sharon mae

I'm irreplacable, I'm stuffy but liberate,fickle but faithful, loves to laugh, loves to be cuddled,rarely shout but i'm violent when coerced. My life is never dull,it's always surprising, i value ones inner personality than their cover,i can be cocky at times but you can expect me to apologize. Frankly, I'm not an angel, I'm a little devil in disguise.. i see myself just like any normal and ordinary people around me.. i am a dreamer and i want to share my aspirations with people whos dreams are as big as mine. dreamer as i claim to be, but i undoubtedly find satisfaction in simple things. revealing my dark side, i can be a total bitch to people who piss me off. but then i have a soft spot that resides within me. i may be brutally frank at times but its just my way of getting people back to reality. amidst all of these,i am still human and i can be as sweet as loving and as caring as anybody can be.i totally love the color VIOLET. (always tops my priorities) haha! i have that tendency to buy every pink stuff i see. everything bout pink makes me go crazy.. haha! *wink* ;) i also have a knack for shopping! it relieves me from my consistent depression. hehe! i can be really hysterical, then the next minute I can be dead serious! kinda weird huh?.. hehe ;) i live my life to the fullest! every morning I marvel at the thought of being alive and it feels good. i believe in what I can do and the way I do it.. im sensitive but then, i dont let it show. little by little, im reaching my dreams. they may not be so big but they would be a gud start.. ;) i never regret things that I have chosen to do coz I believe that every thing I do has a purpose. im not the type who looks back with regret. i luv God, i luv my family, i luv my friends.. hehe! i luv to smile! even if the world hurts me so bad, id still smile.. *wink* hehe! ;) ~~ ** im weak and i tend to relapse over and over again. i demand many things even if i know im not ready to handle and i dont really deserve. i suck listening to people's problems, why? i dunno. it just stresses me when i hear the problems of my friends and i cant even help them out. its too bad.i have my mood swings..i guess it really depends on the person that im hanging out with..it really depends! i can also be clingy..i know its a bad habit, but who cares?? hmm..i can be a brat so dont dare spoil me..you wouldnt like it. you'll get tired. im a simple person. i have my ups and downs also. i love making people happy and contented with their life and for sure, seeing them smile will make me feel and realize that im a good friend. i love my family and friends. its cliche but i really do.they are my inspiration. they are the only reason why i hold on. i love taking care of the people close to my heart..im not showy but i have my own ways to deal with it.i believe that when i love, there are no conditions and boundaries that will set me off. there are many challenges in my life and i know that it may sometimes seem to get bumpy but i know that smoother roads are ahead of me. now, i try to be mature enough to handle things on my own. i cry and feel pain but thats being responsible and thats realizing how important life is. you pain,you suffer you lose people you love..thats wut makes you grow. my intentions are clear and direct. I believe the man i have now will and will always be my life's partner.who's worth enough to be my everything.