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mONIQUE

Dreamgirl

About Me

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The definition for my first name is; A star or star-shaped figure. The acronym is; System to Estimate Latitude & Longitude Astronomically. The definition for my last name is; sovereign-ruler-the highest of royalty. "LET HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE" My nationalities are: 1-American Indian [ Cherokee ] 2-Scottish [ scots ] 3-German [ german ] 3.14
I am 5'5 , 125lbs, green/blue/gray-ish light eyes, blonde hair. Yes, I am really 31.. my age is in remission. I look young for my age.. I have 10 tattoos. I have 2 tall skinny siamese kitties.. 'Julias and Lunai'(my boys) I change alot, I am a chameleon, my style and look is different.. I am not typical. I AM Extreme!! My dream is to see the world with my own eyes.. I want to travel soooooo bad.. I love to see a good band.. I love supporting fellow artist. I love to draw, write, dance, make-out, drink coffee, cook,eat good food, go shopping, dress up, role play, be in love, get massages, and pamper myself. I am my own primadonna. My all time favorite is a good kiss! I am thee best kisser..! without a doubt.. Im impatient, always late and never answer my phone.. (sorry.. bad traits) I am extremely complex, and very creative!! kind of an un-realistic- dreamer, and sometimes kinda drab. Stop telling me to smile.. Its annoying.. smiling is a natural reaction.. and i often do.. If you think i look sad.. or depressed.. thats just the way i look!!! i am different.. VERY eccentric!! I know Paranormal.. I read people.. I am blunt, straight forward, I do and say what I feel..some people cant handle the honesty.. i am sometimes pre-judged as a bitch...however when people actually get to see some of the things we so luckily get to read prior here.. they are amazed at how wrong ther judgement was.. Most people that have really gotten to know me all say the same thing! "I have never met anyone like you..you are different than anyone i have ever known" and i take that into high status of compliments! I am THAT girl that sticks out.... please.. get in my head..i dare you, cuz i will be in yours.. I am very kind hearted.. almost too.. alot of people try to take advantage of it.. but end up losing.. cuz i can walk away as easy as i walked in.. I have a very intune natural intuition! SERENDIPITOUS !!! I see the real..! Prophetic nature..I love astronomy..not astrology.. dont play hard to get or challange me..it doesnt flatter me at all.. i get turned off easy..i dont play games or waste time..if you have got this far in my profile.. then you probably can tell i am not married.. never have been, i just post "married" to weed out as many weirdos as possible.. im very picky with guys.. and if they dont make my heart jump, then he isnt for me.. i want someone to worship me to make my heart smile everyday..i want to fall in love over n over with one.. not just once.. i know he will..i dont like guessing..i am strong.. I have a bad temper.. and can be pretty stubborn.. but i am also very open minded.. i dont wanna be famous.. i have lived a very infamous life already.. my step dad is a famous musician.. i already get VIP.. people naturally like me.. I am intimidating yet comforting.. Im very diverse and love cultures.. I have been sky diving.. i like my privacy.. I am very selective with the people I trust.. I do believe in revenge.. even if it doesnt come from me.. it comes.. Gay boys love me.. I love color.. usually just a hint of it.. since i am always in black.. Im not much of a drinker.. I love wine.. but it gets me in trouble sometimes.. ;) I love organic food.. and try to buy as much organic as i can.. but im not rediculous about it.. I want my daughter and myself to get as few hormones and processed food sodiumed to death as possible.. ;) I love boys that wear make-up, pretty hair and nice teeth (whiteninstrips..) Unique..is a must.. Im sickly romantic.. I love vampires..(cuz they are so erotically romantic) i am in love with rain.. I do a little bit of everything.. I am a make-up artist.. a hair dresser.. bartender :/ (unfortunatly) pays the bills! Im good at almost everything i do.. I have done fashion behind the scenes.. and i have been THE scene..I have always been apart of the fashion and music industry..I do permanent make-up,(tatS) and piercings..I am and artist of many forms.. I love honesty, respect, poetry, imagination, seduction,Other worlds, vampires, dreams, rain, fog, fantasy, spider webs, smell, touch, orgasims, laughing, halloween, thanksgiving, veins, stimulation, symbols, signs, spirituality, Numbers, love, storms, art, Nature,History, Truth, coffee, plants, mushrooms (real ones..there unique shapes) baby bats, baby owls, trees, sounds, Ocean, chills (natural ones..when its not cold) galaxys, connections and more... dont ask if you dont wanna know.. cuz i will tell you. I am down for anything beneficial, interesting, learning or fun! I get what I want, I am usually attracted to somewhat younger guys; Unique.. mostly cuz my age and older sort of give up on alot of therself.. that dont work for me.. I am a spoiled brat! However, I spoil myself! I am very loyal.. I love to look an feel good. Im not jealous of you!!! Im happy for you.. I love enhancing myself AND others! I dont wanna change you, i want to enhance you..i want to see and taste the world.. Its my all time dream.. I love beautiful people (inside and out). I love my beautiful daughter Allysa more than ANYTHING!! She is my life. I dont paste her here much because of weirdos.. I use to have her on here alot and more about her but i got some sick messages and desided to make a private profile for friends i know in real life only.. and thats where i have more personal stuff and alot of my daughter.. she is beautiful.. 14.. I am truely blessed.. I love God mostest.. GOD is 1st in my life
♥I believe in many religions..not just one fully.. but some of most. I guess i would be concidered non denominational.. christian-ish... catholic-ish.. nature-ish.. love a little of it all but not all of it.. i am very spiritual!!! Not really religious.. but unlike most people that are not religious.. i like religions.. i respect them and think they are beautiful and unfortunatly some people give them a bad name.. I am not a judge... its not my place! Its all individual experience and what you've lived..I do have my own beleifs, but I try to learn from anyone, as I hope they do from me.. I have experienced more than alot of people could ever even imagine..
people that have impacted my life.. not going to make a long list.. but here is a few..Robert Smith... David Gohan..Shakespear.....Jesus. My attractions are........*Johnnie Depp.. Stuart Townsend (LESTAT)..growing up i had a crush on Jared Leto.. not so much since i met him.. although very attractive.. his personality was a turn off.. which is very important.. i have a wide variety of "type" of guys i like.. but dont care how "hot" you are if there isnt a connection.. i have had the most beautiful boyfriends in the world.. yet have had boyfriends some people might consider ugly?..i LOVE unique people.. cuz i am pretty different than the norm myself.. who i hope to meet from here..? intellegent/interesting people.. I want someone to blow my mind.. "teach me something..!!! cuz i will teach you.." does anyone have an imagination anymore?? .. seems to be alot of "typical" cattle here..
..love..life..death..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people are people.. i am an artist.. pictures are still.. you cant see my face smile or my eyes water.. you see a pose and contrast and create me in your head.. i am more than words.. i am more than a picture.. i am not perfect.. dont label me.. dont falsify or belittle me by your own selfish fantasy.. im not a pixel.. if your not ready to know real.. and you hide behind imagination.. view my pics.. read my intrigue.. live digital.. but leave me alone.. i am real.. i dont live in a magazine.. i am not hollywood.. i am a mommy with cats and plants.. i have scars.. i have flaws of all kinds.. and feelings to match.. i am strong and weak.. i burp.. my body is not perfect.. my hair is bleached.. i am 32 years old.. not 22.. i dont want to be your false vision.. i take great pictures.. not better or worse.. i am more..

