I SPEAK-My mind speaks before the thoughts are processed... I can't keep it inside, I become restless... I speak because that's me.... I speak bc without it, my soul couldn't see.... blocked with closed emotions itchin to run free... I choose to speak.... allowing my soul to leak... people don't feel it.... it's so real it, causes confusion to the simple minded... too deep to creep underneath the souls in which it's targeted at. I'm misunderstood, wishin sometimes I could, become closed to the depth within myself..... then I remember, I am me... I like me.... and without my internal mental chaos, I would be internally unavailable to the inner depth of the ones that attract me....
These days I'm learning that words got meaning.... so Ima be specific........