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♥ Tara ♥

I'd Kill Myself For You.. I'd Kill You For Myself..

About Me

~*stuff i like*~ (not you), my mama, Caleb my bestest bud who knows and understands me and STILL loves me, dancing, shopping, stretching for work lol, doing my hair and makeup, watching my sister onstage, marlboro menthol lights, pina coladas, my Hello Kitty tattoo, cookie dough, laos/thai food, Hello Kitty, the club i work at- Diamonds, blood, J.LO jeans, make-up, working out, Gucci, Guess, Express, Wet Seal, asians, letting someone cut me up, cutting other people up (for fun or for sex, whatever.), yoo-hoo, 'Escape'~Kaycee (electro mix), 'Set Free'~Dj Trashy, 'Close My Eyes'~Dj Trashy, 'All I Want'~Aaron Sigmon, toyota supras, honda del sols, grey goose & tonic, anything velvet, techno~ breaks & trance, zombie & manson are GODS, Blow, The Crow, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, the olive garden, the color pink, knives, bloody knives, any sharp bloody objects (i'd love to get my hands on Caleb's used needles and hooks!), swords are cute, getting my hair and nails done, tanning beds, dr. pepper, anything fuzzy and pink, CSI, king of the hill, Nopi, lollipops, pink lighters, my Hello Kitty zippo, my cellphone, alcohol, drugs- any and ALL drugs, all those hot girls that let me liquor them up, girls covered in blood.. there is nothing sexier, hot tubs, my car (honda civic), i miss my puppy Bailey, my kids (cats) Cali & B-Rad, my bunny Thumper, sunglasses, my stage name (Enigma), anything coconut- it smells good, tastes good.., Sheri Moon, red wine, stripper clothes/shoes, porn, my itty bitty stripper thongs, Adidas, Sketchers, Lugz, jewelry, tiaras (i'm a pretty pretty princess!), Happy Bunny, imports, boots, my sister's big black stripper boots- so hot, gothic people, acrylic fangs, getting bitten with or without fangs, abandoned buildings, pretzels, rollercoasters, any kind of scary ride, gotta love disney world, butt massages, my job, any and all things illegal, really hot showers, 'body' by victoria, 'ralph' by ralph lauren, Linday Lohan was fucking HOT in her red hair days, purple contacts, blue contacts, me and Nolan's bed, that old spice pure sport stuff- it smells good, low-rise jeans, jeans with holes in the ass, piercings, MY piercings, being lazy, turtles, kissing (REAL kisses, not those bullshit ones.), my pictures, old navy, pajama pants of any kind, especially velour, violence, shopping, gay boys, Susan Ward, twisting my hair, which leads to hot oil treatments, girls who know about cars (except for the slutty trailer park ones), strippers, spinning poles, the stripper chaps my sis gave me, Atlanta (where i'm from), seeing my sis when i can, my bro mish mish, driving around with nowhere to go, Kobe Tai, Playboy, scary movies, Orlando, raves, glowsticks (they're fun), dreaming about ways to kill stupid people, thinking about all the ways i'd like to cut YOU into pieces, i HATE two-faced hypocrytical guys with ridiculous egos who cheat, girls with long hair, brunettes, the winning combination of sex & violence, the cute little way people say they're not into it, and that's about it for now. table table table td.text div

My Interests

I do not add anyone to my friends list that i do not know. So if I don't know you, fuck off. No, I am not kidding. Really, fuck off. That being said, my sn for yahoo and AIM is BarbieGrl174. this is just for my friends. anyone else will be told to get bent.

I'd like to meet:

My father, who passed away when i was three years old. My grandmother,who passed away when i was also very young. I also think that if i had not been born as myself, i would like to meet my mother, because i still think we would be best friends regardless. Myself as a child, myself in ten years... and the following people are not on this list because of their celebrity, but because i really believe that they are amazing people: Angelina Jolie, Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner, Leland Chapman, Criss Angel, Tommy Lee, Marilyn Monroe, John Lennon, 'Dog' Chapman, Morgan Freeman, Kurt Cobain, etc. Now these people ARE on the list because of their celebrity: Marilyn Manson, Kathy Griffin, Ice-T and Coco, Kate Moss, Lindsay Lohan, DJ Trashy (even though he's an arrogant asshole at times), Susan Ward, Rob and Sheri Moon Zombie, Dave Navarro, Trent Reznor, etc.

Music:

Marilyn Manson, Rob Zombie, Tool, NIN, Stabbing Westward, System of a Down, John Frizzell, Smashing Pumpkins, The Cult, Pearl Jam, Pantera, The Cure, Korn, Rammstein, White Zombie, Chevelle, Guns n Roses, Red Hot Chili Peppers, STP, The Cranberries, Bush, Disturbed, Deftones, Limp Bizkit, Saliva, Monster Magnet, etc. techno is life or death, breaks & progressive trance. DJ Trashy is the shitness, "Set Free" is the best song ever. also love 'All I Want' by Mr. Slamma, Aaron fuckin Sigmon. love you Aaron!

Movies:

The Crow, House of 1000 Corpses, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Blow, Saw, The Shining, Ghost Ship, U-Turn, Natural Born Killers, Pulp Fiction, Party Monster, Fear and Loathing, 8mm, Silence of the Lambs, Red Dragon, Hannibal, Casino, Urban Legend, Seven, The Vanishing, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, The Game, The Virgin Suicides, Queen of the Damned, Interview with a Vampire, Taking Lives, Almost Famous, Gia, Girl Interrupted, Identity, Payback, Halloween 1, 2, & H20, Napoleon Dynamite, The Breakfast Club, Kiss the Girls, The Vanishing, Sixteen Candles ("dong... *clap, clap*.. dong.." haha), Call Me, Old School, Playing God, The Bone Collector, Dumb and Dumber (mock, YEAH, ing, YEAH...), Office Space, The Butterfly Effect, House of Wax, Jawbreaker, Hide and Seek, Dirty Dancing (cause no one does the pelvic thrust like Darling!), Abandon, Go, American History X, Hostel, Suicide Kings, Kill Bill 1 & 2... went blank, get back to ya with the rest. ..

Television:

King of the Hill, CSI (vegas), Court TV, G-String Divas, Strangers with Candy, Friends, Seinfeld, Will and Grace, Home Improvement, stuff like Maury, Montel, and Dr. Phil, Dog the Bounty Hunter, Intervention, A&E, MSNBC news, Beyond Belief, and-god help me- a little bit of the Discovery Channel and TLC, HGTV... Nothing very special.

Books:

The CSI ones, Letters to Penthouse, and this way-too-expensive birthday book i got once.

Heroes:

My Mama~ she's the smartest and STRONEST and most selfless person on earth. she has always been there for me, even with all the terrible things i have done, and even though i was such an awful daughter at times. i've put her through more than anyone can ever imagine, and for some reason she's still there and still loves me more than anyone ever could. she's my best friend in the world. I LOVE YOU MAMA!