Music:


The Cure*Depeche Mode*Placebo* Erasure*Duran Duran*The Smiths* The Faint*The killers*Kill Hannah* Elevator Division*Muse*Interpol* HIM*Ministry*Nick Cave*Ohgr* 30 seconds to Mars*Portishead* Tori Amos*Vibrasphere*Leonard Cohen* Bjork*Esthero*Birthday Massacre* Massive Attack*Switchblade Symphony* Poe*Blondie*Berlin*Sade*Sneaker Pimps* VAST*Deftones*Perfect Circle* Coldplay*Tom Petty*The Doors*White Stripes* Rare Earth VHS or BETA*Blaqk Audio*Billy Idol* MEW*Dead can dance*Justin Timberlake* Bob Marley*VNV Nation*ADULT* Fisherspooner*Goteki*Colony5* Conjure One*MissKittin*Felix da Housecat* Daft Punk(live)*Ian Van Dahl*Richi-Hawtin* Matt-Clarke*Dara*Adamx*Deiselboy*AK1200* Keoki(live)*Code-E(my brother)! I guess mostly *Industrial*EBM* 80's*Indie*new wave*ambient* mood altering*d&b*oldskool underground techno* Synth*Blugrass*blues*jazz* anything sexy and mood altering* even some girly trance if it makes me dreamy and dance. I can do it for hours.. and have many times... NO devil crap! it freaks me out.. The heart of music is created individually! inside of you* your ears only pick up the frequency and vibration..creating MUSIC WITHIN..

