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MY "COMMENT" PROMPT IS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE, NO CLUE.------------------------------------------------------- ****Don't be angry. You need to read everything here. I am here when no one else will listen. JC and I will never leave you when you fall.****I love YOU, what else can I say?You know I cannot stop loving you, humans don't have an off switch.18Sept2007: I JUST POSTED A VERY IMPORTANT BLOG: CANCER RESEARCH. ITS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR.I need you by my side as my equal. I cannot stand alone by a memory.######### ;########## ;########## ;########## ;########I see you donated your hair again. I am so proud of you. I assure you it will be important to someone. You are the most remarkable woman in the Universe, I've been around looking. You look more of a woman everyday. Am I the only one who trust' your better judgement?########&# 035;#########&# 035;#########&# 035;#########&# 035;#########RA INBOW SIX01Jun2007Sun13:03Thank you for reading my last and final E-Mail; also deleteing and blocking me. At least I know your alive and I hope OK. Everyone told me not to give up on you, but its means nothing. You gave up on me, without a second thought. You said that you can do anything if you put your mind to it. You never even tried. I gave it all I had plus my heart. Once you loose your heart, which, I can never get back. You said that you could see true love when it came, but you will always settle for second best, or worse. You will never be able to build a castle on stones, but sand on the stairway to heaven. You let your friends get their way. You will always choose the easy path. It will please everyone else, but you will never be satistfied or find any peace to call your own. They will hide from you when you fail, just like JC. All you can hope for is the chipped paint on the rusting Gates. You won. I lost again. I will love you always. This is beyond your ability to understand.########& #035;#########& #035;#########& #035;#########& #035;#########I found the Chris Issak song that I think about you daily. I meet Chris in SF once and had him autograph my tape for this. He is really very cool. You would love to meet him. I know a lot of singers in SF. Click below on the video.######### ########## ########## ########## #########I said I would swimn the James for you because you are worth it. Now it seems your on the other side of the Atlantic. I would still swimn it, but it takes too long. I have friends down under that are a continent and two oceans away and they chat. It would be eaiser if you drive thru the tunnel. You're still worth it.#########� 35;#########� 35;#########� 35;#########� 35;#########� 35;#########� 35;#########� 35;#########� 35;#########� 35;######Why has God forsaken me to this bloody planet? I feel like I am on the biggest "Ship of Fools" floating aimlessly in the Universe. Fog bank, No rudder, engines OOC, no life boats, low on fuel. SOS to JC: Urgent MEDIVAC for one.-----------------------------------------------I ONLY HAVE ACCESS TO THE NET ONCE A DAY AT THE LIBRARY AROUND 11 AM DST SO THERE IS A DELAY. ALSO ONE DAY BEHIND THE LAND OF OZ. CHEERS !!!!!----------------------------------------------------Rul e 1 (there are no others)@There is no perfection in life. Everything is flawed. If you seek, you shall never find. And you will soon run out of time.The sooner you accept this, the better you can understand the diversity of the Universe and your knowledge will span such.------------------------------------------------------- --LotSome days I feel like Lot.Just 10 good men.Just 10 good women.JUST TEN !!!!!!!*****************My List:1. VW2. Reanin-----------------------------------------------I am in the Solution Business !I tell this to people and they don't believe a word of it. It is so easy to solve problems. People are absolutly stuck in the 20th century and cannot take a risk or make a change for the better.I told someone lately that I could fix almost anything, except for one item. Only one person can fix that type of problem, and I am afraid he has not been around for over 2000 years. There are no limits to the possibilities in the Universe. You simply have to get this time problem out of your mind.The problem here is that she doesn't believe me and now we are both lost in time. At least I can see that.---------------------------------------------------Why? Why is it when you love someone dearly and they leave you, do other people jump in and say "get over it", or "move on to someone else", or worst, "time will heal all and you will forget her/him"?These folks need serious enlightment in the ways of the Universe. You know that special someone was sent by JC on a collision course to see if the two of you can handle the flack. This is to test you both like "gold in a furnance" to see if you both can build an empire built on stones and not sand.Comments by good meaning people hurt more than the loss of a love one because they are cold, shallow, and false. Once you love someone you cannot stop. It is beyond humans ability to understand this or accept. You will never forget, it will never go away, and the dreams will never stop. Why fight your inner nature to survive? Once you give your heart to that someone, you can never get it back unless she/he gives her/his heart back in return. That's the secret and mystery of it all. The problem is if you do not seek the opportunity given you, you will miss the chance for a wonderful life filled with purpose, legacey and children. This does not mean you cannot get these things from someone else, but it will be at great expense and not as fulfilling. Don't sell yourself short or wreck your own boat. Go for the best and work for it. If it's not worth fighting for, it not worth keeping.NEVER stop loving someone you know was chosen for you by the higher One. You may not ever see them again here in the corporal span, but you will love again in the Nexus of Eternity.