Click Here For Myspace Layouts !Don't make someone a priority if they only make you a option.Well let's see. There isn't alot to say about me. I am a pretty simple person. I am a very upfront and honest person. I tell things like it is. I don't beat around the bush or play games. I don't belive in lying, game playing, using people, cheating. I am a hopeless romantic, I tend to have a big heart. I love to make people laugh and smiles to me are the world. I see it as if I can make someone smile just for a second that means they forgot about what it was for that second, that means I took there troubles and worries away for just a split seconds. And that is what is important to me. I am the type of person who don't judge others. I am the type of person who doesn't care what others think or say about me. I am who I am. I am a very shy perseon till you get to meet me then I am the kinda girl who makes snowmen wearing underware on her head. I am not affraid to shave my head bald. I am the type of person to just meet someone and be with them cause I feel it's funnier to get to know someone with them them playing the job interview game. I tend to give my heart away very easyly only to get hurt. But I guess being a hopeless romantic I keep going back hopeing to find someone. call me crazy I guess.Well Let's see. I belive people can change if they truely want. I belive it has to be for themself. I am am walking proof people can change. I think alot of people say they changed. But really they didn't. They didn't take the long road to really look at their lives and see what's wrong. They didn't try to see the bigger picture. They didn't take the real steps to change what's wrong. I know I have played that game. I know it well. In the end honestly, it wasn't time for me to change. I didn't have the strength to change. Now YES I am say I am in the processes of changing myself my life. It's funny I always seen and heard people talking about how they woke up one day and just decided it was time. I laughed I said yeah right. I never belived that. But I do now. Cause that is what happend to me. I was just sitting in my pethidic life wolloywing in my self pitty. And for some reason I woke up the next day and it was like something hit me. I sat there for hours and hours doing nothing but thinking. I did alot of crying, alot getting mad, ect... I went threw it all. Then I got up. looked in the mirror and said, today is the day your life get's better. And the only way for that to happen is for you to change it yourself. So get off your ass and change. I put some thoughts together and did some homework. I did alot of soul searching. I can't even count the hours of thinking. The number of times I had to keep my self positive when it got hard and I wanted to run away form it all and give up. I found my strength in myslef. And here I am still fighthing to change. to take responsiblitly for myself, my life, my actions. To grow up and face life. I have come so far to change and I have worked very hard to get as far as I am. I have to admitt I am proud of who I am becomming. I turned from a cold hearted bitch who locked herself away never letting anyone in. Never wanting to find love. Never trusting people. Now. I am 100% diffrent. I can't wait to fall in love. I do trust people now. That still scares me. But my life was no good the way I was. I will be the 1st to admitt I have fought alot of deomons and I am still fighting some demons but everyday I am a stronger more better person. Everyday is a step forward for me. I really love who I am becomeing. I don't need someone to make me smile. I don't need someone to make me happy. Cause I make myself happy. That is me. If you wanna know more feel free to ask.
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