Movies:


Romeo and Juliet (both) , AEon Flux, Pride and Prejudice,One Night with the King, Alice and Wonderland, Legend, Kung Fu Hustle, Bromstrokers Dracula, Dark Crystal, Eragon, Fantasia, Gladiator, 300, Children of Men,Pi, Titanic, Meet Joe Black, Blood n Chocolate, Vanilla Sky, Requiem of a Dream, The Notebook, In Hell, Big Fish, Queen of the Damned, AI, Tron, 5th Element, Star Wars, Noir, American Beauty, Labrynth, Lord of the Rings, Spirited Away, Underworld, The last Samurai, Dances with Wolves, Last of the Mowhicans, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, City of God, Ghost in the shell, A Nightmare Before Christmas, I love Anime... and pretty much Tim Burton movies rock!

Television:


Sci Fi (#1 fav- ghost hunters TAPS), Travel, History, E, Weather ,Discovery, MTV (reality crap) , Anime with ally..

Books:


Shadows and Scars www.johnniesuebridges.com Shadows and Scars MyspaceThe only book I actually skim around in is the Bible..its actually interesting and maybe a magazine.. but I LOVE to be read to....!!! Im more of a computer dork if that counts as reading.. I like interaction?? King

Heroes:


JESUS! and my mom! *In the name of the Father-the Son-and the Holy Spirit* My daughter.. Ally

My Blog

my car

i have hopes that someone might be able to help.. i really dont think the damages are as bad as theguy said.. my hood is not even damaged.. its only the driver side clip (body) the suspension.. and fr...
Posted by mONIQUE on Fri, 30 May 2008 12:47:00 PST

**looking for legit author agents and or author publishers**

i never really ask for something for real on here.. usually just rants and raves.. but my mom has wrote 2 complete books and is finishing the 3rd book.. and we will be writing sequals together after a...
Posted by mONIQUE on Thu, 01 May 2008 11:27:00 PST

dead..

quickened history has scared my wings..this cruel surmised breath is designated to a beginning blank end..love pressed in words fallowed by dreams ... they all diekill me and not my dreams..or i shall...
Posted by mONIQUE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

divine..

they crawl all over yougnawing at your dim soul..depositing deceptiont with desirethey fear me for i am royali cast them to rendurei have the power of the sacred divineyour dark leer is disparagei end...
Posted by mONIQUE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

dream..

this leer invitation to my dream i give to you..i give up the day to stay in this sanctuary meet yourselfi am you..your breath belongs to me..engraved in your eyesi see..what is the beginingfor the en...
Posted by mONIQUE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

when..

you let me love you..you leave me to wait for you..the tears dry.. and i let go of your hand..you reach after i let go..but my hands are folded.. holding eachothercomforting myself becomes ritualistic...
Posted by mONIQUE on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 07:50:00 PST

what would you be?

What would you be if you could be ...A Vegetablemushroom (allthough not technically a veggie)An Animaldolphin A Fruitpineapple or lemonA Colorpurple or greenA Household Objecta mirror!!Article of Clot...
Posted by mONIQUE on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 01:57:00 PST

once upon a time..

i wish them away and dream violently for them to only have one eye, one arm and one leg.. so they wish they could just walk, see and hold normally again.. i could rip out there memorie...
Posted by mONIQUE on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:37:00 PST

Shadows and Scars

this is my moms book, just released! the second book is being worked on as we speak .. anticipated by the first book! i am so excited.. i will possibly be working with my mom is a sequil to these as...
Posted by mONIQUE on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 03:19:00 PST

Just my luck..

So.. this has been some serious bad luck streak for me lately.. i am sorry if i keep complaining :/ so last sunday i got stung by a yellow jacket.. so i thought.. and i just brushed it off by going to...
Posted by mONIQUE on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 02:17:00 PST