My interests are my world...my writings and my poetry. I post here in hopes that some poor soul will read it and get caught up in my thought process. Maybe they'll get caught up in my rendition of my own personal hell, and hate it. That's fine....I'll hunt you down later.... If you happen to like it, why let me know that as well. IF you don't understand it...I answer those questions too. I've had to explain myself more then once in my life so I'm rather good at it. I have been known to play the piano, My Merlin seems to think I'm rather good at it so I suppose its true. I'm interested in truth, I hate lies. I don't need anymore lies, I've heard them enough and they were sweet and pleasent to the ear, not anymore...they poison and burn and rape ones mind to a weakened state of insanity. They tear dreams and the most innocent thought processes to burning screaming rage and blood shed. I've slit my wrists enough time to know that no matter what thread you use, there's no sowing up time, no stapling it shut. Gnaw and beat the flesh as much as your heart desires you can never stop the blood flow, never forget what the tainting of ignorance has done to you and so many like you. When youth leaves you, begging for any safe place from the winds and storm, you'll have your head turn by God and forced to look and relive all that your burning sin has taken to hell in its passage, leaving a shriveled, dying being in its wake.... I supose I didn't mean to write a poem...but it came out anyway....lies anger me too much I suppose :-)
Those who know the deepest darkness that lives within me like a sharp knife set to cut its way free.I'll no longer have my wings nailed to the ground to keep me from the task given to me.
Music is music...I'll listen to just about anything BUT rap and country....something about the two that just really makes me want to rip my ears off my head... To list a few... Pink Floyd Rolling Stones CCR Mashing Spumpkins ALANIS MORISSETTE!! :-D My Dying Bride Cradle of Filth Therion Ensiferum Sepultura Muse Poe Delerium Enya Loreena Mckennitt The Doors The Who The Moody Blues. Napalm Death Heavy Pink Insulator, Biff Naked, Soundtracks to various movies..., Korpaklaani Beethoven, Mozart, Berlioz, Chopin, America, Kansas, Eric Clapton, Jimi Hendrix, Toni Childs, Cher, :-D Janis Joplin Sarah Brightman, The Dave Matthews Band, Jesse Cook, Santana, I could go on and on and on...Rage...such a beautiful thing...Anime vid Forsaken
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Add to My Profile | More Videosonce upon a time...a bright star with red hair and blue eyes to die for ask me to dance to this song...I've been with him ever since :-)Only For You
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This is where I came from...this is where I belong...
"At times I almost dream. I too have spent life the sages way and tread once more familiar paths. Perchance I preished in an arrogant, self-reliance an age ago and in that act, a prayer for one more chance went up so earnest, so instinct with better light let in by death, that life was blotted out. Not so completely but scattered wrecks enough of its remain. Dim memories, as now, when seems once more the goal in sight again."-- Robert Browning, "Paracelus"
if yout think that in this tiny little space I can list every single book I've read...you're sadly mistaken my friend...I have a lot of writers that I respect and enjoy...J.R.R. Tolkien will always be my favorite. And what's a myspace page without little tree spirits?
Those who fight for the freedom of others too weak to stand and be true. Those who have not forgotten the Face of Their Fathers..(I always loved that part from The Dark Tower Series) Men and women with honor and pride in themselves. Hero is a large word with too much weight on it to be carried by one person. I know I would fall to my knees in anguish trying to carry such a title myself.And Did I Ever Mention How Much I Love This Man??????? (wonderful Picture by My Sissy Poo In Law...Wench Ria)He's the hottest EVER! :-D Really BAD photoshop by me...Ooohh the power of the Kissing Bridge! :-X