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About Me

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~Professionally :
Currently I'm a graphic design/commercial art student at Nossi College of Art. I'm in the second year of my Bachelor's in Commercial Illustraion and love every second (including the stressful projects that I hate). This school really opened a new world to terrorize with my artwork, and attain to be a freelance artist within the next ten years.
I can design almost anything you may need, business, musically, personally, but I set up a temporary site for thats called Eclectic Designs (see below).You'll be able to see more of my work for hire or for sale there.
As this page is my personal site, I'll continue about myself, instead of the images that drive me with whips and chains.
~Personally:
I draw to live, and live to draw.
I'm polite and cautious
blunt and volitile
short and sweet
poetic
harsh
creative
imaginative
realistic
and scared.
Loyalty for friends runs deep and strong. However, that doesn't mean I allow people to use me or control me. Break my trust and you'll likely never get it back.
My moods run rampant at times and though I try to keep them in check, they do get the better of me occasionally. I can be affectionate or cold towards you; your actions, my moods, and how well I know you determine which side of the scale you get.
Conversing with a stranger happens if I'm the one doing the approaching, or are drunk, which seems to be the few times I do approach strangers. I like to know who I talk to. Just a few things like names and where you're froms don't mean much. I'll listen to you for a while, then I'll share what's going on in my head. It might offend you anyway, so why ask?
My sense of humor runs on the sick and dry side and tend to curse like a sailor very casually. I won't censor myself but will warn you that i am offensive.
consider yourself warned.
I don't suggest just walking up and hugging me unless we're good friends or on good terms. I'm not a grabby-touchy girl and really like my space. Really. Even my boyfriend has boundaries that he doesn't break. Why strangers think they can break them without being broken themselves is beyond me.
I don't like being cornered or shocked. It scares me on an instinctive level and I will respond like an animal, fighting. Sorry, it's something I'm trying to get over, but let's save you a punch in the face or chest while I do, yes?
Don't say I didn't warn you.
My boyfriend, Shaun,
is probably one of the few people who have been able to handle my moods, passions and tantrums without posing threats or throwing tantrums himself. He seems to thrive on my craziness, creativity and this gray matter between my ears (i always thought it was just built up earwax).
I thank him everyday for being so caring, understanding, supportive and patient. Most of all patient.
Honestly, without him, I wouldn't have the confidence to do many of the things I'm doing with my artwork and school careers.
My son and his father, Matthew, live in Murfreesboro. He brings the boy to see me as often as our schedules allow, which during this semester isn't often. Yes, he's a big bugger, even for two, but he's shy with strangers, which is good, and flirts like hell with the ladies, which could also be taken as good.
Hopefully next semester brings more chances to get to that hellhole to see him more often.
I live to draw and write what I observe. Literally. Being unable to think is hell, but being unable to hold a pencil is an ever larger hell. If my hands were ever chopped off, my head may as well be taken also, I would never use it afterward.
With all said and done, should you still be reading and plan on continuing to do so, hold on...you're in for an exceptionally boring trip.
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Click on my hand for the link to Ray's profile to check out more of his photography. All of his projects are linked from his page, just take a stroll. It's worth the time, so go check it out.

My Interests



art
avoiding people
books
cemetaries
cities
concerts
creating
dancing
emotions
honesty
learning
life
love
meeting people
music
painting
poetry
reading
thinking
travel
watching people
words
writing

And, of course, those beautiful manic moods, caffiene induced or not, that help us "creative types" to create.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to avoid fake people, first and foremost.

as for who I'd like to meet.
Chuck Palahnuick. Nivek Ogre. Neil Gaimen. cEvin Key. Great publishing agent for Lewis. A few random people or band members here and there.
People who make something of themselves, if only in their own lives.

Music:



my most hated question is "WHAT KIND OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

I enjoy a wide variety of music, from classical, jazz, blues, and older rock, to industrial, noise, and shit-they-play at the clubs.
There's no sense in pigeon-holing my tastes in order to figure me out, it won't work.

A few of my favorite listens, though;

Alice In Chains
The Cure
The Doors
The Dredson Dolls
The Gathering
Hocico
Led Zepplin
Ohgr
Psyclon Nine
Skinny Puppy
Stevie Ray Vauhn
Tool
Vast
White Zombie

I'm sure there is something not coming to mind, and this includes favorite stuff from my adolesence, so remember to try not to place lables. K?

Movies:

Horror, gory, fantasy, or dry comedy will get my attention fast.
Foreign movies, any genre, though some of the comedy escapes me.
I've seen tons of movies, but these are the ones I'd watch more than once or own if given the opportunity.


5th element
12 monkeys
300
Audition
Batman Begins
Boondock Saints
Bram Stoker's Dracula
The Corpse Bride
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
City of Lost Children
Dark City
The Descent
Edward Scissorhands
Exorsist
Fight Club
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Great Expectations
Ichie the Killer
Interview with a Vampire
Ju-on
Lost Boys
Memento
Mirrormask
Nightmare Before Christmas
Pan's Labyrinth
Plunkett and Macleane
Resident Evil, Resident Evil Apocolypse
Requeim for a Dream
Saw, Saw II, Saw III
The Seven Samurai
Shaun of the Dead
Sin City
Six String Samurai

Television:

I've picked up the bad habit of using TV to unwind or as background for when I do homework.

