great Secret of the universe. It has been passed throughout the ages, traveling throug...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 06:01:00 PST

i wanna leave this world for a while...

"They" always say third times a charm...so I finally did it again...made the jump. Beforehand, it was odd, I was so overly aware of the moment and nothing else for the 3 hours leading up to it. No i...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 04:54:00 PST

signs, signs, everywhere there's signs

Lately I've been seeing signs.  No, I am not talking about the symbols that you have to look up in books which can be interpretted a million different ways.  I am talking in your face read m...
Posted by ~Colleen~ on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 05:01:00 PST