"THE LORD WILL SHINE ON YOU AND GIVE YOU STRENGTH IN YOUR DARKEST MOMENT"
WHOM WAS TAKING AWAY FROM ME AT THE AGE OF 14. I LOVED HIM DEARLY AND STILL LOVE AND MISS HIM. HE WILL ALWAYS HOLD A SPOT IN MY HEART. I KNOW THAT HE IS LOOKING DOWN ON ME AND IS PROUD OF HIS LITTLE GIRL. BECAUSE DADDY, I'M A TROOPER AND I MADE IT AND IS MAKING IT. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR DAUGHTER.
Tombstone GeneratorI TRULY BELIEVE THAT MY LIFE IS BEING USED AS A TESTIMONY. I AM FLATTERED THAT THE LORD CHOSE ME TO DO HIS MAGNIFICENT WORK. I'VE BEEN THRU JUST ABOUT ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN IMAGINE, BUT NOMATTER WHAT TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS CAME MY WAY, THE LORD GAVE ME ENOUGH STRENGTH TO CONQUER ALL. SO, I CAN HONESTLY TELL PEOPLE THAT I UNDERSTAND AND IT WANT JUST BE OUT OF ROUTINE. I HAVE BEEN IN FOSTER HOMES GROWING UP AS A CHILD, I HAVE BEEN MOLESTED, I HAVE BEEN RAPED, I HAVE BEEN PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY ABUSED, I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS, I HAVE BEEN ON DRUGS AND ALCOHOL, IHAVE HAD 4 FIRES, I HAVE HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN, I HAVE HAD A MISCARRIAGE,I HAVE BEEN VERY LONELY AND DEPRESSED, I HAVE TRIED TO COMMIT SUCCEED, I HAVE BEEN IN 2 ACCIDENTS, ONE SO TERRIBLE WHERE I WAS KNOCKED OUT, I HAVE PASSED OUT WHERE I HAD TO BE REVIVED, I HAVE SUFFERED WITH MEMORY LOST, I HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, AND THE LIST GOES ON. ALL THIS THAT I'M PUBLICIZING IS NOT TO GET PITY FROM ANYONE, BUT IT IS TO GIVE OTHER'S HOPE AND TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THE LORD HE WILL GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH AND THE ENDURANCE TO STRIVE ON; ESPECIALLY IF IT'S NOT YOUR TIME TO BE TAKING AWAY FROM THIS EARTH.All the trials and tribulations i wen't through let alone still going through have caused me to have a great relationship with the Lord and a big heart. I am an adorable, loving, caring, Christian woman. Where striving and succeeding is my passion. I have six adorable children; whom I love very much, eventhough it wasn't my plan to have so many children. But when one is in an abusive relationship you will bend over backwards, for your other half, because of fear. I was in an abusive marriage for over 8 years until i had the courage, faith, and strength to leave my exhusband. Not only was he abusive physically but also mentally. I will tell any woman or man to not keep yourself in an abusive relationship, because its not a such thing as just hitting you one time. Don't stay in an abusive relationship as long as i did. I stayed in my abusive situation for way too long, because i didn't have anyone i can turn to or talk to. So, if anyone is in a bad situation, send me a message and i will be there for you each step of the way, you don't have to be alone.MY CHILDREN ARE MOST IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE, AFTER THE LORD. SOMETIME WE DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THING'S HAPPEN. SO, I WILL CHERISH EACH MOMENT WITH MY KIDS,GIVE THEM ALL THE LOVE WHICH THEY SO DESERVE, AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF OUR SITUATION. I HAVE ALSO CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT, IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU RAISE YOUR CHILDREN THE RIGHT WAY, THEY SOMETIME WILL STILL STRAY AWAY. BUT REGARDLESS, I WILL STILL LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART, AND I WON'T ASK THE LORD WHY ME?For the longest, my life was just surrounded around me and my children, because i shunned myself away from everybody, because of pain and hurt. I never had a great mother figure, relationship with my sister or brothers, i lived a lonely life for years. But thanks to God, i have just recently met this nice wonderful lady whom have adopted me as her daughter. She has opened up her heart to me and accepted me for me and we have bounded together like mother and daughter. I also have a new found brother, whom have accepted me as his LIL SISTER. Eventhough we are not blood, but the love they have for me is way beyond blood. Also, eventhough; we are far away from eachother distance wise, they are just a phone call away. The Lord have a way of bringing people in your life right on time. So,it's true THAT HE'S AN ON TIME GODI have no problem in letting people know where i came from or what i went through, let alone still going through, because i believe that all i wen't through and going through is so i can be a testimony to others and let them know that they can make it.
I will tell anyone that is going through to not give up, in, or out. Because it will get better.
SO, WITH ALL THAT SAID AND DONE,IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE THAT FEEL LONELY, DEPRESSED,FEEL LIKE GIVING UP, DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, OR NEED A TRUE FRIEND,YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE. I HAVE A BIG CARING HEART FOR PEOPLE, LET ALONE HURTING PEOPLE. BECAUSE I KNOW HOW IT FEEL TO BE LONELY,DEPRESSED,ETC. I REALLY DO FEEL LIKE THAT THE LORD ALLOWED ME TO GO THROUGH FOR A PURPOSE AND THAT IS TO BE A TESTIMONY, WITNESS, AND TO BE A ENCOURAGER TO OTHERS. JUST REMEMBER, THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE.I WILL BE ADDING BLOGS REAL SOON TELLING ALL ABOUT MY MAGNIFICENT TESTIMONIES AND HOW THROUGH MY PAIN AND HURT THE LORD HAVE EQUIPPED ME AND MY CHILDREN TO START A GREAT NON FOR PROFIT ORGANIZATION; "HAPIN Outreach Ministries" - "HELPING ALL PEOPLE IN NEED." ALSO THE LORD HAVE INSPIRED ME TO RIGHT A BOOK. SO, YA'LL BE CHECKING BACK FOR MY BLOGS AND THE POST OF MY GREAT BOOK.IF YOU HAVEN'T ACCEPTED ANYTHING ELSE WHICH I HAVE WRITTEN, PLEASE ACCEPT THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND THAT YOU HAVE FOUND A FRIEND IN ME.
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