CSI: Crime Scene Investigation (original only please)
Dexter
Family Guy
Law and Order, original or SVU
Robot Chicken

I think that's it.

Books:

I give anything a chance, classics, contemporary, and though I haven't read westerns, romance, or mystery I don't think I'm up for that challenge. Danielle Steel, John Grisham and other dime-a-dozen novelists don't excite me either. This isn't all that I've read, just a good list of what are on my shelves.
Douglas Adams-The Complete Hitchickers Guide to the galaxy
Homero Ardijis-Persephone
Charles Baudelaire-Flowers of Evil
John Berendt-Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil
William Blake-Songs of Innocence, Songs of Experience
Poppy Brite-Lost Souls, Drawing Blood, Wormwood
William Burroughs-Queer
Jim Carroll-The Basketball Diaries
Lewis Carrol-Alice in Wonderland, Through the Looking Glass
Nancy Collins-A dozen Black Roses
Dante-The Inferno
Neil Gaimen-American Gods, Neverwhere, Stardust, Coraline, Sandman, Mr punch, Smoke and Mirrors
John Gardner-Grendel
William Gibson-Pattern Recognition, Neuromancer, Count Zero, Idoru, All Tomorrow's Parties, Virtual Light, Mona Lisa Overdrive
Homer-The Odessy
Kij Johnson-The Fox Woman
James Joyce-The Dubliners Franz Kafka-Collected Short Stories
Jack Kerouac-On the Road
China Meiville-King Rat
Henry Miller-Tropic of Cancer
Vladamir Nabakov-Lolita
Anais Nin-Delta of Venus
George Orwell
-1984, Animal Farm
Chuck Palanuhik,-Invisible Monsters, Survivor, Choke, Lullaby, Diary, Fight Club
Precious-Push
Atkif Princci-Feladae
Dawn Raffel- Carrying the Body
Mary Shelly-Frankenstein
James St. James
-Party Monster
Bram Stoker-Dracula
Isadora Tattlin-Cuba Diaries
Kurt Vonnegut-Breakfast of Champions, Player Piano
Five volumes of classical poetry and prose (including the likes of byron, dante)
A collection of British Poetry
And of course, I never stop reading.

Heroes:

People who live for the happiness of themselves, instead of the happiness of society.

My Blog

Amanda Palmer of The Dresden Dolls to play in NASHVILLE!

Monday April 30th7pm DoorsThe Rutledge410 4th Ave SNashville, TN 37201Tickets are $10 and are available from The Rutledge DAY OF SHOW ONLYALL AGES!!Bulletin it, post it, link it, whatever. Pass the wo...
Posted by H on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 06:59:00 PST

Goal three accomplished

I don't have a chronological list of things I want to accomplish in life, just a random set of things that I wrote down when I went back to work at Waffle House after my son was born. Get out of ...
Posted by H on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 10:28:00 PST

I've been whittling again.

Keep knocking off more bands and people who added me then never spoke again. One I kept looking at, they knew a bunch of people I did, but there were no discerning connections and no personal images. ...
Posted by H on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 11:40:00 PST

Employment update

My two week resignation became a month when my manager asked if I'd stay til he got back into the country on May 18th. Til then, should I leave, then there would be no one at the hotel, front desk who...
Posted by H on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 11:47:00 PST

Vonnegut, dead at 84.

This man is/was amazing.   Influential author Vonnegut dies at 84 By CRISTIAN SALAZAR, Associated Press Writer2 hours, 12 minutes ago Kurt Vonnegut mixed the bitter and funny with a to...
Posted by H on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:28:00 PST

Bleh

Does anyone have information on possible internships? Graphic design, printshops or anything? I'm getting kinda worn out at the hotel, and just need something different, preferably something that corr...
Posted by H on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:56:00 PST

Haven't promo'd with the blog much lately,

but +Salvation+ has a few more events this month for us.... A DVD RELEASE PARTY!!! She's a legend. She is awesome. And she is live. Need I say more?   A double event! Goth Prom and VOLTAIRE!! Do...
Posted by H on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 05:54:00 PST

A survey that keeps getting handed on...

from Amy to Kevin to Jeanne. Wonder who will take it from me? 100 things you may not have known about me :1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?Absolute last? A PBR before leaving the club ...
Posted by H on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 08:59:00 PST

My hearts

are being sold! I feel so....excsatic that people actually would pay money to own one! Go check them out, tell me what you'd want or would want designed for you.The originals are almost gone!I have to...
Posted by H on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:17:00 PST

I cheated

And took it easy for a week. Didn't mess with Eclectic Designs. Didn't have much homework. Didn't stress about it. Time off is good. Especially when one is small and filled with C-4. A few more people...
Posted by H on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 08:38:00 PST