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now i see..im no longer blind
by: caitlin b 06/08/08
now i see
this is what
u've done to me
u took my heart
said u wouldnt
tear it apart
said u'd always
be there
thru the hurt
thru the pain
but now its time
to see again
to know that ur gone
tho ive known this all along
i know that in my soul
this is the one place ill never go
back in time once again
to see, to feel the pain
knowing that it is right
fighting this unforgiving fight
i know that u r here
and its time to show no fear
its time to say what i need to say
so in my heart...ill let go of u
someday...
so the time is now
to set me free
and show me how
the time is now, so u see
the pain that has built up inside of me
i know that im not okay but
i will b alright
so have no fear
n jus tonight
shed no tear
cuz someday ull see the pain that is urself
so put ur box upon the shelf
leave it there
take it out
when u feel
it isnt fair....
remember who u r
so that time can heal ur scars
let me know that it is okay
so in my heart....ill let go of u
someday
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please don't be too harsh and tell me what you think....
The Sharp Side Of Nothing
by:caitlin b 8-4-05
as every day passes by
you always make me wonder why
i took the time to understand
the decisions and consequences of your plans
i was there when no one else was or will be
why can't you just except me
when i was gone you cried for me to be there
but when i'm around you can't even bare
the thought of me loving another, no one besides you
and what is it that you want me to do
i won't be here forever and the end is coming near
you've been blinded so much, you can't see clear
do you want me or is it your stuck in your greed
please tell me... it's me you need
whisper in my ear the things i want to hear, where the secrets lie
there is nothing here for me, only things that you defy
this is no soft feather pillow, there's nothing here to rest your head on
you say you miss me now that i'm gone
no that i'm missing... is it me that you yern
no, just suffer while i'll enjoy the burn
you said come see me tomorrow
tomrrow's too early and yesturday was too late so i'll drown in the sorrow
On Those Rainy Days Of Cold And Silence
by: caitlin b 8-3-05'
it's hard for you to undersatnd,
but this isn't what i had planned.
no one can ever know,
about this pain that i can't show.
if i ever could hold you near me,
but i know this isn't how you want it to be.
the pain is full fledged and burned in my skin.
this pain i feel; is it outside or in?
the silver, red and the peach,
how i admire each.
with every tear drop fallen to the floor,
this blade tears my skin more.
ripped, torn, and bleeding for you,
and this pain that i show to few.
if only i could be saved from this cold, dark wasteland...
so much blood that you can no longer see my hand.
and how it feels sweet when it glides across the wrist,
and if only i wasn't lost in the clouded mist.
but how i love every strong, wanted affliction,
and i yern for this painful addiction.
i've hit complete bottom now, no turning back,
so find me, save me, or haunt me in this act.
but always know that there was no way,
that you could have seen it comin' because it was bound to happen
some day....
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