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Hesi Uzulufu Kibuhudi (pio)

Perfect intimacyFrom my anhedonic jurnal of poem!

About Me


Myspace Graphics at WishAFriend.comPerfect intimacy from my anhedonic jurnal of poem!Who am I? Question to myself? I felt so excited and afraid of these at the same time but I'm realing-Freaq personality....I'am earth ,wind ,fire and water and I am a joke. This is my own stride to be good with me. The emotions inside of me are mine and if different are still mine in my different and special way. I'm alvays on the outside but I found the lasting love for me.I love myself.Sometimes I'm a poet,sometimes I'm a writer,sometimes I'm a writers thinking or nothing at all.I know I haven't done all the things in my life the way I should have,but I have grown with time and learned from most of my mistakens.Growing is fascinating.I'd love to have that again.It's like a poetry. Life with no pain,live a better life and didn't try so hard...I'm still living... I listen to myself deeper and I search to find a piece of mind. I'm not afraid of the danger.Tommorow is gonna bring change,it's a challenge to be myself.Throughts create life.I'm embrace my truth and it's good.Ever through it seems I wasn't listening,I really was and ever helped to alvays remember my morals and how to be myself.Fears bring joy alvays and it's don't ever change!Hopeless and believe in myself let me recognize the strenght to be myself.I might love!It is magic the way it happend! Some emotions I share. I keep on living and keep on loving and believing it's good.I'll stay the same inside and don't give up,everything is fine! I puts a smile on my face.I was born to be me!Just wanna be me. Simple peace. Life is just a day so celebrate the light!

My Interests

Poems Good times
Good books
Photography
Psychology
Philosophy
Astrology
Magic
Music
Love Light
Life
SmileThis is my no-poem:We will make love in this hermitage we was raise a memorial. Take this part of palette of colours which you prefer and i will give you my soul,because you're so sadness. Above on that what is bettwen us, are farest new worlds and not ocean split us. In the air birds whispering about what we do, even if Africa is not so far and warm places who i'm painting. The Firmaments loose a feathers therefore you makes me a wings and you were seen in the distance like you beside. Would you help me look in my heart when a letters yellowing near my bed from beginning to the brighter day, when our destitute love brim over a blood of idealization. How good it is when man like me take a hand and hold tide a man like you are and even if darkl horizon dying above us nothing will restrain us.

I'd like to meet:

The past- FACE TO FACE! All the good moments in my life. Good people with hearts and minds. Friends...Love...Smile! Most of all I would meet my Grandmother Lucia again. I would love to meet my First and Last Love and I hope I will soon,but never know (That is my philozophy we living in penitentiary ,just like Badu). I would love to meet Nina Simmon,my friend Amy,beautiful Lina,Erykah again on the show with her MAMA'S GUN,my friends from Africa ( I hope you read this!),my friend from Mexico(Matilda,I hope you are fine),my friends from world,my family more than now,my best friend Justyna and Fulani ya Mungu,Uzulufu and Kibuhudi. I hope I will and I know I can.

Music:

Much of this: Nina Simone,Sean Haefeli,Lina,Marlon Saunders,Dee Dee Bridgewater,Neenah Freelon,Carmen Lundy,David McAlmont,Lura,Cesaria Evora,Mayra Andrade,Katarzyna Groniec,Society of soul,N'dambi,George Tisdale,Bilal,Julie Dexter,Mike Phillips,Davis,Marsalis,Erik Truffaz,Bilal,Zap Mama,Dawid Mcalmont,Chico DeBarge,Darien Brockington,
Billie Holliday, Bessie Smith, D'angelo, Outkast, Goodie Mob, Marvin Gaye, Maxwell,George Benson, Roy Hardgove, Lauren Hill, Zap Mama, Common, Jill Scott, The Roots, Roy Ayers, Anthony Hamilton, Lucy Pearl, Norah Jones, Diana Krall, Miles Davis, Lisa Lopes R.I.P, Crazy Sexy Cool of TLC, Sacha Sacket, Justyna Steczkowska ALKIMIJA,Kasia Stankiewicz, Raz Dwa Trzy, Maria Peszek,Leszek Mozdzer, Renata Przemyk, Anna Maria Jopek, Kasia Nosowska, Grazyna Auguscik, Tomasz Stanko and Urszula Dudziak... God forgivePATI YANGJaszczurka, Tricky, Portishead...Collin Pulsipher,yes...

Movies:

Everything of Lynch,Fellini,Almodovar,Jarman,Holland and few more...

Television:


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Books:

I read much, but my favorites are:
Stanislaw Przybyszewski, Salman Rushdie, Aleksander Swietochowski, Valerio Albisetti, James Baldwin, Andre Gide, Jean Genet, Oscar Wilde, John Maxwell Coetzee and Max Jacob. From poetry:Czeslaw Kuriata, Sylvia Plath, Walt Whitman, Paul Verlaine, Arthur Rimbaud and Adam Wazyk.
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Heroes:

My GRANDMOTHER LUCIA R.I.P
Your incredible love,support,enthusiasm and creativity. Your soul of the artist was a greatest, your thinking was my lesson and your belive was strong like you. God woman!!! Love you!
My mother Alice with her fresh methods of life!
My dad for good words.
My friends for being with me when the darkness coming.
My sister with her son Przemek.
Oskar and his good father. For being my best friends
My sweet Kasia Ura for being my first friend who knows about my secrets (Love you more,you know)
My brother for everything... for hearing me... you know what this mean! My boyfriend Piotr,for this good things and all of the thing when you are my best friend and lover and a good man,love you and I'll never lost a faith in you.
People for being people and being good people!
Peace and light!
People of my life,everybody have something and they are my heroes... So many things I still don't know but I learn from people....
My first and lost(also last until now!) LOVE, for being hard experience and lesson to my ability to love! (Hey Yo Panther, wish you be better and wise on your jorney across life).

My Blog

Me and my friend (reason why I am vegetarian)

That is a idea of my friend Rincon R.to show what I love and what I listen to feel good and I put a spell on you R...just to show how you're BIG for me. Please ,find THE QUEEN and enjoy IT!!!! http://...
Posted by Hesi Uzulufu Kibuhudi (pio) on Mon, 21 May 2007 10:57:00 PST

Check out this video: I Love you Porgy - Nina Simone

I Love you Porgy - Nina Simone Add to My Profile | More VideosYes,NINA is the reason why I feel more than before...life is just a moment,so enjoy it and never forgot because the day coul...
Posted by Hesi Uzulufu Kibuhudi (pio) on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 02:42:00 PST

If man like me take a hand of you...

We will make love in this hermitage  we was raise a memorial. Take this part of palette of colours which you prefer and i will give you my soul,because you're so sadness. Above on that what is be...
Posted by Hesi Uzulufu Kibuhudi (pio) on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 02:42:00 PST

My BOYFRIEND is all of me.

This is my friend who i'm dreaming about and i try to get this pic on my space...fuck that..i don't know how......
Posted by Hesi Uzulufu Kibuhudi (pio) on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:37:00 PST

collin


Posted by Hesi Uzulufu Kibuhudi (pio) on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:33:00 PST