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Gothness

Alternative / Fetish / Art Model & Actress

About Me


"Beautifully Dark, Provocative, Seductive And Somewhat Disturbing"
"Hard As Steel And Mad As Hell"
"The Most Beautiful Girl I Have Ever Seen, And I've Seen Quite A Few"/Photographer Ward Boult, Los Angeles
"The Real Corpse Bride"
"So Often Imitated, But Never Duplicated""Beautiful, Dark And Deliciously Deadly"/Dominic Morgan, Writer/Producer Bleak Films, UK
"Goddess Of Darkness, The Vampire Of Vampires.
She Is Everything And She Has Everything"/ Photographer Lars Uddén, Stockholm
I Don't Play By The Rules... Ever. I Tell It Like It Is, No Bullshit...
Very Few Of My MySpace Friends Will Ever Get To Know The Person Behind "Gothness", Since I'm Mainly Here To Promote Her...
But In Short This Is What You Can Expect To Find If You Don't Only Touch The Surface...
I'm An Alternative/Fetish/Art Model & Actress. And I'm Boring. Seriously, I Am.
Also: A Horrible Swedish/French/Spanish Mix. A True Angel To Some And A Nightmare To Others... I'm Kind But Far From Stupid, Forgiving But Never Forgetting, Revengeful And Angry But Rarely Violent... Strong As Fuck When I'm Strong, Selfdestrutive When I'm Weak, Hard To Please, Loving, Addictive, Stubborn, Caring, Manic, Lazy, Selfconfident But Not Cocky, Dreamer But Realistic, Impulsive, Trusting, Spiritual But Not Religious.
I Give All The Benefit Of The Doubt Until It Is Betrayed.
I'm Extremely Passionate In Everything I Do, Life Is Too Short To Worry. And I See Dead People... Sadly Most Of Them Are Still Alive...
Heavily Medicated For Your Well Being... Insane? Yeah, Probably. What More Can I Say... I'm a Model Not A Writer.
More Of Me Here:
www.gothness.net
Proud Member Of:
www.nocturnalmodels.com
www.satanic-sluts.com
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My Interests


Would You Tell Me, Please, Which Way I Ought To Go From Here?

Maybe Alices Wonderland Isn't So Great After All...
Stay In It And You'll Get Insane Too

No More Tears... Fukkk That

My Cats...
Other People's Cats
(My Angels Cosmos, Gubben, Lucifer ... RIP)
...The Monsters...Blood...
Nisse...
Camden...Black...
Parapsychology...Rings... L'oreal...Ghosthunts... Gore...Leather...Latex... MYST, Riven, Exile, Uru... PVC...Cosmos...Silver... Vampires...Gubben...
Horrormovies... Bananas...Mondays...
Haunted Woods...
Intelligence...
False Eyelashes...
Splatter...Coffee...Sleeping...Animals... Kindness
(Not To Be Mistaken For Weakness) ...Cemeterys...
My Battery-Charger... Alex...Dave...Kamila...
Vie...Zakk...Squier
...Music...
Fishnet Stockings...Sex... Dublin...LA...Paris...London
...Hope...
Brittish Airways
...Sculpting...Naked City Ink...
...Makeup...Drawing...Love ...American Airlines...Ryan Air... ...Black Nailpolish...Dave Zero...Big Mike... Liverpoolstreet...Ghosts... Candy...My PC
...Faith...Subway... Place Monge...Stockholm... Metal...Cookies...Karma Cranberry Juice...Horror Movies... Diet Coke...Webdesign...Dreaming ...Fender...Singing...Coffins... Behringer V-Amp... Modelling...

Dislikes: Arrogance... Weak And Narrowminded People...
Jealousy...Posers...Stalkers...Animalcruelty...
Fish And Seafoods...Religious Fanatics...Whiskey
...Diets...Stupidity...Oh And Dannes Lethal Sambuca-Shots!!

I'd like to meet:


My Agent...

Donno, Nice People...?

A Fool Once Told Me That The World Doesn't Evolve Around Me. He/She Was Wrong Ofcourse...
I AM GOD On This Page. So These Are My Rules/Guidelines:

BANDS:
NOT That I Don't LOVE Music...
But I'M NOT A RECORDCOMPANY.

FRIENDS:
You're In For A Looong Wait If You Send Me Friend-Requests Without Saying A Word To Me. Like FOREVER...
I'm Not A Friend-Collector, And More Isn't Always Merrier...
Don't Bitch If I Decide Not To Add You, I Don't Need More "Friends" So I Mainly Add People I Know Irl & People In The Business.
"Wanna-Be"-Models Are NOT In The Business, Sorry...

UNDER 18?
Please Go Somewhere Else. I Don't Mean To Be Rude, But What Could I Possibly Have In Common With You...

PRIVATE PROFILES?
Are Stoopid... And I'm Not Adding Stoopid People,Sorry...

And Regarding The "Top-Friends" Here On MySpace...
Plz Don't Bitch If You're Not On My Page.
My Current Top Friends Are People I Need To Have Easy And Fast Access To, Either For Work Or For My Sanity. And Your Wellbeing...

