your anatomy. your mind. japan. theology. philosophy. photography. fetish. pain. pleasure. psychology. music. the written word. culture. everywhere else. cinema. the underground. the crypt, the tomb, and the grave. all animals. the vampire. the serial killer. the sinner. the dark, rainy night. the foggy day. europe. the art of desire. the structure of pain. blood, guts and all things gorey!
I'd like to meet:
my demise, and anyone brave enough to take on the mess that is me.
Music:
is everything to me! a few of the bands that make my world go 'round:*absurd minds *acumen nation *agonize *alien sex fiend *altered states *and one *angels and agony *angelspit *anorexia nervosa *apoptygma berzerk *asp *assemblage 23 *astrovamps *ataraxia *auto agression *ayria *azoic *babyland *backandtotheleft *backlash *battery *battery cage *bauhaus *beborn beton *bella morte *birmingham 6 *birthday massacre *blutengel *bruderschaft *candy spooky theatre *catastrophe ballet *caustic *censor *cesium 137 *cevin key *christian death *cinema strange *clan of xymox *client *coil *collide *colony 5 *combichrist *controlled collapse *controlled fusion *converter *corpus delecti *corrosion *corvus corax *covenant *cradle of filth *cruciform injection *cruxshadows *culture kultur *current 93 *cut. rate. box *cyanotic *cyberaktif *cylab *das ich *dawn of ashes *david e. williams * de/vison *deadfly ensemble *death in june *decoded feedback *deine lakaien *delirium *der blutarsch *destroid *diary of dreams *die form *die krupps *die sektor *digital factor *digital poodle *dimmu borgir *din fiv *diorama *dir en grey *dismantled *dissonance *diva destruction *diverje *download *e nomine *eisbrecher *electric six *element *emilie autumn *endif *endraum *evil's toy *excessive force *exp-voto *faith and the muse *fear cult *fiendflug *fiction 8 *fictional *fields of the nephilim *flesh field *fractured *front 242 *front line assembly *frozen plasma *funker vogt *fusspils 11 *gackt *garden of delight *gazette *girls under glass *glis *god module *goethes erben *grendel *gridlock *gwar *hanzel und gretyl *haujobb *HIM *hocico *human decay *hungry lucy *i:scintilla *icon of coil *ikon *imperative reaction *implant *in strict confidence *in the nursery *inertia *informatik *information society *inkubus sukkubus *interface *ionic vision *iris *jack off jill *joachim witt *juno reactor *kataklysm *kevorkian death cycle *kill switch...klick *killing ophelia *kirlian camera *klutae *KMFDM *l'ame immortelle *lacrimosa *laibach *last dance *leaether strip *legendary pink dots *lights of euphoria *london after midnight *loretta's doll *love is colder than death *love like blood *lustmord *lycia *machine in the garden *magenta *malevolent *malice mizer *marilyn manson *marsheaux *massiv in mensch *meat beat manifesto *melotron *mentallo and the fixer *mephisto walz *mesh *midnight configuration *mind.in.a.box *mindless faith *mindless self indulgence *miranda sex garden *misfits *mission u.k. *modulate *monofader *my life with the thrill kill kult *nachtmahr *negative format *neotek *nerve filter *neuroticfish *nine inch nails *nitzer ebb *noise 626 *noise unit *novus *null device *numan *numb *obscyre *obszon geschopf *oghr *omnibox *orange sector *pain station *painbastard *panzer ag *panzer division *paralysed age *penal colony *pig *pigface *plastic noise experience *pride and fall *project pitchfork *psyche *psyclon nine *punish yourself *punto omega *pzycho bitch *qntal *raison d'etre *rammstein *ravenous *razed in black *recently deceased *retrosic *rhea's obsession *rosetta stone *rotersand *s.v.d. *sanguis et cinis *seabound *secret meeting *seraphim shock *sero.overdose *sister machine gun *sisters of mercy *SITD *skinny puppy *snog *soil bleeds black *sol invictus *solitary experiments *somatic responses *sopor aeternus *spanking machine *specimen *staub *suicide commando *sunshine blind *switchblade symphony *synaptic defect *synth-etik *system syn *tactical sekt *tamtrum *terminal choice *terminal sect *terrorfakt *this mortal coil *threshold houseboys choir *throbbing gristle *tyske ludder *umbra et imago *unheilig *unit 182 *untel null *velvet acid christ *velvet eden *vnv nation *wolfsheim *wumpscut *x-marks the pedwalk *x-fusion *xorcist *xp8 *yelworc *zeromancer *zombie girli am sure i missed some, but i am sure you got the point...
Movies:
cello. fight club. suicide club. strange circus. cabinet of dr. caligari. seven. reservior dogs. pulp fiction. clockwork orange. 300. kill bill 1&2. ab-normal beauty. ichi the killer. audition. imprint. city of lost childen. delicatessan. equilibrium. v for vendetta. dawn of the dead. resident evil movies. sweeney todd. 28 days later. 28 weeks later. final fantasy: advent children. metropolis. freak show. dark city. lost highway. the eye. *original version* dracula. interview with the vampire. spirited away. paprika. the dorm. ringu. full metal jacket. legend. koma. deviant detours. cinderella. one missed call *original version* borat. boondock saints. american history x. romper stomper.i know there are more of those too, but i am tired.
Television:
will & grace. family guy. simpsons. nip/tuck. shin chan. futurama. penn and teller:bullshit. don't laugh! *japanese show* project runway. most evil. haunting. iron chef. ANTM. aqua teen hunger force.
Books:
clive barker. anton levay. marx. nietzsche. chuck palahniuk. poppy z. brite. lovecraft. crowley. carl hiaasen. tim burton. jhonen vasquez. abdul alhazred and almost anything else that is dark and intelligent!
Heroes:
Lucifer, Satan, and the Devil. The Love of my Life-my Freedom, and anyone I have dared to love during this trying lifetime...
