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I am an epileptic who wants nothing more then to grow marijuana for himself and others who NEED it.I have tried several legal ant-epileptic drugs but continue to experience seizures. The longest I have ever gone without a seizure is about 4 years but that was when I was treating myself illegally by smoking about 2 grams of pot everyday. I ignorantly stopped smoking marijuana because I wanted to save money for something and I started having seizures again. Then I was afraid that I would get a piss test at work and loss my job. I lost my job anyway but that’s another story. So, now I refrain from using the best thing that I have found in preventing my seizures because I’m trying to find another job.I feel like I shouldn’t bitch too much about the drug war because I haven’t done much to change the current laws. I mean, I haven’t been very public about my opinions because I was selfishly only concerned about my own ass. I think there are many more people out there that are hush hush because they are afraid of being arrested. I sometimes wonder if EVERYONE stood up and made their voices heard at the same time if the US government would have any choice but to change the laws. After all, it is SUPPOSED to be a government for the people by the people.In a country with such harsh, unjust laws it is a very scary thing to be arrested. I know I really need to change the way I think. WE need to change the way we think! But what will we do? What will I do? I guess time will tell.