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JennaCide

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About Me



My name is Jenna. I am a poet. I am an actor. I am a non-conforming conformist.
Beauty and vitality are gifts from nature for those who live by her laws - Leonardo Da Vinci
If you do what you’ve always done, you’ll get what you’ve always gotten. — Tony Robbins
Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action. - Benjamin Disraeli
Smooth seas do not create skillful sailors.... -anonymous
To get what we’ve never had, We must do what we’ve never done

My Interests

Blue, blood, flesh, the body, insides, brains, cartilage, jagged knives, sad things, beauty, pain, disease, and decay

I'd like to meet:

find me on AIMDeadColdIceBones
Words are like bullets

Music:

:Wumpscut:, Alanis Morissette, Alice in Chains, Alien Ant Farm, Apoptygma Berzerk, Apocalyptica, Aqua, The Beach Boys, The Beatles, Big Electric Cat, Blondie, Bjork, The Cruxshadows, The Doors, ELO, Foreigner, Funker Vogt, Green Day, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Jack Off Jill, Jerry Cantrell, Jimmy Eat World, Ladytron, Lindsay Lohan, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Matisyahu, Meat Loaf, Moonpools and Caterpillars, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Doubt, Peaches, Placebo, Polaris, Powerman 5000, Rammstein, The Rolling Stones, Scarling, Skinny Puppy, Soundgarden, Snoop Dogg, Spice Girls, Static-X, Stone Temple Pilots, System of a Down, tAtU, Tears For Fears, The Verve, The Who, Tool, Velvet Acid Christ,Weird Al, White Zombie, The Who, Wyclef Jean, Within Temptation, I enjoy most genres!

Movies:

Joe's Apartment, All Dogs Go to Heaven, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Big Fish, Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind, The Village, The Brave Little Toaster, Disney movies, Back to the Future, Saw, The Ring, South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut, Hard Candy, Riding in Cars With Boys, Team America, Disney's anything, Back to the Future, The Blue Lagoon, The Chipmunk Adventure, The Craft, Deuce Bigalow, The Road to El Dorado, The Emperor's New Groove, Stewie Griffin: The Untold Story, Freddy Got Fingered, The Hours, Ice Age, Legend, The Lizzie McGuire Movie, Marie Antoinette, Material Girls, Mean Girls, The Neverending Story, The Notebook, Peter Pan, The Prince of Egypt, Requiem for a Dream, The Ring, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Sailor Moon, Saw, Shrek, A Series of Unfortunate Events, South Park:BLU, Soylent Green, The Tin Drum, Wayne's World

Television:

South Park, Family Guy, Futurama, The Office, The IT Crowd, Trash TV, Parental Control(I know...), Aqua Teen Hunger Force, G!!!

Books:

Animal Farm, Echo, The Neverending Story, The Hanged Man, Look For Me By Moonlight, Violet and Claire, Girl Goddess .9, The Rose and the Beast, The Great Gatsby, Witch Baby, Missing Angel Juan, Weetzie Bat, Cherokee Bat and the Goat Guys, Baby BeBop, Gray's Anatomy, Speak, Swollen, Summer Sisters

Heroes:

Pteri !

and LOWLY!

My Blog

Lacking.... (Inspiration)

God, my love I haven’t felt you in forever Touch me, Inspire me I want your beautiful words Flowing from your mind And through your mouth To my mind and Through my fingertips Grey garde...
Posted by JennaCide on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 12:19:00 PST

I Tried So Hard...

I tried so hard. But now it is the end and there is nothing.You told me he’s in your head. In your neck. Crawling under your skin. Controlling your fingers, moving your lips, and beating your he...
Posted by JennaCide on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 11:05:00 PST

Grass (a poem)

Feel my hands I told youThey are cold like ice and dry like bonesYou touched my straw hair and looked into my dusty eyesI cry no tears, my heart is saltSome days I look up at the clouds and see your f...
Posted by JennaCide on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 11:03:00 PST

Steel Eyes (a poem, a dream)

Fierce golden boy with steel in his eyesMy nose bleeds for you and what they’ve doneI touch my faceSticky blood clumps free-flowing while my eyes scream for you.You touch my face, looking at me ...
Posted by JennaCide on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST

Poem about a Dream

I wrote this for creative writing class back in Fall 2005 at Faghill CollegeInstructor didn't like it, but whatever, she's a gunt because it fucking rocks. "Peace", I say Holding up my handsign You...
Posted by JennaCide on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 08:25:00 PST

Garden Girl

Beautiful blooms blossoming, stretching their arms awake, squeezing stems, shivering leaves coming alive inside of me. Pale flowers against bright green swaying with my self, yawning before wilting in...
Posted by JennaCide on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 11:45:00 PST

Nothing-Girl

Lying awake on my floor as I have done so often before. Am I really here again? Is this where you have brought me?My body is so heavy and I have no eyelids as the ceiling colors contrast, drip and ci...
Posted by JennaCide on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 11:13:00 PST

Something that made me laugh uncontrollably today.

Today Selam and I were talking about dating men of different races and she was talking about asian guys.  So she looks at me and says "I don't date asian guys because they're too small for me" an...
Posted by JennaCide on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 10:35:00 PST

What About Hope?

Muddy-city-green-grunge-love, Hold me beneath these stars. Wish under your breath, Free me from these bars. Years have passed, Since I've known you. Tears cloud my eyes, For still I know you. ...
Posted by JennaCide on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 12:36:00 PST

Beautiful Girl

I've been feeling really beautiful lately, moreso than I ever have.  It's really nice.  I lied in the sauna today.  I had a frustrating day.  I kept trying to take really deep breaths, but they just w...
Posted by JennaCide on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 12:34:00 PST