[dawn] isn't what she seems.

About Me

Your assumptions about me are probably wrong.
I'm a very humble, easy going, sweet girl.
I love cooking and gardening.
And video games.
I love cats. I have 5 of them.
I'm a bit of an artist. I knit, sew, paint and do other crafty things.
I went to art school for photography and art therapy.
I also consider myself to be a writer.
I prefer intimate gatherings to wild parties.
I'll drink beer but I prefer cheap wine.
Intellectual conversation highly stimulates me.
I get overly excited when people do the smallest things for me.
I hate all types of conflict and highly value honesty.
I'm a realist and a dreamer at the same time.
And I would actually love to get to know you.

My Interests

Currently Playing:
The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass (Nintendo DS)
Brain Age 2 (Nintendo DS)
Pokemon Pearl (Nintendo DS)

I'd like to meet:

a man who eats his veggies.

Music:

My Blog

Contemplations.

Time spent alone opens the door for univinted thoughts. When you turn the volume down on life for a second you begin to hear things stirring withing yourself. The best realizations about things usuall...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Tue, 13 May 2008 10:53:00 PST

Leaving Louisiana

In two months I'll be uprooting myself and leaving this place for North Carolina. I've been moving constantly all my life so this is something new. In fact, the place I'm going is the place I lived wh...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:07:00 PST

blah blah blah.

(if you’re looking for something profound you’ve clicked on the wrong blog.)after the sadness subsides I find the sickness still residesdeep within my stomachand even though I reached the ...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 09:49:00 PST

confetti

I had written you a letterfull of loveand adorationand appreciation.I pulled the wordsfrom deep within meand gave themall my honesty.But in your absenceI turned them into confetti....
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:36:00 PST

Plea

I would give you anythingHonestly, Truly, SincerelyThe food off my plate.The clothes off my back.And all I’ll ever askis for your love in return.I would do for you anythingHonestly, Truly, Since...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:35:00 PST

Revelations in Rejection

(I don’t think this is that great but I’ll post it anyway.)I’m not sure what it waswas it you or this half-hearted buzzthat gave me peace in losing you.Now that you’re goneI&rs...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:32:00 PST

and I did this to myself

the superficial scratchesthe abrasions I bearI asked for themI begged for themI payed for them.The beauty comes with the healing.Consider it a renovationThat I'm doing.The blood came little by littlea...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:34:00 PST

and they can lead you.

I have a date with a bottle of wine tonightmaybe twoinstead of with you.You were too busyto take some time for meso instead, tonight,I'm a little dizzy.These kisses have to be sweeter than yours.Even ...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:28:00 PST

this isnt anorexia, or is it?

in the end I know nothing about youexcept for the fewtiny morsels you fed mefor which I begged.I'm still hungry.I won't lie.I've been starvingfor a while nowbecause nothing I foundwas ever to my taste...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 09:26:00 PST

sleeping with the ghost.

Sometimes I still findthat I sleep with your ghost.Still, I'm always cold.You come to meand sing the same songsyou did too many years ago.It's been so longsince I've seen you in the fleshor heard your...
Posted by [dawn] isn't what she seems. on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 11:58:00 PST