The woman came out of a man's rib.
Not from his feet to be walked on,
not from his head to be superior,
but from the side to be equal ,
under the arm to be protected
and next to the heart to be loved .
*:*:est.19.nov.07:*:*
HAPPY 3rd YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY.
I'm still trying to figure out what makes me feel older... Is it the fact that I am 25? Or is it the fact that I am married, have a son, and a baby on his way? I'm not sure yet... but I feel damn old. I've accepted the fact that I AM OLDer, but now here are some things thats been running through my head about my marriage...I still can't believe that another year has managed to pass us by. My husband and I have been married for 3 years...
CORRECTION: I HAVE KNOWN MY HUSBAND FOR 3 YEARS.
Isn't that crazy? I've known my husband just as long as I have been married to him!?!?!?! My husband and I have NEVER celebrated a wedding anniversary TOGETHER. 1st year my husband was in South Korea. 2nd year he was in Iraq. 3rd year he is STILL IN IRAQ. Married for 3 years, but I've only LIVED WITH my husband for about 8 months of our marriage. So far, in 2007, out of the 365 days there are in a year, I've been PHYSICALLY WITH MY HUSBAND, FACE TO FACE, HAND IN HAND for only 25 DAYS this year. 25 DAYS!
Ironic huh? In the 3rd year we're been married, I not only turn 25, but I get to be with my husband for 25 days of it?? Geez.
Can you imagine that?!?!?! Could you? Imagine being married to a man for 3 years, known him for as long as you've been married to him, never celebrated a wedding anniversary together, lived with him for only 8 months of your whole marriage, and seen your husband face-to-face for only 25 DAYS of this past year?
I just wish that I could say, "Baby, another year being married together we've blah blah blah blah blahhh.... and blah blah blah...." But I can't.... Our 3rd year being married was phone call... an aim conversation... an email... a letter in the mail...
HAPPY. sad. EXCITED. frustrated. ANXIOUS.
Baby, if you are reading this. i just want you to know that I am so proud of you. I love you. I know we've been through SOOO MUCH SH*T, and struggled through so much pain with these damn deployments. But I would do it all over again with you and only you, because if it's with anyone else, i don't think i'd make it through.
I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO FINALLY BE A FAMILY!!!! YOU, ME, GANILO, DANTE, AND SKRUFFY!!!!!!
HURRY THE F*KK UP!!!!!!!!! AND GET YOUR ASS HOME!!!!!!!
ohhh... and
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY! LOVE YOU! MISS YOU!
