*~ Lifelessgirl ~* makeup's all on, who am I? profile picture

*~ Lifelessgirl ~* makeup's all on, who am I?

~*I'm not affraid of dyin', I'm affraid of not trying *~

About Me

when I am queen i will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists that everything that you've held dear is taken away from you I am a half alive,bare and wounded, jaded little girl with my hands tied behind my back... kicking and screaming down to the firey pits of hell. I am an insomniac, I barely sleep and when i do it's not even good enough to call sleep.. I am a dark, evil cloud that precipitates acid rain all over your happy disgusting little world. still wanna talk to me? Ahh to continue.. ha ha ha *insert Evil laugh here* I am currently a model/filmstar. Coming soon to a living room near you. :) I like meeting new people and love traveling as well as partying with all the people who show love. I am currently working on some new shoots and the pics just keep getting better. THe first pic Below: me without my makeup, I dont give a fuck what anyone thinks.. here is the real me below.. No touch ups.. no hair.. just me. then, further down are all the bad ass people I just keep adding that I get to interview/meet.. whatever... YAY!I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

whips,chains, blood, leather, goth boys in makeup.. drool... umm music music music. its my fuckin life i eat sleep and breathe it. play five instruments. Drums,bass,piano,Guitar and i sing.. .. Fantasy stuff. I love fairies, damnit i wanna be a faery or something. It's so unfair. vampires, pirates,(vampire pirates would be totally bad ass now if i can find a way to mate the two... thats what I would wanna be) monkeys, Boys, girls, snakes, the occult, movies, ummm stuff that goes bump in the night and last but not least.. monkeys. I also enjoy modeling. I love cameras. ha ha I know I am terrible. I just got back into reading alot and am currently working on getting a band together. I want to be the jack of all trades and get my hands into EVERYTHING! I love art and making it.

I'd like to meet:

ahhh sometimes I think i have enough friends. I would like to meet someone who isnt fake. Who doesnt change their mind like the wind. Who doesn't lie, cheat, or possibly hurt others just for the joy of it. I have had an overwhelming lack of this in my life. wait what am I saying those people are the most fun.. ahh nevermind. I would like to meet everyone! If you see me out come and say hi. I am friendly :)Johnny depp and orlando bloom are of course excluded from said things above.i'd do em in a heartbeat but only if orlando wore the legolas outfit...god elf ears are hot ..Pictured below.. Me with1st pic : Rowan Robertson from DIO, VAST, and AM RADIO 2nd pic : Eric From Cinderella at Poison,Cinderella,Faster Pussycat, and Slaughter 3rd Pic: Eric Griffin of the Murderdolls and Wednesday13,and Donnie Vie from Enuff Z'nuff.Then Below are pics of ozzfest with Dragonforce. Also, Pics of Me with A static Lullaby.
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Music:

All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through meas I said previously.. I love music so my music is a wide variety a plethera of stuff you may never even have heard of or may just not like..portishead, pigface, Failure, traditional shit like manson, AFI,NIN, tool, type o negative, cradle,Tears for fears,KMFDm, PIG, APOP,Duran Duran, pet shop boys, concrete blonde,Switchblade symphony, Misfits, New Order, umm then there is prince because i love prince and you can kiss my ass if you don't. MADONNA!Sarah,alanis,fiona,Tori, Ani,Massive attack, alot of trip hop, HIM, alot alot of stuff. you would just have to get to know me to see.. oh yeah the cure, depeche mode, kiss, poison, motley fuckin crue.. I was in a couple bands you should listen to .. check em out they are still around. well two are.. miasmata, soul casket, and sinamatic img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v79/deadfairy66/Seren eBillyBass.jpg" border="0"

Movies:

I like alot of movies.. starting with "the crow" as sappy as I am i believe love may be able to do that, Natural born killers (looking for my mickey) , the nightmare before christmas.... American History X, Any movie with christina ricci, angelina jolie, adam sandler, Corpse bride was good.. not nearly as good as nightmare but eh...ummm.... anything with johnny depp, He is seriously one of the most amazing actors of all time. Comedy movies, upsetting drama's and horror flicks are all good to me. I also like my own movies. Just finished doing Razordolls.. :)

Television:

comedy central rules along with the cooking network mother fuckers!

Books:

go ask alice( I would not have made it out alive without this book) , girl interupted( I lived this book) , Fight Club, anything Dr. Seuss(so simple, yet so complicated, what are those animals?) Exquisite Corpse, Alot of books. I stopped reading at 16. I am trying to get back into it.

Heroes:

Ani difranco drew barrymore, Madonna, Jenna Jameson,Nicki Hunter, Emiliano Zappata " it is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees" , " dream as if you will live forever, live as if you will die tomorrow" : James Dean, " we will not go quietly into the night we will rage against the morning light" " we are young, no one can tell us we're wrong, searching our hearts for so long, both of us knowing love is a battlefield" : Pat benatar and of course your momimg src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v79/deadfairy66/fda77 2a6ef2685681a48c1563a980856.jpg" border="0" alt="

My Blog

I just dont fuckin understand.

I just dont fuckin understand why people choose to do such vicious things... Why do people choose to make myspace pages/break into your myspace/ or do bad things to you when you didnt do that to them?...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 12:38:00 PST

New tattoo for someone very special to me

this one if for you I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SHANNONit's not done yet.. its only the beginingIsn't she the prettiest girl you have ever seen? You is so amazingly gorgeous.. and trust me the girl could ...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:33:00 PST

Shannon's lullaby - til' we meet again my flesh,my blood

I was walking through the darkest places, When I stumbled upon a rose so bright,The colors so stunning and beautiful, It would illuminate the night, I stopped to stare at the marvel before me, To bask...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 05:09:00 PST

breaking out some oldies.. yeah old pics.. these are great

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Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 04:14:00 PST

the crutches and gloves come off..

time to stop running ... time to stop hiding behind these eyes.. these lies.. and the ones who got run over and stepped on in the process.. are the ones that now I realize... I am sorry.. let me make ...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 09:02:00 PST

New hair.. you can kinda get the point..

these pics are shitty quality but my hair is now black with RED, GOLD, and BLONDE highlights. It's all jacked up looking the cut it super fuckin emo-ish and i happen to like it ha ha ha.. :) ...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:37:00 PST

the ball starts rolling, and its definetly in my court!

SO yeah where to begin? Ok so Friday I started doing the band interviews for Razordolls.com. I interviewed Dragonforce on friday. They were hilarious. I had met them before hand anyway at ozzfest. So ...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:04:00 PST

back in black, pink, red and whatever else

back to cali i go once again. to continue my modeling career as per usual. doing all the hot bitches along the way. I am only doing my girl girl thing and what not for right now. No more guy girl porn...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:28:00 PST

More and even better pics Bitches !

More T.lee from San Fran!I love my life!...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 11:21:00 PST

HA HA BITCHES !!!! Yes san fran!

Give you three guesses on who that isMs. Satine Phoenix.. She rocks my boat! FUCK THE BITCHES!!!!!  Heart heart her! ...
Posted by *~IcE QuEeN~* on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 02:15:00 PST