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Ruin canceled the diary section and opened the vip blog .
I don't need two stuff that do exactly the same thing.

Ruin, aka Rose, is of female, and the unclean species of Oriental race.
Ruin is a Satanist whose sparks of misanthrope seem to lie in contradicting other Satanists.
Sometimes I call myself "Ancient Paganist" just for the fuck of it
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No.1 fav musick genre is black metal; No.2 again is black metal; No.3 still black metal,
and speckles of Shiina Ringo when I feel the need to paint my dungeon white to keep myself from drowning; that's why it looks very lame now.
I stuff many shit down below simply to keep the column from empty, feel free to click everything.

The only two reasons why I keep the flesh in survival are love for Satan and the dear asshole(you are granted the benevolent permission to guess your head off who) whose bleak musick I find hard to resist, and dim gratitute for a handful of beloved comrades.

Now, before I ruin you, get the hell off the net.

(2007 summer, Taipei)

update-September 17

*new*

literary creations
grey diamond-English | white diamond-Chinese

loved bands
Xasthur | Drudkh | Satanic Warmaster | Corpus Christii | BlackLodge |Merrimack | Mutiilation | Mayhem | Black Funeral |Abyssic Hate | Coldness | Morte Incandescente | Funeral Mist |Watain | Leviathan | Shining | Forgotten Tomb | Sunn O))) | Bethlehem | Todesstoss | Temple of Baal | Pestilential Shadows | Deathspell Omega

charming encounters
doesn't mean I have to add them

songs Himitsu, Shuraba, Bathroom and FirstLove Prostitute by Shiina Ringo
lyrics and translation click here-
song Empty City by Faye Wong; lyrics shall be up soon.

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others

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Nocturnus Horrendus
Phobos
Junie
Balam
Shane
Vic Deth
Attila Csihar
GIN
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Potato Skywalker
Hawes
Yapo Filth
Abigail
Nattsvargr
Charles
Araath
Spike Hell
Faya Die
Black Fog
S. Vampire
Perversifier

My Blog

song4

Hatsukoi Shojo- shinpi de dekitautsukushii kemono o mirusagashiteita mono o mitsuketa yorokobi o ima uta ni kaeyoutodoite"anata no namae o shiritaiaa kitto itsuka yobemasu you ni"shinpi wa shiranaiono...
Posted by Ÿ on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 04:35:00 PST

song3

Yokushitsu-   shinjuku no kamera ya san no kaidan o orita saten wa jippo no abura to kuriimu anta no serifu ga kaotta itta desho? "ore o koroshite"kyou wa tokubetsu ni waratte bakari no atashi wa...
Posted by Ÿ on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 04:31:00 PST

song2

Shuraba- mijikayo hange, uso o kuramu tozoutagau nante asamashii desuhi no moto mitometa ano ude no shiro samadewasuretara... kogoezu ni atatamaru no kaissou kono mama kayowanai to te kamawanai kasa n...
Posted by Ÿ on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 04:27:00 PST

song 1

Himitsu- nanimo ii takunai koyoi no kuchi wa moui o furutte iru kemono o torau kyoukashodoori no kanyouku nado wa tomete... munashii dakekoko e kite saa hayaku yoru ni taberarechaa mottainai daremo sh...
Posted by Ÿ on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 04:23:00 PST

junk yard

Yes, I used to call this given Gayspace lame blog junk yard section, now it got a euphemism-- diary. It is not diary at all, dude-- as what you are reading now (I wonder if there is anyone), all ...
Posted by Ÿ on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:20:00 PST

anarchy

"first my pc broken down, then your notebook. Its a curse." "maybe next time, terrorits get to your country then the communists get to mine." "I like communists. They are the remaining regime that sti...
Posted by Ÿ on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 10:16:00 PST

how..

How are you-- how is our deeply emotive boy? whose pain is real, but far removed from the cold, hard surface of accursed sanity. Your friend yields no answer, except you are fine--   so...
Posted by Ÿ on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 07:20:00 PST

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Si Monumentum Requires, Circumspice by Deathspell Omega--- makes me feel REAL good. Perhaps I found something that trascends the influece of Torment Continues (Corpus Christii) on me....
Posted by Ÿ on Sun, 27 May 2007 05:29:00 PST

my black sun.

You are my black sun; you never give me warmth nor light, ever since I knew you, you manipulate me, and make me cry. I was never once happy ever since I knew you.   Yet you know what, dear; you ...
Posted by Ÿ on Thu, 24 May 2007 06:34:00 PST

i admit it...

I admit Im male-phobic-- I have learned to be content with my loneliness, and am afraid of any unwanted possibility that might break it-- If a male accosts me for no apparent reason, I get freake...
Posted by Ÿ on Fri, 18 May 2007 06:28:00 PST