matthewJAMES

As if it weren't already painfully obvious. My name is Matt. It is always hard to describe yourself but I will do the best I can. I am pretty outgoing, im the one that will fall flat on their face and laugh it off, its happened, i have xrays to prove it too. I try my hardest to surround myself with people I trust, I have that core group of friends that I could trust with just about anything. I would rather have one good friend who is trustworthy than a group of twenty friends who I know i would have a good time with. Don't tell me im "scene" because i don't have a scene, and i never will. I am by no means a shy person, you can spot me on the dance floor with a drink in my hand and a smile on my face just about anywhere. I am a pretty driven person. I also do my best to party like a rockstar. Sleepless nights don't phase me because i know that life could end tomorrow for me, or for all of us. Why not make the most of it? If im going to do something, i want to do it to the extreme. I am my own biggest critic. For everyone one thing someone has to say about me, i could point out ten flaws. ALOT of people add me on myspace and NEVER talk to me, just because I am decent looking. I have heard so many times that I am a very intimidating person, which comes as a total shock to me. Granted, i would never leave the house looking a mess, but I am just a normal person. I have been fortunate enough to meet all the right people at the right times, everyday a new door opens up in my life, and occasionally one will close. I could literally strike up conversation with anyone, and I am the farthest thing from shallow. I am currently NOT enrolled in college, and am somewhat of a free spirit. I want to establish myself as something other than your average joe who joins the corporate regime of americans working in cubicals from 9 to 5. Unlike most children i NEVER had aspirations to be just like my "daddy." I always knew that I would be something different, and I continue to know the same. I refuse to define myself to society. Im just me i guess. Don't like it? Oh well! Many people assume alot of things about me, but most of the time they are proven wrong. I am so turned off by drama, but nobody can FULLY avoid it unfortunately. Right now im just living my life drama free. I have no idea what I want to do in the future, and it is kind of comforting to not know where I will end up and what I will be doing.
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