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Destructive Thought Process

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About Me

I am a single 24 year old male. I am a Gemini so Im random as all hell. I CAN be a huge Asshole if I dont like you. If I dont like and you are disrespectful odds are I WILL be an asshole. I do make fun of people, its not to make myself feel better or to make that person look bad(Odds are if im making fun of you you dont need my help looking bad now do you) its simply because its funny. If i hurt your feelings tell me, odds are ill apologize, unless of course its true and then sometimes the truth hurts. I hate stupid people, but love to watch them hurt themselves. If I think Im right I probably wont apologize. Odds are I will at some point offend you or make you blush. I can be quite vulgar and when I drink I cuss like a drunken sailer. I would kill for friends and family any day of the week and 3 times on saturday. I will come to the aid of a perfect stranger. I will stand up for someone who cant rise from their knees alone. I will buy a bum a burger. I dont play games(often) and am very to the point. I love long deep conversations over a beer or coffee and half a pack of cigarettes. I have a very fierce competitive streak and a need to be in charge. Its kind of an authority complex that carries over from work. Im currently trying to be a better person, but its hard. Music, movies, art, sports, party's, im really a jack of all trades I guess.AIM BCRaven70 MSN [email protected]U CAUTION IN THE INTEREST OF PUBLIC SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP TJ AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES.
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Your IQ Is 135
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Genius A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
I AM 67% ASSHOLE/BITCH! I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck em. Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com
The Lost Soul
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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You are 87% Gemini
How much do you match your zodiac sign?~*~Result nr 6~*~
Your power is: Transformation


Explanation: Unlike everyone else you
can change your body materia and transform into
anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in
good purposes for infiltrating evil
headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities
by transforming and therefor do better in
battle. If turned to the evil side, a
transfomer could manipulate the "good
guys" by looking like their loved ones and
break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You
have not so many interests anymore and has
become depressed. Of course you can be happy,
but your happiness subsides quickly and don't
last very long. You isloate yourself from
people since you think they would only hurt
you, but some part just wants someone equal who
understands the pain. When you transform it
gives you freedom and you can be anything but
yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let
people come near and know what's going on with
you. But the thought of opening up and risking
being betrayed is too strong and intimidating
to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to
the world and yourself and in the long run this
could lead to dangerous thoughts
(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one
is least likeable since you would probably just
have too much guilt.


What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
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God of Beautiful Death
Elegant, regal, and beautiful. You accept death for what it is, and unavoidable part of life. You often feel higher than others, more mature or sane, and tend to wear dresses and skirts if your a girl, or collared shirts if you're a boy. You bring those who have died a peaceful death to their resting place.Take the quiz:
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
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My Interests

.."red" Written word and song, Creation of somethign beautiful, the destruction of the aforementioned something in an ironic way. I also love to drive out into the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night away from the cities and lights, you can see every star in the sky. I love thunderstorms, and am the moron out in the front yard in the rain going this isnt bad at all. I love being around people but i cant stand most of the people I meet. I think the greatest blessing ive ever recieved are the people I call friends. Art, architecture, and theater, (Its Chuck and Father Blaines fault I swear it) Opera(Mr Shetlers fault) Movies that I dont predict the ending of 10 minutes into. Hollywood is so transparent and predictable that its sometimes scary that we call it entertainment. I absolutly love movies that make us realize how truly ugly us humans can be sometimes and make us endeavor to change ourselves for the better and turn out being beautiful. Unexpected beauty and random acts of nature that make you wish you had brought your camera. Losing myself in a good book or a nap in the park under a tree

I'd like to meet:

I like meeting any new people I come across. However fake people need not apply. Tell me about who YOU are not who others want you to be. I dont think I could explain a perfect match, I've recently decided im far too whimsical to be picky about things. I probably need someone more mellow to slow me down but Id probly find them boring,and someone who is as indecisive and random as myself would drive me nuts too. I think I still want to be around and meet and get to know lots of different people. Not to say im not open to something serious, but I think Ill know the right one when it comes along. Black hair and blue eyes has got to be about the hottest thing ever.... Bonus points if you can laugh at yourself when you do somethign dumb.

