| WTF | 
| i have to wonder about the course of my life...
i am 33 years old.  i have nothing.  no education.  no job.  no money.its not a good place to be in.  i could succumb to the ne... Posted by stef@ney on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:27:00 PST
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| numb | 
| the purple numbness 
is shaking my mind 
can i ever get back 
that feeling 
when high was a color 
and yellow was a sound 
and the telephone ringing 
tasted like chocolate melting into my mind 
as i w... Posted by stef@ney on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:18:00 PST
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| gravity | 
| i try to sleep 
but i'm afraid of waking 
so i swim thru my window 
to smell the fresh rain thats dancing 
on my face 
each drop glistening 
from the light of the moon 
gravity disappears 
i am pulled... Posted by stef@ney on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:10:00 PST
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| reality | 
| the moisture on my cheeks comes not from the kisses of your lips
like rain falling on dehydrated earth... i crave you
i welcome sleep
only to quench the thirst of my desires
and resist the waking hour... Posted by stef@ney on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 01:42:00 PST
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| 2day | 
| rescue me from my yesterdays that enslave me 
into the forever of tomorrow 
for today i feel like dying. ... Posted by stef@ney on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 07:36:00 PST
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| scream | 
| i wrote this about 4 years ago, however, it seems to be where i am at now. 
lying in my bed 
restricted to the confines of my mind 
i long for an escape from my convictions 
so i search the night sky ... Posted by stef@ney on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 09:28:00 PST
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| today | 
| it seems funny to me that the only thing i really like about myspace is the blog.  i used to have an online diary about 7 years ago... it seemed to help my mental health some.  i could ... Posted by stef@ney on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:45:00 PST
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| thoughts | 
| well as you see, i finally broke down and got a myspace page.  just thought i would put my 2cents worth in.  the library computer just told me it was automatically logging me off in 2 minute... Posted by stef@ney on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 11:30:00 PST
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