My Family

Abgott - "Thy Infernal Fields"

Music:



I Listen To All Sorts Of Junk But Mainly Metal, In All Its Beautiful Forms...Here It Goes:

Dark Funeral
Abgott
Katatonia
Morbid Angel
At The Gates
The Crown
Pantera
King Diamond
Mercyful Fate
Freak Kitchen
Apocalyptica
Ancient
Black Label Society
Lambretta
Bloodshed
Megadeth
Dream Theater
Cradle Of Filth
Emperor
Anthrax
Yngwie Malmsteen
Rob Zombie
Zakk Wylde
Metallica
Enslaved
Leprosy
Marduk
Judas Priest
Dimmu Borgir
Patti Smith
Cannibal Corpse
Ozzy
Children Of Bodom
WASP
Skidrow
Guns N'Roses
Slayer
Annihilator
Audioslave
Behemoth
Aerosmith
Amon Amarth
Kiss
Ratt
Immortal
Fear Factory
Symphony X
Opeth
Pure X
Overkill
Nevermore
Satanic Warmaster
Entombed
Daughter
Etc...
Etc...
Etc...

Movies:



There Are So Many...

* Subject 3(Ofcourse he he)
* The Ring (Japanese Versions)
* Saw
* The Cube
* The Shining
* Interview With The Vampire
* Nightmare Before Christmas
* Corpse Bride
* Sleepy Hollow
* Jacob's Ladder
* The Dark (So Beautifully Filmed, Don't Like The Story Too Much Though)
* Saint Ange/House Of Voices
* The Rocky Horror Picture Show
* Twin Peaks/Fire Walk With Me
And If I Feel Like Crying...
* Bridges Of Madison County lol
Seen It At Least 15 Times And I Cry Like A Baby Every Time.
I Have A Huge Crush On Tim Burton, The Man's A Genius.
I'm Also Madly In Love With David Lynch.

Television:

I Never Watch It.

Books:

I Mainly Read Books By Anne Rice And Stephen King. But I'm Also Madly In Love With Lewis Carroll's "Alice In Wonderland", Margit Sandemo's "Sagan Om Isfolket" (The Tales Of The Icepeople) And Antoine De Saint-Exupéry's "The Little Prince"

Exboyfriends: Kidding Ofcourse...

Heroes:

The Monsters That Kept Me Alive When The Entire World Fell Over My Head. HARD... I Love You

My Father, Who Was An Angel If There Ever Was One. The World Is So Much Uglier Without Him

Jason Becker For Being A Rolemodel And For Keeping Me Strong. Even When I'm Sick.
Gonzalo J. Fuentes For The Same Reasons

Satriani, Vai, Malmsteen, IA Eklundh, Randy Rhoads, Petrucci, Angelo, Becker, Zakk Wylde For Inspireing Me (But Also Making Me Feel Bad About Being So F-ing Lazy...)
Bob Carlos Clarke,Helmut Newton
It Sucks That My 2 Main Photographic Inspirations Are Both Dead... RIP
Honest People In General, And GAWWWWD... People With Spines, Who Aren't Afraid To Follow Their Hearts.
And Finally...
Everyone Who Didn't Believe In Me. From The Bottom Of My Heart...
Thank You, You Made Me Work Harder :)

My Blog

Releaseparty @ Rocks

My Dear Friends Machinery Are Having Their Releaseparty @ Rocks (Mariatorget, Stockholm) Saturday May 24  Be There Or Be Square... ("Dead Man" By Machinery Playing On My Page...
Posted by Gothness on Tue, 20 May 2008 12:15:00 PST

Is This ART To You???

Ok Dear Friends... It's Time To Take A Stand. I'm Totally Disgusted By This, And Hopefully I'm Not The Only One... I'm Not A Violent Person, But Gawd Help This "Artist" If I Ever Meet Him   ...
Posted by Gothness on Wed, 21 May 2008 01:23:00 PST

Spain :)

Back To The Roots ! Just Like Last Year I'm Bringing The Party-Crew  To Torrevieja July-August  :) This Is Gonna Be A Relaxing Vacation... Sangria And Champagne On The Balcony... Thai-Massag...
Posted by Gothness on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:44:00 PST

In Search Of A New Castle

Painted The Walls In Castle Gothness Bloodred, But It Didn't Help. I Really Don't Love It Anymore, I Guess We've Grown Apart... So I Really Need A New Castle. Got An Apartment/House/Castle, Prefe...
Posted by Gothness on Mon, 19 May 2008 08:15:00 PST

Wave Goodbye...

Can't Find Yourself Amongs My Friends Anymore? Stop Searching...You're Most Likely Fired There You Go, Now I Feel Much Better   ...
Posted by Gothness on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 11:28:00 PST

Shameless Selfpromotion...

Extremely Versatile Alternative/ Fetish/ Art-Model, Who Resently Discovered That She's Also A Darn Good Actress...  If You're Looking For A Model Out Of The Ordinary... Someone To Spice Up ...
Posted by Gothness on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 05:53:00 PST

My Unknown Twins...

Fakers And Imposters... Sad Topic, Pathetic Really. What Makes A Person Dislike Themselves To The Point That They Decide To Steal Someone Elses Identy Online? Beats Me... None Of Them Would Survive ...
Posted by Gothness on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:32:00 PST

Gothness Goes To London...

I'll Be In London/Birmingham December 5-12. Interested In Working With Me? Schedule Is Getting Tight, But Plz Contact For Rates/Availability  : ) I Might See Some Of You @ Devolution Magazine Xma...
Posted by Gothness on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:00:00 PST

Blood & Dishonour Etc

I'm Featured In Nigel Wingrowe's (Redemption) Book "Blood & Dishonour"  "Here, in a series of striking photographic portraits and personal statements, elite members of the Satanic Sluts...
Posted by Gothness on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 11:27:00 PST

Tattoo-Expo, Stockholm

I'm On My Way To "Hunk-Heaven" Ha Ha Ha (My Sister's Description Of The Tattoo-Expo In Stockholm)  Nope, I'm Not Getting Any New Tattoos ! ( I Hope)   Stockholm Ink Bash-Report: Sikkk ...
Posted by Gothness on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 03:20:00 PST