Music:

.."red"OH........ this could possibly be a very long list....... Everything from Classical up to Black metal. some of my favorites are Hadyn, Mozart, jazz/ blues, all the way up to Cradle of filth, Himsa, Atreyu, 18 Visions, In Flames, Avenged Sevenfold, Summers End, Lamb of God, It Dies Today, Chloe Bridges, Raise the Remains, Given With Honor(RIP), He loses Hearts(RIP), Flee the Seen, Evermourn, As I lay Dying's Still Remains, Fall out boy, Iron maiden, A perfect circle, Tool, CHILDREN OF MOTHERFUCKING BODOM etc etc etc Entirely to many to name.

Movies:

.."red"Again as above anything thought provoking and not transparent, Movies that are funny and not totally retarded, witht he exception of Pauly shore movies i know those are retarded but i cant help but laugh. Anything that can scare me, which is few and far between.

Television:

.."red"I dont really watch much TV, most of the things on are garbage. Its a sad thing when the only time you can hear music on MTV is at 3am. I dont watch the news Cuz its to depressing, i wonder why the media never talks about good things. Its always "some crazy lady is on trial for murdering her 2 sons so she could be with her lover who hated kids and bush is a liar propoganda." BAH TURN THAT SHIT OFF Only good channels are comedy central, Sci-Fi, and cartoon network(adult swim may be garbage but at least its funny garbage)

Books:

Hmmmm lots actually Love Clancy novels those are fun, Anne Rice is amazing have read all of her books. Ayn Rand is another favorite, Shit I read 2 books a week at work I should invest in Barnes and Noble

Heroes:

PERFECTION!!!!

My Blog

My reflection

I laid the night before meUnraveled the tangles of my heartAll I felt was stale hollow airThese streams of uncertaintyThey are collapsing upon my mindUpon my mindYeahTorrents fill my veins until I bur...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 09:54:00 PST

Wheres my invisibility cape.

For those of you who know me well I will be doing my patented disapeering act again for a while. I know some of you are like whoa your not disapeered right now. Well this may come a shocker to some an...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 10:17:00 PST

Revelations

I realised a few things about myself this weekend. I definatly do not know myself as well as i thought. I have no idea what came over me saturday night. Its like i was a totally differant person. I've...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 12:42:00 PST

Playing catch up

KK so this will be shourt, i know i havnt updated in forver but im trying to play catch up, im back in KC and havnt been this happy in a long fucking time .  Just got internet back, and dont kow ...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:57:00 PST

HIM AIDEN STRIPPERS AND BEER!!!!!!!

In the past 24 hours i have driven 500miles, took 4 cab rides, saw HIM and Aiden, got drunk, went to strip club, lost my cell phone, got cellphone back, bitchslapped by hot stripper(by my choice mind ...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Sat, 20 May 2006 05:28:00 PST

Damnation and a day

    So the bastards that i work for have cancelled my leave after granting it, so needless to say I wont be making it back to KC this week. Cocksuckers give eveyone else leave whenever ...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 06:17:00 PST

Sheep

>> ON SHEEP, WOLVES, AND SHEEPDOGS>> By LTC(RET) Dave Grossman, RANGER, Ph.D.,author of "On Killing.">>>> Honor never grows old, and honor rejoices the heart of age. It does so>> because honor...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 08:26:00 PST

Sad sad sad

    An inmate called me racist this morning. I laughed at him, it made him madder, he wrote a grievence on me. I laughed again, he got really mad, I laughed more, then I had to spell ha...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 06:11:00 PST

Romance is.....

Somebody posted this on Deviant nation another site i belong to, i think it is probably the most profound thing i have ever heard in my life.romance is sharing something that's just the two of you. it...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 06:53:00 PST

Truer words never spoken

This is just about the gretest speech that would ever be written, i dont agree 100% but id say 90% is awesomeMy Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed.Since co...
Posted by Destructive Thought Process on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 06:51:00 PST