My name is Jessica. It's hard to explain myself, especially when no one really reads these thing's. I've been through some hard times, and I've come to realize that if I give up on myself, I'd also be giving up on everyone else too. But I couldn't give up on those that I dearly love, or those who look up to me. But sometime's, I wonder...... "Why is this life we live so hard at time's, and then become so easy to the point that we tend to think it should alway's be that way??" To me, life is a charade, it keep's you entertained.. but then what happens after the show is over?? Sometimes when I wake up, I just continue to lay in bed and think of all the possible reasons that we are all still alive, and why we are alive.... and I come up with nothing but sheer luck. And I continue with my day as though there will never be an end. We are all self absorbed at times, and we will all continue on that path for the rest of our lives. Well, I want to be the one to change's people's live's, and make a difference.... but how am I going to do that when I cannot take the first step in changing my own??? I HAVE helped numerous people, but I dont think that I have made a great impact on them.... not even a mere dent. But I do hope that when I tell you some of my struggles, and things that I have faced, and things that I will face in the future, you will listen to me as I will or have listened to you and many others. But one more thing I think I should add. I can be your best friend, or I can be your worst enemy........ YOU decide......................................................
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