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About Me

I am highly ambitious, over-creative, psychologically complex, casually intellectual, sagacious, bewitching, spontaneously combustible, humorously religious, satirical, inclined to impulse, passionate to a fault, foolishly optimistic, indomitable, modifiable, categorically insane to a moderate faculty; cognitively captivating, intrinsically sincere and perceptually over-aware. Otherwise I am a sane, perpetually evolving human being. Puzzled? Read my blog. You're not alone.I am a painter of light on many mediums. ~ a photographer ~ an artist ~ a painter ~ a sculptor ~ a scholar ~ a riddler ~ an alchemist ~ a screenwriter ~ a poet ~ a mythmaker ~ a MOM turned upside down spells WOW, yeah that kind. I'm beginning to learn that I have to "ration my passion". I tend to overestimate myself, but I'm catching up. I write. I think. I wonder. I dream while I'm awake. I read when I'm not thinking. I am high strung. I am self-propelled in jerks, flying leaps, and spinning circles with a brain like a pinball machine. I enjoy solitude. I love companionship. I take forever baths. I meditate. I imagine. I paint. I pay attention. I get distracted. I fantasize. I design my time. I stay up all night. Sometimes I sleep all day. I scream at life from my front porch. I study my reflection. I play house, contort myself incongruities, and exercise when I feel neglected. I embellish everything. I drink rum. I tell stories. Keep secrets. Strategize my cabinets. Roll dice for the hell of it. Enjoy romantic evenings with myself. I think out loud. Laugh when nothings funny. Try new recipes. Reminisce. Get lost. Collect meaning in visual language. Let my sink pile up with dishes. Rearrange my studio, and dance when I feel alive.Also, I believe in fragments. I am improvising a strategy to negotiate equal attention to all of my attributes and inferences of interest.

My Interests

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How I made my profile:
I used Dave & Jay's amazing myspace profile editor . The infinite riddle...The meaning of life. Visual anthropology. the quest for immortality, ancient mysteries, culture, alchemy, the human drama, seduction, depth psychology ( primarilyJungian) fantasy, superstition, etiquette, danger, creative arts, hallucinations, metaphysics, rave culture, crop circles, geneology, hedonism, statues, fairy tales, mysticism, Egyptology, morphic resonance theory, cosmology, occult, architecture, ignorance, the evolution of consciousness, altered-states, the heroic quest. Joseph Cambell's work in mythology and comparative religion, blank space, synchronicity, drug-addiction, the chemical sub-structure of nuclear matter, fashion, sand dollars, broken glass, conundrums, psychosis, shamanism, "special relativity"... whateverthehellthat means. Astrology....Pisces Vesica. church windows, cuneiform, graffiti, figure study,the physics of light, "the second-coming" , narcotics, keys, symbology, mudras, Mardi Gras, Catholic ritual and most recently... horror. My interests these days are characterized by my mood. Sometimes I feel a frenzy to paint. Sometimes I can't put my inkpen down. Lately I like to dream, because my pen is making no sense.

I'd like to meet:

My DESTINY among other things. God, at 3:00 on Tuesday for some "relativity training" at the beginning of time again- except this time I'll have a more proper outline.

Movies:

"Complexity Theory", a short film- Directed by ME!Beastmaster, Clash of the Titans, The Legend of Billie Jean, Magnolia, Crash, The Crow, Almost Famous, Kalifornia, Requium for a Dream, Apochrypha, 300, ...DESTINYOF A MOVING STAR. I'm writing the greatest story ever told** only backwards.

Television:

I got an antenna.Otherwise I can't sit still long enough to watch a box. Third eye vision with remote control. I don't have cable. Reality TV... only me. = the mirror

Books:

Literature of all kinds interests me but I can't focus enough to read anything other than road signs lately. The Bible is BORING, besides the last CHapter suggests that the end is now? Only the end is really the beginning? Huh? Now God, ... about that light meter? I have enough books to make a forest fire. I haven't read in a while though. I'm more visually inspired lately anyways. The Epic of Gilgamesh-hands down, The Oxford English Dictionary. The Bible between the lines. The Sexual Life of Savages. World Mythology, Love in the Time of Cholera.Now about that Book of Life and the eternal spiraling staircase of stepping stoned words. About AMEN? Did you figure that the (d) was lost in translation? Yeah... I mean AMEND. So I didn't like the last chapter.

Heroes:

Oh my hero, tragically bound to the heroic round... Gilgamesh

My Blog

All is not well, but vengeance makes it better

The scope of my misery is clear to me. Repercussions of choiceless options leave me in hibernation today. Nothing is okay, nothing is alright. Charge me for my terrible lack of insight. Just leave me ...
Posted by Rikki on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 01:46:00 PST

beat up Jeremy

Pleasure is in short-supply. I can make a calendar of days but I don't notice the days gone by. I just fiddle at my desk and make a horrible mess. The dishes in the sink go unwashed. They've been ther...
Posted by Rikki on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 02:08:00 PST

another day awake

Infertile thoughts cloud my usual determination. I'm on a mental vacation. I'm radically disinclined to do anything besides being justifiably lazy. Mental clarity comes equipped with a script t...
Posted by Rikki on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 01:31:00 PST

On entertaining the self

I'm alone in a daydream of self-indulgent mental obscenity. I laugh at myself sincerely when no one else is watcing me. I come out of my own character and let my stupidity direct me into what amuses m...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 08:55:00 PST

Simple Submission

I remember last Halloween when I was your ancient Babylonian queen. Ishtar erected from mythology to enjoy her immortality in my celebration of this night. OH MY GOD! is right. Yes, I was your goddess...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 08:10:00 PST

The course of curses

I mark my aim and stake my claim on posterity. This symptom of symptomatic clarity comes quick and diffuses, all too often amuses me with its hilarity, deprives me of comprehensibility sometimes. But ...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:54:00 PST

Getting it on in plastic porn.

I celebrate your ghost in paint and mire, sculpting my universe with an absent hero. Repairing lost references concealing my mind's depth. I am widowed by a king in clever history concealed, dotting ...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 06:18:00 PST

give it to me good... the photo

photo accompaniment to last blog...
Posted by Rikki on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 06:47:00 PST

The most humble apology

For all plans made , wishes kept the sea. Magic made the moment purple for me~ incandescent .
Posted by Rikki on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 01:16:00 PST

Form me into LIVING ART

I quit rehearsing my success, only I handle rejection quite clearly. I don't denunciate disparagement. The best of me hasnt happened yet. I take a cool temperature to my color scale~ think about kind...
Posted by Rikki on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 11:43:00 PST