--------------------------------------------------- --Are You First?How can any marriage or relationship ever work if you do not put each other first in each ones life in all respects. This sounds good and simple but it almost never works. Why?Humans expect this to mean that only one person can be in your life and it has to be absolutly exclusive. In other words you are forbidden to love someone else. This is called "lonesome two-some disease". What total nonsense ! Say for example your girl/wife insists that you never love another woman but her. OK, but what happens when a baby girl is born and grows up to be that other woman. Of course you will love both but your girl/wife is still first. This may seen obvious and pointless, but the problem starts from the first moment you are asked to make a committment that can never be honored. The conflict will cause trouble and is un-realistic.So how do you overcome this? Put each other first in you lives in all major decisions and follow your committment to each other. Never do anything major without due consideration of your partner in life.Then the kids come second in all the same reguards. PERIOD ! The kids do not come first or they will wreck your relationship. Then the parents come third as advisors but they do not get a vote either, only due respect and consideration. The rest of the lot, including girlfriends, boyfriends, co-workers, and other relatives do not get a vote either. They can voice their view, but if they are offering deceit and destruction of your relationship, they need to wing it. They are not your friends. PERIOD !!!Do not give power to people who do not have it. It will only breed treachery and ruin your life and the love ones about you.The idea is to love as many people as possible, within your vowes or committment. Do this without the social engineering drama. People seem to think that it has to be that way because they have proven it in their miserable failed lives. Don't fall for this simple trap. Be happy and steer your own rudder that God give you and tell the other bloody idiots to take their hands off the tiller.----------------------------------------------------- ---(local bumper sticker seen today 29Jun2007)"If you condemn someone's love for another,You don't understand love at all."This is Exactly what happend to me and my VW.I really wish people would just mind there own bloody damn business and "Live and Let Live".------------------------------------------------------ --- Date: Aug 13, 2007 12:19 AMSubject: don't read if you immature...seriouslyBody: Why do we sleep in church, But stay awake through a 2 hour movie?Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex?Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine, but find it easy to read Playboy?Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message, Yet we repost the nasty ones?Why are churches getting smaller, But bars and clubs are growing?Think about it, are you going to repost this? Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?Repost this as "Don't read if you're immature...seriously" 80 % of you wont repost this.The Lord said: "If you deny me in front of your friends I will deny you in front of my father"THANKS FROM NIKITA DYNAMITE, FRIEND BELOW CLICK AND ADD. CHEERS !!!!!!!!-------------------------------------------------Din e Asdzani NizhoniIn Beauty it is done, In harmony it is written, In beauty and harmony it shall so be finished. Changing Woman said it so.-----------------------------------------------------Lies ?Do you lie? Everyone does, its a human flaw. But do you lie by omission? That is something you have absolute control over. Does someone have to go the gambit of 20 questions to get the truth out of you? Just simply answer the truth and the whole truth without embelishment. Simple: A lie of omission is still a bold faced lie!-----------------------------------------------------Stu ck ?Adapt, improvise, overcome, accept change and make decisions.Can you do these things? Over 90% of humans are incapable of doing even one. People feel that a bad situation is good if they feel confortable. No matter how bad it gets, people will not walk away from a bad situation.Men and women are alike but suffer from different stimulas. Women cannot admit to or walk away from a bad marriage, abusive boyfriend, even in the ER after a beating. I have seen too much of this.Men cannot walk away from or admit to bad business deals, gambling, booze, sex, drugs and other addictions. They can always handle it, or cover it up. That is until they are in the ER after a car accident, or arrested.Both men and woman share common addictions which they seek instead of solutions to change. Drugs, booze, sex outside of commitment, child abuse (yes women do it to but not as much), spouse beatings, gambling, food, etc.It is so easy to change, but getting to that one point in time is almost the whole battle. There is no need to put up with society's social and politicaly correct engineering. It is absolutly destructive and all it does is give power to the wicked who have no ligitimate power to begin with. The real sad part is that the children under 5 are the true innocent victims and grow up damage for life. God gave us all, and some countries have endorse, that all humans have equal rights. When are people on this planet going to wake up and embrace this? Time is running out for change. Do something today to change this planet for the love of humanity and the just.------------------------------------------------------- I know I am living in the wrong century. Either I am 100 years ahead when this planet finally wakes up; or, 100 years behind in a time of civility and respect for women and children. People are way to brutal to women and children today.But sometimes I think I was sent on a mission to the wrong planet and I am living in a vaccume. The harder I try to change this planet to a better society, the worst it gets. Is this place really worth saving?If you know what I am talking about, please give me your thoughts on this. If not, just ignor this and keep on crusing to self destruction. You can only save yourselves.