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Benjamin

INQUISITIVE, PLEASING, BLAH BLAH BLAH

About Me

i am jester trapped in this Urban Jungle. Someone please set me free.i'm Dysfunctional, deillusional, depressional, impressional... i guess thats about it. (& Scarred).

My Interests

CYCLING (hope to see the world on it one day)PHOTOGRAPHY (human portraits), SCUBA DIVING(HAVE YET TO PICK IT UP), CULTURE, HISTORY (Romans & Macedonians), GEOGRAPHY, ECO (Antartica), MAMMALS (whales), LANGUAGE & PEOPLE (women), POETRY, LITERATURE (not all). Collecting Toys(Spawn)

I'd like to meet:

caligula, Alexander the Great, Lana Lang, Dorian Gray, Homer, Plato, Socrates, Nero... hopefully everyone (but it's impossible in one life time) or at least one person from each continet or anyone who can be my anchor & inspiration. anyone who needs an extra friend & a listening ear. just about anyone!! so what r u waiting for WANKERS???!!! drop by & say hi!!!! who ever u are & whatever u are!!

Music:

Anything by beatles(they started it all),Tori Amos(plays a wickedly evil piano) Mew, Stereophonics, The Bravery, The Killers, Cold Play,Travis, Dave Matthews,Counting Crows,The Clash, The Who, The Cure, The Smashing Pumpkins, Journey,Aerosmith (they ROCK!), A Perfect Circle, Staind, DashBoards Confessionals, R.E.M, 3rd eye blind, milesdavis, john coltrane, collin rollins, billy holiday, duke elligton, frank sintara etc etc.

Movies:

Silence Of The Lambs, Hannibal,Memphis Belle,Chicago, Moulin Rouge, Romeo & Juliet, Whale Rider, Pay It Forward, Dances With Wolves, Hamburger Hill, Platoon, virgin suicides, Horse Whisper, godfather 1 2 3, Gladiator, When Harry Met Sally, Message In A Bottle, Rainman, Benhur, Spartacus, The shipping News, Casino, Sea Biscuit, Pretty Women, The Cell, Showgirls, k-pax, american beauty, Dead Poets Society, Goodfellas, I Am Sam,The Love Letter, ghost in a shell, Arkira, AMERICAN HISTORY X, count of monte cristo, Formula 51, Kill Bill1&2, Almost Famous,Troy,Shrek1&2, Saving Private Ryan,Thin Red Line, D-day, Full Metal Jacket, Troy, Spider-Man, Cast Away,King Arthur

Television:

will & grace!!, Nip/Tuck,The O.C,24, that 70's show!!, fraiser, cheers, discovery channel, MTV, cow & chicken, power puff girls, dexters lab, office, x-men, gilmore girls, young americans, goodness gracious me, The Sketch Show

Books:

A child Called 'IT' & The Lost Boy By Dave Peizer. Ash Wednesday & Hottest State by Ethan Hawke. Angelas Ashes & 'tis from Frank McCourt (his life is so sad, it takes a man with balls to truefully write about his life.) Grapes of Wrath, Of Mice & Men, anything from John Steinback & Mario Puzo (because they are helleva of storytella.) Victor Hugo anything about the mafia, literaturish,sonnnets, poetry or history.

Heroes:

my Dad.

My Blog

Untitled.

Untitled 30 seconds to the elevator. 30 seconds worth of distance. 30 seconds of sweaty palms. 30 seconds of tinglness. 30 seconds to reluctance. 30 seconds of you... 30 seconds to last a lif...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Inventing the Inevitable

Inventing the Inevitable Nites when u are not home, means that you're loved. These are nites i have to invent u, 'cos it hurts to know u are with someone. Another loving u, would have be...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Wild Flower

My Wild Flower The desolate Mimosa, Out reach of a trembling hand, that is mine. I shall rescue you, despite withdrawals at every touch. I will rescue you, despite bleeding from your repulsiv...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Seamstress of Depression

Designed by isolation & depression. Bracelets of ruby red threads she wears. Accessories tied with a knife. Drawing jealous stares, because no one dares to wear. An artist shunned by the society ...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Dont Leave

Each teardrop, is filled with a piece of my broken heart. Each tear drop, carries the essence of you. I tried to contain your essence in my cup hand. It still seeps through my fingers&little by...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I See All

Sky beneath my feet, I look up at the world. Through my telescope, I see her hiding behind a porcelain smile. The ignorant smiles back & move on. ...Tears swell in my heart. > benjamin (me)
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Unpolished

I love you, for being so imperfectly beautiful. I love you, for your flawed cuteness. I love you, for the cruelty in your tenderness. I love you, for your intolerable patience. I love you,...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Broken Will

With her, Im so redundant. Alone, I find no solace in my own thoughts. Now shes gone, Im isolated, confused & tormented. My will & heart lays twisted & grotesque. > benjamin (me)
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Chosen

The clock ticks& Friendship or relationship? A choice. Which will it be? Which will we choose? The clock stops&neither > benjamin (me)
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Afternoon Of Memories

Fluffy skies. A lone some day. Canopy above. Comfort of grass below. Warmth & serenity, cradles & course through my body. Sudden whispering of the wind Memories fall in a dance. > b...
Posted by Benjamin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST