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My name is Colton, but most of my friends call me Kira. -nod-
I am I, an individual in a world of individuals trying to be each other, tragic really.
I'm not interested in you at all, as a friend maybe, but I have no intention of abandoning my lover for "anyone", you can look all pretty, and put on a fake personality to win me over, but my heart belongs to no one but my dearest Evelyne, do keep this in mind.
Now then carrying on, I am easy to talk to really, I have been told I am intimidating at times, but let it be known that in truth I am really a softy who appreciates anyone who will give me a good conversation.
I lack time for negative attention or any of that sort of thing so please do not "try" to bring me down with your petty bull shit either, I don't have time for you over critical pricks who think your opinions actually matter to me, you'd be wasting your time thinking otherwise.
People who wish to compliment me or just talk to me in a civil manner that lacks an all out battle of words and witts are welcome to talk to me at anytime.
Also, I am not emo, I fucking DETEST almost all of the music connected to that label, and it's fashion looks as if a 6 year old combined it's self with a 70's reject who then tried to dress themselves upside down, while wearing a blind fold with knives tied to their hands.
Seriously, I've never seen such absolute garbage such as that, so do not confuse me with that sort of bull shit, or I might have to point out what a piece of shit you are and look for every means possible to do so just for fun.
I like taking time out of my day to insult ignorant or stupid people, it makes me feel like a big man.
Sorry if you don't quite agree with that, but I don't aim to please you because you might not be important enough to do so.
I am also not down with the clown, meaning I hate ICP for those who don't get that, nor do I like Marilyn Manson or that Slipknot or just about any other main stream english band out there.
My reasoning, is not because it is main stream, but because it sounds like utter shit, I mean seriously all I hear from these retards dressed like fucking CLOWNS of all things is how they like to kill people WHICH THEY CLEARLY FUCKING DON'T, or about how Manson HATES GOD or claims such a being doesn't exist while not even addressing the fact that whether it exists or not is beyond the standards of human understanding, or this Slipknot shit that sounds like backwashed emo baby bull shit that is sang in an angry manly voice, SORRY KIDS, BUT YOU'RE STILL A PUSSY EVEN IF YOU SOUND LIKE A "REAL MAN", so please go cut your wrists in a corner and scream about how people = shit some more 'kay thanx.
Seriously, it's this same cry baby mellow drama bull shit that is ruining both music and just really everything for everyone, it's always "Q.Q let's make songs about how we hate humanity".
What happened to writing songs with purpose that was drawn from personal experience without it sounding like a long strained pussy baby rant or an excessively heavy ballad done in out of key screams by a retard wearing a mask to cover up his ugly ass face.
Seriously, this shit makes me sick to my ass.
There are somethings that are made about personal experience, about death and loss and tragedy that are actually well done and are done with logical reasoning, but I find most bands and shit just cling to those sort of things in order to appease their industries and make money and do what is "in".
Seriously, it's like "HEY KIDS HERE HAVE SOME SHIT, THIS SHIT SMELLS AND HAPPENS TO BE OBNOXIOUS AND DUE TO THE FACT THAT ORIGINALITY IS TO HARD TO PULL OFF THESE DAYS WE'RE GOING TO OVER PRICE THIS HERE SHIT SO YOU CAN JUST SMEER IT ALL OVER YOURSELVES SO YOU FEEL AS IF YOU ARE A PART OF SOMETHING REAL -thumbs up, shiney tooth smile-"
That's pretty much how it works.
Or comedy today..oh.. how funny is a retard who postures around stage YELLS SOMETHING UTTERLY FUCKING STUPID who then laughs at himself and you retards eat it up like gold.
Seriously, I've seen fucking 100 times fucking better comedians than this Dane Cook shit I've seen, fuck you want a Koolaid joke here's one, HE'S A BIG GLASS MAN WHO BREAKS INTO RANDOM CHILDS DWELLINGS TO DISPENSE HIS JUICES TO THEM WHILE MAKING SUGGESTIVE MOVEMENTS SAYINGG "OOOOOHHHH YEAAAH".
Yeah, Mr. Koolaid man loves it when you swallow kids, he also loves the variety of colors that stain your tongues there after, it's his way of saying "I JUST RAPED YOUR MOUTH AND YOU LIKED IT".
See that actually had some taste to it, if you disagree well suck my ass hole and get a sense of humor and then go stab yourself with a railway spike.
Ahem, on a more serious note, as I've been having fun being an offensive prick in this, even though truth be told I am a nice guy, I'd rather just get all those negative thoughts out of the way so you might so understand as to what it is that really pisses me off, keep in mind I'll just stop communicating with you if you try to use those hates against me so don't be thinking I'm easy to get to, I'd just exclude you indefinately from my life without even a second thought.
But that's aside from what I am about to say, a long time ago something really awful happened to my body that made it very weak and it now regurgitates blood and lacks proper nerve endings to realize when these vommit attacks occur, these are all stress related sadly but truth is I've found my cure from my stress really, it's someone I care for, no..that's not the word, she's the person I love most, she's my escape from woe, my happiness, my trust, my passion and reason for being, she's my lover, my best friend and everything I need, her name is Evelyne, she is someone to whom I could never replace and someone I hope to spend forever with.
Truth is, I am a sentilmental person above all else, I love passion and romance and all those fairy tale things that revolve around such.
There's not much I can really do to describe those sorts of things to you, so you'll just need to ask me about my emotions on such things to get any real answers, not that I think you will, as most don't.
Truth is, I don't expect much from anyone really, I don't like to rely on people because people aren't really reliable, I have little faith in people around me so having someone I love as deeply as I do her now is rare enough on it's own.
But anyway, enough about that, I doubt you'll have read this whole thing and if you have well done, I commend and thank you for reading all this and will hope you have something to say about it.
And well that's all..
~Kira.I got my myspace layouts from www.gotomylayouts.com