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About Me


"She deely inhaled all the stress in life,
paused for a moment,
then calmly exhaled all the conspirasies and lies..."
So what is there to say about myself? Lindy Lopez is just a nickname; it was meant to only be for online purposes. Where did that name come from? Yeah, that's a long story.
"She's got this subtle beauty;
where she knows what you're thinking
but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out..."
A few of my friends started calling me Barbie and that name kind of stuck. I like to think I'm friendly. I have major trust issues. I'm exclusive; I choose my friends carefully. But I still have enemies, just like everyone else.
"Smile for the camera, you look so pretty when you're pretending everything is okay..."
I used to love a boy with my whole heart & soul, but I screwed that up. That's what I am; a screw up, a mistake nowadays. At least, that's what it seems like.
"She walks by && every head turns,
You can see how hot her fire burns.
I guess he didn't know,
What a good thing he had.
Well it's too late,
&& that's too bad..."
I'm never good enough for anyone. I've finally accepted that. I keep my thoughts to myself. I'm too independent. I'm not exactly girlfriend material, either.
"She's destroying herself from the inside-out..."
If you can't tell, I live by quotes. They keep me moving foward with life. I've changed so much over the past few months, its a little ridiculous. I'm a major perfectionist. I criticize myself so much, as silly as that sounds. I can be strong if I need to be, but some things really get to me. I have occassional break downs. And yes, they tried to take me to rehab but I said no. True story.
"She's banged up. mentally and emotionally. literally and metaphorically. but every day she walks outside with a smile on her face because that's who she is..."
I've been to hell and back. My dad died when I was five and my mom was too busy being depressed to pay any attention to me. I had to take control of my life from that point on. I took on my mom's responsibilites for my younger brother's sake. So, I may seem too mature, but that's because I had to grow up quickly. That's life, though. Amazing, isn't it?
"This little girl didn't care what anybody said. She got the whole world dancing to the music in her head. They loved to trash her, laugh at her, and call her names. Now they all try to copy her, isn't that a shame? It only made her stronger..."
I write a lot. I'm usually always carrying a notebook around with me. I jot down every idea that comes to me - whether it be for a song, a poem, a story. whatever. I have so many ideas running through my head, it's frustrating that I don't have the proper equipment to do anything with them. I have endless notebooks with lyrics scribbled in them and thousands of beats that I constantly play around with to make the type of music that I'm looking for.
"She's a modern girl but she folds in half so easily when she puts herself in the picture of success..."
Music, acting, dancing - it's my output; my way of letting my emotions out. I dream of giving hope through my projects, especially to those less fortunate like the kind of hope that acting and music has givin me. I want to do that to someone else.
"& lately, her life is like a piece of gum that's lost its flavor..."
This may sound a little conceited or cocky, but that's not even close to what I'm trying to be like. People are always in my business; it makes me wonder why. I feel like Britney Spears, you know? I'm judged by every single move I make. It's flattering and annoying at the same time. I'm glad people like to pay attention to my life, but there's such thing as being too nosey. I have younger ones that look up to me and then there's the people that expect me to be perfect. Sorry, but I'm not made out of plastic. Another point I want to quickly go over - I'm not a slut, okay? Apparently, some people think they know me better than I know myself. I'm a vigin, mkay? I've never been a whore and I never will be. Deal with it.
"If you get me; Support me. If you don't understand me; don't write about me." -Tupac

My Interests



*NOTE* I DID GET A NEW PHONE WITH A NEW NUMBER. I'M GOING TO CANCEL MY OLD ONE. IF YOU WANT MY NEW NUMBER, MESSAGE ME FOR IT.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes, after that, you'd better know something. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important, it's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that sometimes I just need to be held. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I've learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it. I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it could change your life forever. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process. I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love. I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life. I've learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help. I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can erase emotional pains. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meanings, it loses value when overly used. I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
Shopping. Boys. Expensive designer brand name products. Trendsetter. Gossip. Pink. Elle Woods. Pink. Sidekicks. iPODS. Hoop earrings. Flawless. Evil. Life ruiner. Car commericals. Blonde. Cell phone. 3 way attacks. Drama ♥

Music:

Radio station - 98.5, The Beat; Mix 96.1; Power 106.7

Movies:

-Mostly chick-flicks & romance stories ♥
like The Notebook & A Walk to Remember
-Any Dancing films
like Save the Last Dance & Step Up
-Some comedy movies
like White Chicks & Bringing Down the House
-Ocassionally, horror ones
like The Exorcist & When a Stranger Calls.

Television:

When I have time, I'll switch the channel to E!
That's all I watch on TV.

Books:

Secrets of My Hollywood Life
Confessions of a Back up Dancer
Those are my two all-time favorite books :]

Heroes:

Many thanks to: My mom, siblings, & the rest of my family. They've always stayed by my side. Regardless of the fights we've had. All my friends that have had my back since the beginning. That means a lot! And finally - thanks to all the people that take a look at this page. The ones that take the time to leave me a little love. I love reading everything you all leave, it makes my day :]

My Blog

ABC's of Belinda ♥ <-updated...kinda; sorta

A - Artsy, Adrenaline B - Belinda Boy cologne, Blonde C - Creative, Cotton Candy, Color, Concerts, Chocolate, Cuddling, Christian, Camera, Cheerleader D - Dancing in the rain, Delicious, Daring, Delir...
Posted by Miss Lindy Lopez From Myspace" [ONline] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Stuff for Class of '09 ♥

Social Studies, makin Buddies,Science class, learning mass,Stupid spelling, teachers yelling,Boring speakers, stuck up teachers,Phys Ed, feeelin dead,Arts and Crafts, making laughs,Long division, no t...
Posted by Miss Lindy Lopez From Myspace" [ONline] on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 10:22:00 PST

*Suicidal Star*

*Suicidal Star*On the stage, blinded by bright lightsSomething just doesn't feel quite rightHolding onto the broken microphoneIn a few minutes, her cover will be blown The sound of the song begins, so...
Posted by Miss Lindy Lopez From Myspace" [ONline] on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:36:00 PST

♥ sweet obsession ♥

well, here's another poem...by me, && this isn't your usual kind of stuff that i normally write so yeah. um, i'm kind of not done with it...sooo yeah....&& i wrote this in like 10 minu...
Posted by Miss Lindy Lopez From Myspace" [ONline] on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 07:25:00 PST

bored?...

>WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: >>» I committed suicide:>>» I said I liked you: >» I kissed you: >» I lived next door to you: >» I started smoking: >>» I stole something: >» ...
Posted by Miss Lindy Lopez From Myspace" [ONline] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST