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Beccaus

Just eat my heart with a plastic spoon, i'll fucking die anyway.

About Me

*~Ohayoo, Konnichi wa , Konban wa, Oyasumi ~*
I'm Rebecca and i live here in this small town called östersund in sweden, So welcome to my profile. *waves and bows* haha :)
After the summer i'll start my third year of studying music with singing as my major.:) One of the most important things in my life is Music - That's something i've been into all my life and i'll probably continue to be lost in this dream my whole life ((i hope)), I mostly grew up listening to punk and hard rock such as Metallica, Ebba grön & Imperiet ( swedish punk ) and i'm still listening to this music, haha Metallica are still one of my favorite bands along with bands as AFI , Rentrer en soi , Ali Project , Dir en grey , Backyard babies , Hardcore superstar and so on. i'm pretty much listening to all sorts of music from Cosy guitar tunes to grindcore, haha yeah that's how i like it ^_^ Though i have a special love for Electronic, Horror inspired and brutal music :)
I'm playing in a band, doing the vocals and i'm also working on my own little project which i'll probably put up on myspace soon. :) I'm also working on Visual sweden to promote and support Japanese music, so if you have the time, take a look on our page :) ((Klick on the banner over there --> ))
Other than music i like spending time with my horses, I have 3 horses and we're riding western and practicing NH. It's very fun and i love spending hours in the saddle, I just feel so free out in the woods :)
and Ofc I love spending time with my friends, going to concerts/ festivals and just chillin'. And work takes some time of my life aswell, i'm delivering newspapers between 3am-6am, early huh ? XD not the worlds greatest job, but at least it's a job :)
I speak Swedish and English, A little French and Japanese (still learning though), So haha c'mon and talk to me ;>
Planned trips for 2008
~ Germany [10 - 14 May][x as in DONE]
~ London [18 - 22 August][a as in IT WAS AWESOME]
~ Busking in the U.K ""tour"" - We're going to be preforming on the street of the U.K for 14 days in April 09. :D
At last, i'm a pretty friendly person and i love to meet new people so get to know me and just ask if there's something you want to know.
And you can always ask after my msn if you'd want that. :)
Ja ne ~* <3

My Interests



Music, Going to concerts, Traveling and meeting people, Western-riding♥, Line dance, Art in different forms, I like to just be out in the forest or on a meadow and feel free. And i like lots of things, like life and what it has to offer. =)

I'd like to meet:

FREAKING AWESOME PEOPLE, HELL YEAH!! real editor best profile tools real editor best profile tools

Music:

Concerts to Remember ♥ ♥
AFI 12/5-07 ♥♥
Dir En Grey 7/8-07 &hearts
BLOOD 27/8-07 &hearts
Virgins O.R Pigeons 27/8-07 ♥
Moi Dix Mois 13/10-07 &hearts
Plastic Tree 2/11-07 ♥
Girugämesh 31/1-08♥
Versailles & Matenrou Opera 30/3-08 ♥
Hardcore Superstar 2/8-08 ♥

Movies:

Watching movies is lot of fun and i really like that, I'm watching many different movies, doesn't really care what genre they are as long as i find them interesting. Something that can catch my interest are movies that have a deeper meaning and are based on a true story, I like musical movies verry much to. And uhm, well i like so much, but a good movie should have a nice balance of tension, laughter and sorrow =)

Television:

Hmn, doesn't watch television that much. but well, when i do watch, maybe it's like Simpsons or Family guy, something like that. xD
And anime, though i watch that on the computer.
Naruto : Shippuuden
Bleach
Death Note
Rozen Maiden
Air

Books:

I love to read, mostly before i go to bed haha. Right now I'm kinda into reading detective novels =)

Heroes:



My Blog

Solitude ~*

Everyone seems so sad in my eyes -Because deep down inside i know that we're all alone tonightThe moon, The sun, The stars  - The sky! They've all left you in a corner of fear, no one's there to ...
Posted by Beccaus on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 03:32:00 PST

Some ad :)

Hello all, how's everyone doing? I'm just going to put up some ad for VS, check it out :) I'm actually doing pretty good right now, though alittle tired and well abit stressed.have 2 gig's in like on...
Posted by Beccaus on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 12:43:00 PST

Sleepy head ~*

Konban Wa! Right now i feel rather sleepy so i'm going to jump down into my bed very very soon.i mean.. haha 6 hours from now i have to wake up and go to the stable to let my horses outside, though th...
Posted by Beccaus on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:26:00 PST

To the name of my mind i’m losing myself.

Tonight my own sadness and loneliness fell down on me again, I'm just sitting here listening to I remember you - Blood and right now i feel nothing but empty..I don't really know why i'm feeling so lo...
Posted by Beccaus on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:43:00 PST

home again.. :<

Hello, today i came home from London.. it didn't feel fun at all, if i could i would have stayed in london for a long time.. i mean everyone was so nice there and i love that city! It feels like i can...
Posted by Beccaus on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 04:26:00 PST

9 am ~*

ugh, it's 9 am and i'm sooo tired, worked this night between 03-06 am as usual..but it's a nice morning indeed, the sun is shining and it's mist all over the lake and yeah, it's lovely. This week has ...
Posted by Beccaus on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 12:04:00 PST

Songwriting ~*

Uuugh, i'm sitting here in the middle of the night, 03 am, and is trying to write some songs. not just write though, i have to do some programing and so on, and tonight i seem to lack inspiration.. ._...
Posted by Beccaus on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 06:19:00 PST

night light ~*

Today or actually yesterday since the clock now has passed midnight. i kinda felt that i'm seeing things with a clearness that i usually don't, i doesn't feel that the world around me are clear yet, o...
Posted by Beccaus on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 06:09:00 PST

Hello hello, im alive ;>

Hello everyone :D Hope that all of you, my wonderful friends, are doing good.I'm doing pretty awesome, working nights, playing music, plays with my horses & doggy and works whenever i have time to...
Posted by Beccaus on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 09:31:00 PST

sigh..

i'm so tired of everything here right now, everyone are talking about stupid things and people are just uugh. haha i'm in a bad mood right now lol. sitting here listening to fukai no yami - girugamesh...
Posted by Beccaus on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 03:27:00 PST