-----------------------------------------------(p ulling some of this from the blogs to save space and time)I have a riddle for you. Only one person can answer it and she no longer exists and I will never see or hear from her ever again. Nor, will I ever hear the answer. Ignor the details and look at the higher answer. The riddle can apply to anyone who reads this:If you and I got married today, I will live to be 178, and you will live to be 145. When we both expire, you and I will be the same age.How can this be? There are two correct answers. You must get both right. The only prize is knowledgeE-MAIL ME---------------------------------------------------Bottom line from an old Russian Proverb (no copy right, over 400 yars old):If it's all planned out,And we are skating on thin ice,Then why not Dance.------------------------------------------------------ -If JC was a Sailor when he walked upon the water, why do only drowning men (women) see him?------------------------------------------------------Al ways do things that are legal, moral and ethical.Then when your are persecuted, and you will be, they can only throw stones.----------------------------------------------------- --Never hang out with friends who don't:1. Support you in your goals.2. Support you in your choice for love.3. Support you in keeping your body in good health. This means no drinking & driving, no druggin, no risky sex (read AIDS and the other 43 STD's), over eating, not excercising. If you have good health and are still sucking air you will always have the advantage.4. Support you in making correct decisions even if they are not PC, popular, offends others, etc. THEY have to just get over it.5. Supports you to "do no harm" to others.6. Supports you do be moral, legal, and ethical.7. Supports you if you feel that greed and money is not the means to the end.8. Supports your efforts to live the "Golden Rule".----------------------------------------------------Re member that money will not and can never buy you Love, friends, good health and wisdom.----------------------------------------------------- If you don't invite me to your wedding, don't expect me to go to your funeral. (Old Russian proverb 300 years old no copyright)-------------------------------------------------- -------No matter how hard you workout, no matter what shape you get in, you still cannot workoff the ugly.Be bloody happy with what you got, and tell the critics to get in shape.------------------------------------------------------ ---I don't do one way streets.I'm in the solution business.Two way communication is the only acceptable forum.I am not a book to get info from and then dumped.I am not a Doctor so don't ask for free medical advice. Consult you Physician.I am a carpenter. If you don't know what that means, look it up. All MD's are carpenter's.Confused ?--------------------------------------------------------Fai thThis is an old fable from the Arab world and in not copyrighted. Many centries old.A recently married daughter ran home to cry to her mother about the newly arranged marriage. Her marrage was a nightmare.The mother told her this fable:Two men were in prison for life. Arab punishment is harsh and un-relenting. One night the first prisoner was looking out the window bars and said that all he could see was darkness and sand. He asked the other prisoner what he saw?The other prisoner who had been there for quite some time said:I look up into the sky and see the stars and the glory of God ( pick which ever applies to your faith).The daughter went home without a word.------------------------------------------------------- --143 ?Many know what this means and most do not or where it came from and why. Way back before the internet, radio (voice), cell phones and the like, most messages were sent via telegraph or radio telegraph to reach around the planet. The base cost was a fee for a small amount if there was 20 words or less. This made it affordable for the masses. As usual the government and business couldn't care less about cost.To make a msg short with more bang for the buck, codes were used and the bonus was numbers were free and did not count for your 20 or less. 143 was adopted as the letter count for the phrase:"I Love You" (I=1, Love=4, You=3).During WWII millions of well wishes were sent back and forth between the lads and the gals back home, always with 143 as the final notation. This was BTW, the only allowed code the military sensors would pass on so as not to imform someone about a death or injury.Over the years many people used the code in all types of communications to enhance the meaning. One of the most famous was a lighthouse called Minot's Ledge and it was nicknamed the Lover's light. That's because the flash code for that lighthouse (and fog horn signal) was 143. This was just a chance happening and not by design of the lighthouse. Since then many people refer to Minot' instead of 143 but it implys the same. Also many people have been married at the lighhouse site on shore, since the actually lighthouse is sitting out in the surf and vistors are not allowed because of the violent surf.Now you know !!!Ain't it cool !!!!!------------------------------------------------------- --For 60 Years the correct advice was:1.Eat a BALANCED diet. (There is no bad Chinase, Italian or any other food.)2. Do NOT smoke. (Includes pot.)3.Drink in MODERATION. (Not like a bloody goat.)4. Keep your WEIGHT down. (If you eat 12 Big Mac' a day, whose the idiot?)5. EXCERISE, EXCERISE, EXCERISE !!!!!! (Do you get it.)6. Never use any DRUGS not prescribed by your doctor. (Never listen to a reporter for medical advice, Their NOT MD's)No wounder Doctors are quiting. In 30 years there won't be any Doctors left. Then who are you going to blame? Do you think the dirtbag lawyers will save you?-----------------------------------------------------Be happy?1. Don't sleep with anyone whom you do not truly love.2. Don't sleep with anyone whom you are not willing to marry.3. Don't sleep with anyone whom you are not willing to have children with. (or use BC if you don't want children)If both of you don't apply all three rules, one will take route and the others will fail and you will fall into misery.----------------------------------------------------- -I ain't got no tatoo' or piercings. But I do have stab wounds, surgical scars, and power burns. Does that count?