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.~ lilies of habit ~`

Think on life ; don't live on thought .

About Me


you aren't getting up my skirt and have only an approximate .0001% chance of a chance at "dating" me. (If anyone has any tips on how to further dumb this message down, then I'd be very grateful to you for sharing them.)
born on the thirteenth of march in the year of our Lord nineteen hundred eighty seven, antifeminist bohemian Lily ZeSouzant has always been attracted to honesty, humility, rain, sacredness, subtletey, wind, and partially clouded nights spatterred with shy and peek-a-boo stars. she has, in her lifetime thusfar, entertained little tolerance for lamenesses such as objectification and complacencey. at her best, lily cannot cease to create and consult; she prays, serves, hugs, dances, sings, doodles, cooks, writes, composes dreams and schemes and sounds and sights and scents and feelings and catches more and keeps them all in a jar to feed one another in a sort of utopia of a universally appreciative society. this butter&fire fly farm is her excuse for butterred burns and batterring turns. in walking with the wind and wishing that it would whisk us away, is found the consolation for it's sweeping us along with everything about us in one gigantic tumultuous freeform in a tank encasing us low and dry to lie on our backs and watch the creatures float about us. then there are bad days. on bad days, we reason.
having recentley moved out of the house she lived in from age seven through nearly age twenty, lily is comforted that there will most likely be shadows wherever she journeys. she will be at home exploring these. creation keeps her world endless. destruction, however, can make it feel worthless.
i've never heard a decent rebuttal to vegetarianity.
here's a cute summary of just one folder of evidence.

& here's a little something i like to call
"That you want to be stalked, trunked, roped, and raped doesn’t mean your friends want to be."

You might want to message me if you want me to add you.
.. and say something while you're at it.
If you reply to a message from me, could you please not delete the past messages in the chain? That drives me nuts. Type above all the text identifying it (you know- headed by the "[...]---original message---[...])".
Thank you.
beyond that

My Interests


gentleness,
losing control,
sacredness,
the sudden sincerity in people's goodbyes

"faith, hope, and love"

beyond that

I'd like to meet:



point mouse anywhere in this sentence and click for a brief log of my thoughts on this since i openned my myspace account.

comments.

Music:

regina spektor, bright eyes, death cab for cutie, simon and garfunkel, iron & wine, damien rice, nat king cole, duncan sheik, paper mache.., jewel kilcher,
[amaxing-Z-core genuine & poetic lyrics such as those of those.]
hayley westenra, Au4, Dido,
[exhilaratingly ethereal sounds like those of these artists.]
muse, clap your hands say yeah, the magnetic fields, imogen heap, frou frou, henry mancini,
[bewitchingly grooveful & happylatening sounds such as these.]
i have gone from train whistles...
to airplane wooshes...
to fog horns...
through cat bells & gentle voices of friends with whom i'm in love.
art that my life is rich enough to support, life that is rich enough to support my art,
because a little passion must remain unexherted,
because art drain sucks.
Jewel & Enya are each huge pieces of my history. to remain whole as i outgrow myself, i must note such things as this.

a few of my favourite music videos:
Blink 182's "I Miss You"
Regina Spektor's "Fidelity"
Kin Za Za's "i am a Dance"
Damien Rice's "Cannonball"
Imogen Heap's "Hide and Seek"
Jewel's "You Were Meant For Me"
Evanescence's "My Immortal" and "Bring Me to Life"
Third Eye Blind's "Jumper" and "How's It Going To Be?"
Nelly Furtado's "Try"
Mandy Moore's "Extraordinary"
Matchbox 20's "Back 2 Good"
Madonna's "the Power of Goodbye"
Death Cab for Cutie's "Title and Registration"
Sigur Ros' "Glosoli"
Sia's "Breathe Me"

