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Nexus7

Pain purges. Feed me your fire.

About Me

What?? Get your layout at Spaceboos

My Interests

Music, Video Games, Movies, Comics, Horror, Industrial, Electro, Synthpop, EBM, Blood, Guns, History, Halloween, October, The Moon, Fitness, Valerie, God, Reading, Growth, Self Sacrifice, Pain, Tats, Skulls, Monsters, Werewolves, Animals, The Tweed, The Color Black, The Smell of Fall, Rusted Leaves, Twilight, Creepy Green Light, The Agoge, Ancient Sparta, The Ancient Arena, The Warrior Code, Gas Masks, Militant Clothing, Swords, Valerie, The Ancient Roman Empire, Tactical Gear, Flak Jackets, Jack-o-Lanterns, Bonfires, Black Combat Boots, Spikes, Chains, Blood, Dirt, Valerie, Etc.

I'd like to meet:

Alexander the Great, King Leonidas, King Alaric, Spartacus, William Wallace, Jesus Christ, Rainn Wilson, Victor Von Doom, and your mother.

Music:

CombiChrist, VNV Nation, Colony 5, Covenant, Depeche Mode, Vigilante, Type O Negative, Rotersand, Nitzer Ebb, Funker Vogt, AndOne, The Misfits, Razed in Black, Evils Toy, Frozen Plasma, DeVision, Crud, Imperative Reaction, Controlled Bleeding, Radio Head, Hearts of Black Science, Front Line Assembly, Tyske Ludder, Vast, Machine Head, The Smiths, The Cure, Tactical Sekt, System Syn, SITD, Mr. Bungle, Mesh, Dismantled, The Birthday Massacre, Skinny Puppy, Meat Beat Manifesto, Soman, Sero.Overdose, Reaper, Pride and Fall, Panzer Ag, God Module, Culture Kultur, Apoptygma Berzerk, Danzig, Elvis, Vangelis, Harold Budd, The Cramps, Tom Waits, Leonard Cohen, Chris Isaak, Robin Guthrie, Etc.

Movies:

Blade Runner, Halloween 1-6, Saving Private Ryan, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Aliens, Heat, The Devils Rejects, Dawn of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead, High Tension, Mulholland Drive, Donnie Darko, Killer Klowns from Outerspace, BraveHeart, Lord of the Rings, Hell Night, The Funhouse, Flash Gordon, Friday the 13th 1-6 , The Big Lebowski, 300, Napoleon Dynamite, The Godfather 1, 2, The Boondock Saints, Motel Hell, State of Grace, A Clockwork Orange, Suspiria, Spaceballs, Dumb and Dumber, The Shawshank Redemption, Black Christmas, Psycho, Rear Window, Gold Rush, Frankenstein, OldBoy, Dune, The Creature from the Black Lagoon, The Wolfman, Dracula, Return of the Living Dead, The Blair Witch Project, Session 9, The Shining, Zoolander, Young Frankenstein, Glory, Terror Train, Prince of Darkness, Etc.

Television:

The Office, 24, Smallville, Metalocalypse, Band of Brothers, The State, The Honeymooners, The Twilight Zone, Twin Peaks, Seinfeld, Da Ali G Show, Mr. Show, Etc.

Books:

Way of the Peaceful Warrior, The Bible, The Zodiac, Lord of the Rings, World War Z, do comics count....I adore them, anything about war history, anything about serial killers.

Heroes:

The Hulk, Batman, Spiderman, Superman, and your mother.

My Blog

Things....

This time crawls like weighted sand. My mind screams and scrapes at my skull. I cannot handle much more. My soul wont stand up to this kind of degeneration. My fucking will is spent. My fucking heart ...
Posted by Nexus7 on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:29:00 PST

Never ending

I am void and shattered. I just want to erase my mind if I cant have you back. If I cant see your face then I want to fade away. I want to disappear never to return if I cant hold ...
Posted by Nexus7 on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 12:19:00 PST

12:13am....

The funeral procession before my eyes mocks my torture. These images and memories flood any inch of sanity left in my consciousness. The jester in the lead with the black eyes, the melting face, and t...
Posted by Nexus7 on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 10:33:00 PST

Horrible....

This terrible decent continues. This hell coaster of an existence. The nightmares. The unknown respite. No sustenance. The drug induced haze. The liquor filled glass. The burns on my ar...
Posted by Nexus7 on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 11:47:00 PST

Fuck...

Someone make these dreams stop. When I am awake I think about it. When I am asleep I dream about it. When you were in my arms next to me I felt relief. There will be none of that. The only thing that ...
Posted by Nexus7 on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 01:13:00 PST

Drug down by....

I am in the depths of decay once again. I thought I was growing stronger. Evolving. But I realize that I am still in a state of total regression. A simple 5 words that spring forth from the chasm...
Posted by Nexus7 on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 10:53:00 PST

Once again

Another night...another broken slumber. Another dream of you. I want to believe in all the bad things that will shut you out. But all I can think about today is the glimmer of light that I saw in your...
Posted by Nexus7 on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:49:00 PST

ftttttttt

Just when I think things are getting better I regress and toture myself by thinking about past grace and beauty that I will never attain with you again. How did it come to this?
Posted by Nexus7 on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 03:51:00 PST

These...

Dreams will not cease. I wake up after 2 hours and feel the emptiness of the one I love and lost.
Posted by Nexus7 on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:46:00 PST

Unspoken

I cannot sleep. Your respite is my finality.
Posted by Nexus7 on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 12:26:00 PST