Live ur life till love is found

About Me

my favorite monologe: "Whatever became of the moment when one first knew about death? There must have been one. A moment. In childhood. When it first occured to you that you don't go on forever. Must have been shattering. Stamped into one's memory. And yet, I can't remember it. It never occured to me at all. We must be born with an intuition of mortality. Before we know the word for it. Before we know that there are words. Out we come, bloodied and squawling, with the knowledge that for all the points of the compass, theres only one direction. And time is its only measure. "another fav quote/monologe: "Rosencrantz: Did you ever think of yourself as actually dead, lying in a box with a lid on it? Guildenstern: No. Rosencrantz: Nor do I, really. It's silly to be depressed by it. I mean, one thinks of it like being alive in a box. One keeps forgetting to take into account the fact that one is dead, which should make all the difference, shouldn't it? I mean, you'd never *know* you were in a box, would you? It would be just like you were asleep in a box. Not that I'd like to sleep in a box, mind you. Not without any air. You'd wake up dead for a start, and then where would you be? In a box. That's the bit I don't like, frankly. That's why I don't think of it. Because you'd be helpless, wouldn't you? Stuffed in a box like that. I mean, you'd be in there forever, even taking into account the fact that you're dead. It isn't a pleasant thought. Especially if you're dead, really. Ask yourself, if I asked you straight off, "I'm going to stuff you in this box. Now, would you rather be alive or dead?" naturally, you'd prefer to be alive. Life in a box is better than no life at all, I expect. You'd have a chance, at least. You could lie there thinking, "Well, at least I'm not dead. In a minute somebody is going to bang on the lid, and tell me to come out." [bangs on lid] Rosencrantz: "Hey you! What's your name? Come out of there!" Guildenstern: [long pause] I think I'm going to kill you. "Love me and I will Love you back, lie to me and i will forgive you, fuck with my heart and i will mend yours, play games with me, and i will play them right back! I'm complicated and drama, deal with it... hey at least i'm not boring right? I hate drama but i seem to find it so please dont bring it, i have a hard enough time fighting whats around already.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

There are just some types of people I just cant stand so deal with it. If you send me a message saying something along the lines of "yo gurl you a fine ass chick. hit me up if you wanna kick it some time baby. peace" i will delete you faster than you can say I aint part of that click. Also if you act like a black man from oakland but you are as white as a piece of paper i wont be talking back to you, same with acting like a latin gang banger. I maybe live in the bay but I dont act like it. I want to meet people that have similar influences and interests, so please read before adding or messaging me. Another thing, and most important actually.... NO PLAYERS!!! If you have more girls on your site than an Egyption harem I am not going to be interested in you. Its cool to have hot girls as friends but dear god, when you have a girl commenting every day like "Hey babe i miss you" and "i cant wait to see you!!" and blah blah blah I wont be interested in becoming another one of your little trophies. LOL ok now that i made my little hate speach i do in fact like meeting people. Good people that love to have fun and like to just fuck around and play nice. I dont want drama so please be an honest person and i will love ya for it. so message me if you think I am the type of person you can hang out with and can entertain. AND FOR FUCK SAKE NO GUYS WITH GIRL FRIENDS!!!!!!! not in any sort of way, i am sick of guys who wants chicks to fuck but already have a gf.. i dont like it

Movies:

Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead, pulp fiction, four rooms, trainspotting, dogma, waiting, reservour dogs (man my spelling sucks monkey ass), SLC punk, boondock saints, newsies, fight club, secretary, snatch, and the list goes onquotes: "I think god is dead." " a sign of a true catholic" (my FAVORITE) "Let it never be said that your anal retentive attention to detail never yielded positive results!" " You cant be anal retentive if you dont have an anus" "OUTSTANDING work!"

Heroes:

Mike Watkins, my brother, and Zena,.. yes ZENA.. got problems with that?

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Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 03:15:00 PST

going blonde

and cutting the hair a bit shorter.. what do you think?
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 03:45:00 PST

this life sucks

IM BORED!!! all i fucking do all day long is sit on my ass and watch tv or play on the computer or both at the same time. i clean here and there and thats it! my "fun" is to clean. THATS all i have to...
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 05:10:00 PST

sometimes...

...what we want is something we just cant have... and even if we could have it it would be the worst thing for us and make us insane!!! Sometimes.. these things we want can be people... men.. or a ce...
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:57:00 PST

heehee im sexy

T " A " U " R " U " S: The Freak in bedAggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ...u no!.......
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 08:18:00 PST

unknown scene from an unknown script i wrote years ago!! help me find a plot for it!

INTRO: office in Psychiatric hospital for the crimanly insaneTwo Voices are heard in the background while the office is panned by the camera. Seen on the walls are plaques and awards for Dr. Vincent...
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 09:43:00 PST

chicken hunting

Well, I'm heading down a southern trail, I'm going chicken huntin' Chopping redneck chicken necks I ain't saying nothing To the hillbilly stuck my barrel in his eye Boomshacka boomshacka hair jumps in...
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:37:00 PST

L-O-V-E (like the lyrics no im not really in love right now)

ok only part of this song that is kinda true would be about her bf not answering the phone, although i dont have a bf, i am seeing someone that i never know where he goes lolI'm talkin' bout loveAll m...
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:33:00 PST

waiting for mr right

after being with so many mr wrongs i just want one guy who can do the followingmake me laughmake me smile so much it hurtsmake me feel comfortable in my own skintell me im pretty and mean ittell me he...
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:44:00 PST

for once i cant keep track

ok so i added a shit ton of people from the denver co area and now im too lazy to look at my list and message people lol. so do me a favor, if you wanna meet up message me and we can set something up....
Posted by Live ur life till love is found on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:43:00 PST