Movies:

i love artsy/modern philosophical dramedies & psychological thrillers.
i
you should all see: it's a wonderful life;
kal ho naa ho;
the last kiss;
tombstone
.
my life:
garden state;
girl, interrupted;
good Will Hunting;
i ♥ Huckabees;
a love song for Bobby Long;
Mona Lisa smile;
wings of desire;
.
i love:
[Disney]Cinderella;
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind;
hearts in Atlantis;
Hook;
Mononoke Hime;
white oleander
(to name just a few).
Aladdin;
Amelie;
Anna and the king;
[Disney]Beauty and the beast;
Benny and Joon;
Brokedown Palace;
Bruce Almighty;
the butterfly effect;
carousel;
charade;
crouching tiger, hidden dragon;
the emperor's new groove;
fiddler on the roof;
Forest Gump;
funny face;
Harriet the spy;
house of sand and fog;
little women;
Lord of the Rings;
the Matrix;
the Mouse that Roared;
my fair lady;
office space;
Princess Caraboo;
requiem for a dream;
[Disney] Robin Hood;
Roman holiday;
Rudolph the red nosed reindeer;
serendipity;
sleepless in Seattle;
Spiderman (i, ii);
steel magnolias;
13, going on 30;
the Truman Show;
what dreams may come;
:amaze me too.
i dislike:
cop flics;
dirty comedies;
Napoleon Dynamite;
Penny Serenade;
Will Ferrel comedies;
most comedies, actually.

Television:

not so much, but at some point or another:
Boy Meets World, Brooklyn Bridge, Cirque du Soleil, Dave the Barbarian (hey! don't knock it untill you've tried it!) Gilmore Girls, Monk, So You Think You Can Dance

Books:

the Bible, Charlotte Bronte's Jane Eyre, J. M. Barrie's Peter Pan, C.S. Lewis, Lucy Maud Montgomery, Shakespeare, J.R.R. Tolkein, classic British children's novels, character studies, fantasy/analytical sci-fi, books w/ no ill intending badguys or perfect heros, Chitra (sp?), charles dickens' the christmas carol, Borka.
go read Why Christmas Trees Aren't Perfect.

i have decided that children's books help me to dance, because of all the textures in the illustrations, among other things.

Shantel LaFountain
David Johnson

Anna Harbine

Heroes:

"without vision, the people perish."

My Blog

eyesight of promise, as fortune cookie slips have fortold, and my motto about Faith

Fortune Cookie Slips and the Lord in Action. "you are contemplative and analytical by nature."- yeah. i trust fortune cookies. and, more recently, the slip contained within the fortune cookie which i ...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 01:21:00 PST

casualty of a profile update

"i know that plants may not think, but i think that they know that i cannot think of anything more beautiful than what we know, whether or not i think it or think it to be so."(along with a Mileece pi...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 08:22:00 PST

on behalf of the weaklings .. on behalf of us all:

we are not less deep or for a lack of skill in expressing that depth in any particular way.we are not less beautiful down there for a lack of revelation regarding our needs down there.furthermore, we ...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:40:00 PST

omw! bad vibes!

so, this car drove by my window last night, and i was so glad that i had obeyyed Auntie and drawn the blinds, because it gave off such bad vibes!  omw!  only, i wasn't certain at first wheth...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Wed, 30 May 2007 12:47:00 PST

ell hearts september!

indeed!i so miss rain.i want a cute raincoat.and new clothes.and new music.and a bunch of refreshing things like that,although not necessarily something as adventuresome as new food, which is what i'v...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Wed, 30 May 2007 12:37:00 PST

part of a blog comment to myself

i wanna be a hippie.  i mean truly. i don't want to own all this crap when i grow up! i suppose that it is probably necessary for some parts of my childhood dream (the mansion in the forest with ...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 01:09:00 PST

don't even think about it.

i hate categorizing this 'religion and philosophy'.  it sounds so cold.  like an intellectual, or worse yet, historical fact based college class.another friend of a friend committed sui...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:01:00 PST

bulletinog

Date: Mar 21, 2007 5:28 PM Subject: dream. Body: dancing, photographing, composing myspace messages...all in our old computer room.i tried to photograph the shadows at every moment of every day before...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:20:00 PST

i should be certain to hold myself to this.

[commented to Shellisa & Valerie]: Dec 22 2006 11:57P Bohemianity wrocks! some people concider it arrogant and exclusively self serving, but i perceive it to be, at least potentially, highly humbl...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 10:53:00 PST

identity

born on the thirteenth of march in the year of our Lord nineteen hundred eighty seven, antifeminist bohemian Lily ZeSouzant has always been attracted to honesty, humility, rain, sacredness, ...
Posted by .~ lilies of habit ~` on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 05:26:00 PST