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Delirium™[AA]

About Me


i am the stranger that you walk past on the street without taking a second glance.
I promise that when you do, you will not recognize my face.

There is a reason you clicked on this profile whether you know it or not. This is NOT my personal profile. I am not on here for popularity and picture comments. Actually, my friends don't even know that this myspace exists. I won't be telling them either. This is my experiment, more or less my dream. I know you cannot see my face and you do not know my name. You don't know where I live or what I do. All you have to know is that I'm here because I have a goal. For all of you who have felt alone, abandoned, hurt. For all of you who feel lost. For all of you who have contemplated life and whether or not you should be living it. For those who look in the mirror and see no beauty. For people who want to impact the world, even if it's just for one second. Whether it be reaching out your hand to someone or smiling at a stranger. Take one look around. There's sex, drugs, alcohol. There is suicide and murder. There is lying, stealing, and cheating. There is cutting and abuse. There is a collection of people wanting help and not receiving it whatsoever.
No one even cares anymore do they?
Well you're wrong, they do. It's so normal to flick on the news and hear about death and how numb we are to it. It's so easy to sputter the word 'hate' and not even mean it. Everything is just so easy lately.

The world is a beautiful place. Every single one of you is beautiful and I feel like in today's society, no one feels that anymore. If you don't see that yet, I promise there will be a time for you. It's rare to find something truly, genuinely beautiful. So what I am trying to say, is that I think it's time to look at the world in a different light. Change yourself, change others. I don't want to sound too creepy, but I care for whoever is reading this. I want to know your name and what you live for. I am here to listen and to talk back. I'm here to spread new ideas and renew the old ones.
This has nothing to do with religion or race or what music you listen to. I don't judge anyone and I learned that the hard way. The most beautiful people I've met are the people you've probably passed up. A 96 year old woman gave me the best advice I've ever received in life. A little baby boy showed me how I should view the world. A person on the verge of taking their life away taught me how to love. The person I thought I hated most made me change myself to who I am now. If I were to die tomorrow, I would go knowing that I did everything I could. The only thing I want now is this..
If you have read this, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You don't know who I am, and my pictures are purposely made so that your own mind shapes me the way it wants to. You're going to view me the way you want to, whether it's right or not. Make me this illusion. I am not a person anymore. I'm an idea. I believe that there are angels on earth. I have met more than one. That's why I call this the angel alliance. It's to get people supporting things that they believe in and to become a better person. It's about spreading the word of all of these ideas and believing in yourself. If there is something you want to change about yourself, do it. You'll impact others by doing so. So all I ask of you, is to add me and spread the idea to everyone you know.
I once had a dream to change the world. I know how silly that sounds, but I still believe that it's possible.
I just need you to start it with me.
This is my project.
To see how many people actually care.
To see how many people have felt anything on my profile.
To see how many people want to change something.
To see how many people felt moved by this.
Add me and let's see how many.
no one is alone here.

[add me with the first button.]

My Interests

I help promote other people, music, etc. with a cause.
I would greatly appreciate if you did the same for me.

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Music:

"Smile alot today, okay?" -Matthew Gilbert

Movies:

"When you look in the mirror in the morning, don't let the world tell you you're ugly, don't let the world tell you you don't matter, don't let the world tell you you're fat or dumb or stupid, or not cool enough for myspace. Know that you're beautiful know that you're special..." -aaron gillespie

Television:



i'm 16.
i'm average height.
average weight.
an average student
who is wishing to do better.
i'm a virgin.
with no first kiss.
i don't drink.
i don't smoke/do drugs.
i'm not proud of that.
i'm left handed.
but use my right hand too on occasion.
I have never had a job.
i have had most of the same friends,
since i've been in first grade.
i pray each night.
but i don't go to church.
i live by the lake, by the sea, and by the city.
i live on a mountain.
someone i care for
lives 3000 miles away.
i have recurring dreams.
most about the world.
and i believe in god.
i feel like the more i talk,
the more i contradict myself.

Heroes:



My Blog

Journal Entry One.

I didn't feel like writing another topic at the moment, but more of a journal entry. It's mostly for myself really these entries, but you're welcome to read and say something about it if you want. I'm...
Posted by Delirium™[AA] on Sat, 26 May 2007 06:14:00 PST