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*Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain

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About Me

My Poetry - My blog - My fanfictions - More fanfictions - My Facebook page - My OkCupid page
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Backstreet Boys - Helpless When She Smiles Music Videos~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Maryline, 24, Belgium. NEVER call me Mary ! Or you won't live long lol. I prefer listening than talking. Don't know what to say about me lol I'm shy. I'd rather talk about someone else than myself ! So just ask if you wanna know something. Besides being shy people would tell you that I'm stubborn lol, get mad or upset easily, curious, caring, compassionate, perfectionist, love deep conversations and to share ideas, good listener, trustworthy, respect and don't judge others, secretive, don't open up easily, I think too much and worry all the time, would do anything to make my friends happy !
Graduated with a Bachelors degree in secretary work and languages in 2006. I'm big bosses' personal assistant/secretary in big international companies (am also the boss of other secretaries), am now looking for a job. Recently worked for CONTINENTAL (tyres for cars), I'm sure you all know CONTI. No need to say it was very stressful and all !
I'm trying to work here and get money and then in a year or so go to the US and work and live there :)
LOOKING FOR ON-LINE FRIENDSHIP ONLY !!! Mainly people from the US, Canada, England, Mexico, Puerto Rico, Spain, Australia... the age doesn't matter ! I like getting to know new people and making new friends .., people to chat with and send emails.
Oh btw I'm an angel ;)
You can write me here : [email protected] (DOES NOT work on MSN ! For emails only !)
I'LL NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART
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Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70%
Antisocial |||||||||| 48%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 58%
Narcissistic |||||| 26%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Dependent |||||||||||| 50%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion || 10%
Stability || 10%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence || 10%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness || 10%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||| 40%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
depressed, introverted, neat, needs things to be extremely clean, observer, perfectionist, not self revealing, does not make friends easily, suspicious, irritable, hates large parties, follows the rules, worrying, does not like to stand out, fragile, phobic, submissive, dislikes leadership, cautious, takes precautions, focuses on hidden motives, good at saving money, solitary, familiar with the dark side of life, hard working, emotionally sensitive, prudent, altruistic, heart over mind, unadventurous
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Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise. The Five Factor Personality Test
You Are 92% Borderline
It seems like you have borderline personality disorder.
Seriously consider seeking help, even if you think you don't need it. Do You Have a Borderline Personality?
You May Be a Bit Borderline...
Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute! What Personality Disorder Are You?
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My Interests

Poetry, writing (poetry, fanfictions, my first book), movies, singing and dancing, making websites, chatting .., daydreaming, psychology, mental health and everything that sounds interesting, deep conversations,... JOHNNY DEPP, BSB, SMG, Jensen Ackles... Having penpals all around the world, mainly from the US, Canada, Mexico, Australia, Spain...

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Which celebrity were you meant for?

Johnny Depp
Your man is Johnny Depp! You love the fact that he is a deep sensitive soul. You understand that he can be moody and distant sometimes, but you also know that he will open up to you in private. He is not only your lover, but your best friend as well. You know that your man will always be there for you... even if he doesn't tell you all the time!

HELL YEA THAT'S SO RIGHT !!! HE'S MINE YOU HEAR ME LADIES !
How You Life Your Life
You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. How Do You Live Your Life?

I'd like to meet:

*JOHNNY DEPP * BSB (Nick) * SMG (Sarah Michelle Gellar) * Jensen Ackles * Goran Visnjic (ER) * Wentworth Miller * ...

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Music:


BACKSTREET BOYS, David Charvet, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Nirvana, HIM, M Manson, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Ryan Huston, Sia, Simple Plan, Plumb, Lindsay Lohan, Justin Timberlake, Avril Lavigne, Eminem, Jesse McCartney, Placebo, Madonna, Hinder, Muse, Mariah Carrey, The Calling, Nelly Furtado, Pink, Enrique Iglesias, Jonatan Cerrada, Christophe Willem, Relient K, My Chemical Romance, Gerald De Palmas, Roch Voisine...

