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If i get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me threatening the life it belongs to.. And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd 'cause these words are my diary screaming out loud.. and I know that you'll use them however you want to..
The name is Nesha. I'm 24. I have one son named Brandon, he's 3. I live in Pensacola, but iRep Detroit (Joy Rd, Exit 9.. what you know about that). I am in school and I have a job. I am NOT wifed up, AND I DON'T WANNA BE... K? Thx. Why? Because I haven't met a dude yet who was man enough to hold me down. Im DIFFICULT. ;) On top of that, my life is too much about me right now for me to be worried about some nicca.. Im not your average chick. Im not worried about your opinion of me. Love me or hate me Ima always be me. Neshie is gon' do her, you go ahead and do you.
Nesha = Complicated.
I am a chick from the hood. I am NOT a hood chick.
I am a single mother. I am NOT a baby mama.
I am bisexual. I am NOT confused nor am I ashamed.
I have a smart ass mouth. I am NOT a bitch.
I am pretty dern sexy. I am NOT a whore/slut.
I am chubby. I do NOT have low self esteem.
I am a lady. I curse like a fucking sailor.
I am a girly girl. I can still kick back and watch the game with the fellas.
At times I contridict myself. That's me. *shrugs*
iLike - BCBGirls shoes. Light skinned boys. Beautiful women. Fuck me pumps. Leggings. Music. Dancing. Chocolate.
I like to date people that are:
Confident. Unconventional. Intelligent. Literate. Leos. Ambitious. Pretty. Blessed with beautiful eyes. The take-a-woman-to-dinner-and-a-movie type. Not the take-a-woman-to-your-mama's-basement-with-a-bootleg-dvd-and-
a-hot-and-ready-and-try-to-get-her-thong-around-her-ankles type. Working -stop- No. I am not a gold digger. I want someone with a job because I take care of myself, therefore you should be able to take care of yourself. -go-
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I like this quote. Meredith said it on Grey's Anatomy.
"You don't get to call me a whore. When I met you I thought I had found the person i was gonna spend the rest of my life with. I was done.. So all the boys in all the bars and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared cause I was done. You left me. You chose (her). I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. YOU don't get to call me a whore"
