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·ï¡÷¡ï· jam ·ï¡÷¡ï·

lust for life

About Me

_PASSIONista_
_dreamer_
_seeker_
_frustrated cook_
_aspiring future doctor_
_lover of BEAUTY, TRUTH, and LOVE_

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My Interests


MUSIC
singing
dancing
friends
books that are w0rth MY time
arts, arts, arts!!! (graphic and decorative)
nature
s0me literary w0rks
SUNSET
sunrise
PARADOXES
LIFE
LOVE
complexities
confusion
SUPPRESSED and REPRESSED EMOTIONS
suffering
"bottomless" questions
BEAUTY
analyzing people and knowing them by heart
pink with black; strength with compassion
intellectual conversations. stupid conversations. (kahit ano.hehe)
metaphors
dreaminess and SURREALISM
relaxation
ubermensch-ness
interesting people (they don't have to be super extraordinary people. basta. :P )
HOW AMAZING THE HUMAN BODY IS

I'd like to meet:

new friends :)

Music:


guitar shredds are the impulses carried by my neurons; drumbeats are the rhythms played by my heart... **
i've got pretty eclectic tastes when it c0mes to music.
i don't like discriminations.
when i feel like DANCING: hip-h0p, Christina Aguilera, Beyonce Knowles and/or Destiny's Child, Jennifer Lopez, and Shakira
broadway and other theatricals (little mermaid, les miserables, ms. saigon, OST of chicago and moulin rouge)
alternative rock
progressive (r0ck and metal)
metal (gothic, symphonic, and power)
l0ves0ngs and acoustics GUITAR DRIVEN piece
mr.big (thanks armand)
MY FAVORITE: just the sound of the wind, or the rain drumming the rooftop, the birds singing, the trees swaying, the roar of the ocean waves on the shore, the chimes at my door, and the whole of nature! :)

Movies:

inspiring movies
informative movies
feel-go0d movies
happy ever afters
h0rror films
somewhere in time
how to lose a guy in 10 days
moulin rouge
kate & leopold
LOTR
la vita e bella
exorcism of emily rose
the passion of the christ
a beautiful mind
autumn in new york
matrix
serendipity
mr. deeds
drumline
love actually
honey
I F O N L Y . . .
amistad
house of flying daggers
ever after
cheaper by the dozen
so close
naked weapon
50 first dates
mulan II
the last of the mohicans
the n0tebook
blade trinity
mr. & mrs. smith
s0meone like you
the c0nstant gardener
little mermaid! ;)
memoirs of a geisha
OUTBREAK
million dollar baby
tristan & isolde
eragon
APOCALYPTO
pursuit of HAPPYness

Television:

-any-

Books:

Joshua Harris
Paulo Coelho--Veronika Decides to Die, The Alchemist, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept, The Fifth Mountain, Eleven Minutes
The Da Vinci Code
MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA

The Celestine Prophecy
Where the Heart is
If Love is a Game These Are the Rules
A Song for Caitlin
Hard to Resist
I Do
The Bonesetter's Daughter
Shanghai Baby
The Tale of Murasaki

My Blog

the song of everlasting....... s0rrow.

whenever i see you...whenever i'm in your mere presence..the walls surr0unding my heart collapse like er0ding mountain slopes..rapid and incontrollable.f0rming stiff cliffs that only i can see......
Posted by ·ï¡÷¡ï· jam ·ï¡÷¡ï· on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:09:00 PST

Long rains

things have been done,and nothing could change that anymore.i have offered you all i have,yet you chose to walk out my door.you gave promises of unending love,told me i'm your forever one;but look whe...
Posted by ·ï¡÷¡ï· jam ·ï¡÷¡ï· on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 12:59:00 PST

when it feels too painful to even start crying....

eternal heart, love incessantly Rages of warm passion, flow profaneously Seek for home, search for love Where thy soul rests, keep him above Ethereal flames of hope, I implore thee Please..d...
Posted by ·ï¡÷¡ï· jam ·ï¡÷¡ï· on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 09:16:00 PST

just thinking...

first entry... nice to try.. Ive been asking myself, "Why do you always have to let your heart and your mind fight over things that, to you, are most important?" It pains me that for most cases wh...
Posted by ·ï¡÷¡ï· jam ·ï¡÷¡ï· on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 08:41:00 PST