Movies:


Johnny Depp movies (Cry Baby, POTC 1-3, Blow, The Astronaut's wife, What's eating GG...), The Grudge, Girl Interrupted, Painful Secrets (aka Secret Cutting), Requiem for a dream, The Butterfly Effect, Trainspotting, Titanic, Romeo&Juliet, The basketball diaries, Final destination 1-3, Scream 1-3, I know what you did last summer 1&2, SAW 1-3, The Ring, Thirteen, Life as a house, Superman returns, Halloween H20 & Resurrection, Nightmare on Elm Street (+ others), Another day in Paradise...

Television:

21 JUMP STREET, ER, Third Watch, BtVS, Charmed, Angel, Higher Ground (I HAVE ALL THE EPS ON DVD !), Fasltane, Friends, Prison Break, The OC, Melrose Place, Beverly Hills 90210, Nip tuck, House MD, Pacific Blue, Dawson's Creek s6 & Dark Angel s2 (J. ACKLES !), 24, Heroes, Tru Calling, Joey, Smallville, Alias, Roswell, Heartbreak High, Baywatch, Sabrina the teenage witch...

Books:

from movies and tv shows I love + everything about JOHNNY DEPP. And true stories, drama, horror, books about issues we might be going through, psychology... ~~~~~~ Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Girl Interrupted, Christianne F, Requiem for a dream, L'herbe bleue, Buffy, Charmed, Angel...

And one of my favorite books is "The Luckiest Girl in the World" (from the movie Painful Secrets aka Secret Cutting) by psychotherapist Steven Levenkron, I read it so many times ! I still don't understand why that title regarding the story.

Heroes:

Those who help others and save lives ! (firefighters, paramedics, doctors, cops... and I'm not only saying that because those uniforms/outfits turn me on haha ;) lol), and of course Johnny Depp is my hero too :) And Clark Kent/Superman (I wish I could fly in his arms!).. ..

My Blog

NEW - Wearing masks to hide or protect... Pain,anger... Acceptance,denial... Friendship

I don't post much here cause I'm more into poetry as everyone knows, even though I write a bit less nowadays or am just too lazy to update my poetry blog. Anyways, so many things in my head now, for a...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 02:43:00 PST

Can you also fake a smile and fool everyone?!

Sometimes you wake up in the morning with that weird feeling inside.  You wonder why you're getting up, what you're doing here& and even why you breathe.   You know what to expect, same thin...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:23:00 PST

More tests

Updated after the "Do I need Therapy" test !  I think there's been some troubles with the codes so everything might not appear well  Sorry   So around a year ago I took the "Do I N...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 11:26:00 PST

Watch out who you trust ! Bastards everywhere !

Have you ever felt like you have nothing left ?  Have you ever trusted the wrong people ?.. Have you ever been used by them, by a guy / girl in a relationship ? Have you ever felt misu...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:58:00 PST

When people are fake ! Communication & trust&

 When people are fake !  Communication & trust     Have you ever noticed how fake people can be or how little they care about things, and you ?  The things they ...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 01:22:00 PST

DESPERATE... Dont know anymore...

Things were going better.  I passed the exams I had before xmas (though I have more next week), I have good news for July, I found someone who seems to love me for real, I made nice new friends o...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 04:22:00 PST

YOU CANT MISS THIS...

NOT WRITTEN BY ME !!! from that link : http://vampirefreaks.com/group_comment.php?entry=458112 ------"STOP!Don't move an inch closer to your wrist. You think that one little cut won't make a differenc...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 01:50:00 PST

I WANT THEM TO SHUT UP !!!

Anyone has any idea how to make the parents shut up !As soon as they're up they start bitching at me.I don't even talk to them, couldn't they just do the same ???Be nice to my sis and mean to me, that...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 01:42:00 PST

Ignorance...

Have you ever wondered why some people talk a lot and others barely say a word ?  Where are you ? in the middle ?  Or maybe, like me, you were talking a lot when  you were a kid and the...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 04:34:00 PST

It's easy...

Have you ever noticed how easier it was to hide your feelings than showing them, to lie than telling the truth, to take the easy wait out than trying to face what's really bothering you ? But why...
Posted by *Maryline* lost in confusion, neverending pain on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 01:45:00 PST