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i feel like a loose cannon. time is fast and my mind is slow. what gets my heart beating with anger is the bold fakeness of situations around me...
i'm too much involved...there will be consequen...
Posted by Mai on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 04:15:00 PST |
ATOMIC BOMB! |
SO I REALLY DON'T FUCKING GET IT! THIS PLACE THAT I'M LIVING IN IS FUCKED UP! jUST WHEN SHIT IS GOING OK, YOU TURN ARIUND AND IT SMACKS YOU IN THE FACE. I'M TALKING ABOUT MY PARENTS. THEY WANNA BE NIC...
Posted by Mai on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 11:36:00 PST |
3 simple thoughts of her |
1. I have never wanted anyone this much in my life.
2. Knowing that she's thinking of me right now makes my heart skip a beat.
3. This is the most realest feeling there is...my soul is in love with he...
Posted by Mai on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:39:00 PST |
Inspired by a redhead...the unknown fantasy |
Laying here alone in bed I admit I am thinking of you again. It's not that I want to. It's more that I want you. Lust is in the air and I can't stop breathing it in. Your scent intoxicating me from af...
Posted by Mai on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 02:30:00 PST |
love me? |
I have finally figured out why I can't sleep. It is because I have this heavy weight of not knowing. Not knowing where I stand. Not knowing when to quit. At times I feel hopeless that I will lose you....
Posted by Mai on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:17:00 PST |
calm, alone and content |
I was sitting there...calm and content when a new message arrived. The messaged was opened and I became curious. No picture...no face. Just intuition saying reply. Reply was made. A connection was req...
Posted by Mai on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:14:00 PST |
Unfortunate love |
Your pain filled me...I felt every tear you shed,It tore me apart...and filled me with dread.You didn't know what to do....what to say to me You didn't know how to tell me... that you had to set me fr...
Posted by Mai on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 12:51:00 PST |
Rape me until there is nothing left |
a game. a score for him. turned my life. changing me forever.maybe I wouldn't have stayed pure but his deceit was a dose of the devil that spread through meand not easily cured...
His hot sweaty body ...
Posted by Mai on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:48:00 PST |
changes |
you know...it's only once in a lifetime where you feel this is it. this is what i want in my life. well, you all or most of you i should say, know me well enough to know that i love change. that i can...
Posted by Mai on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:53:00 PST |
To feel... |
I want to feel irresistable. I want be in someone's mind at all times. I want to be in love...magically synchronized with another soul. This life that I am currently standing in has not shown me the l...
Posted by Mai on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 05:42:00 PST |
